Posted in Story: True Story, Tagalog | Categories: First Time, Supernatural, Romance, Sci-Fi and Fantasy, One Night Stand | Tags: sexy, first time, teen, mystery, one night;, Move on, senti, byahe
I'm not sure if this will be interesting to you mrnays but I would like to give it a shot. Ikaw na pong bahala kung maniniwala ka o hindi.
After the break-up with Coleen 7-months ago, ito pa rin ako feeling stucked! Hindi pa rin makapag-move on.
Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit nangyari sa amin iyon ng ex-gf ko.
Biruin mo 6-years kami in our relationship pagkatapos biglang mauuwi sa hiwalayan. At ang nakakatawa ay ang rason na nagmula sa kanya na hindi ko matanggap.
“I need my space Justin. And I know you need it too. This is for the both of us!”, huling pahayag na nagmula kay Coleen bago ito nag-walkout.
Para akong na-LSS dahil paulit ulit itong umaalingawngaw sa tenga ko.
After that, wala na. Wala na ang lahat!
Hindi na niya ako kinausap. Iniwasan na niya ako.
I keep calling her but she barred my number. I keep going to her condo unit but the guard always pushes me away telling me na wala raw siya roon.
Ganoon lang iyon kadali sa kanya? After how many years of happiness suddenly biglang mawawala na lang? I always ask myself ano bang nagawa ko with a follow up question -- “why?”.
Pero kahit anong isip ko, wala eh. Hindi ko talaga siya matanggap dahil hindi malinaw sa akin ang lahat.
This is so fucking frustrating dude. I do not know if you are getting me but this is so fucking ridiculous! I’m so fucked up.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit...
Posted in Poem: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: moving on, bitter, Move on, broken hearted, masakit
Moving on o mag move on
Madaling sabihin pero napakahirap gawin
Ito yung mga panahong madalas ikaw ay tuliro
At hindi mo alan kung ano ba ang dapat gawin
Yung feeling na hindi mo na kaya sa bigat
At sakit na nararamdamn ng iyong damdamin
Mga panahong ayaw mo nalang magising
Dahil alam mo pag gising mo wala kang magagawa
Oo wala, wala kang magagawa kundi ang sakit ay tiisin
Mga panahong bigla nalang tutulo ang iyong mga luha
Sa tuwing naaalala mo siya
Yung sobrang miss na miss mo na siya
Habang siya ayun masaya na sa iba
Yung tipong ang sarap mag wala!
Dahil alam mong wala kanang magagawa
Yung bigla mo nalang mararamdaman yung mga halik
at mga yakap nya
Mga panahong maaalala mo yung mga masasaya nyong pagsasama
Mga panahong pilit na pilit yung ngiti mo
Dahil deep inside basag na basag ka
Mga panahong maaalala mo na dati ikaw yung dahilan ng mga ngiti nya
Mga panahong gusto mo mapagisa
Pero ang totoo gusto mo lang ulit siyang makasama
Mga panahong hindi mo alam kung paano, saan at kailan ka mag uumpisa
Mag uumpisang alisin yung nararamdaman mo para sakanya
Di mo alam kung paano ba siya maalis sa isip mo
Dahil nung mga nakaraang araw, buwan at taon siya na halos ang naging buhay mo
Yung bigla ka nalang mapapatanong sa sarili mo
Kung bakit kailangan pang umabot sa ganito
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: friendship, betrayal, Bullying, Discrimination, Old Man Posers, Move on
I've been here for awhile and I wanted to vent out what I feel. I thought that chatting here would be fun for me, however it made my life miserable. I have been bullied alot of times with old men who pretends to be younger. I found them unexpectedly in Facebook. They have pictures here when they are 20 years younger then they have wrinkles and look fat and old in FB. Then, I knew that they are just an old men that pretends to be perfect. They will act choosy and brag, yet you don't deserve them because they act like they think they are God and bullied someone who doesn't know the truth about them. They didn't know that they look like a trash, like their attitude. I found myself just so contented with what I'm doing right now. Just reading the stories in this site instead than chatting. They are territorial, they want the attentions of men to focus on them, not the newbies. They, will manipulate the men to bully the ones they think who stole the attention they want. The old men would also follow or else , tolerate the fact that its bullying already. They will make excuses that its not bullying or discriminating. It would be you don't know how to play with them or the art of chatting. Excuses that they will call you "pikon", and you don't know how to take control. Excuses that your not their type that's why they will crashed you with their bullying. Bullies will make excuses. They will think you are stupid enough why you let yourself get bullied by them. They will find excuses...