Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Pain, regret, lost love, replaceable
Inspired by the song Am I That Easy To Forget by Engelbert Humperdinck
“They say you've found somebody new,”
No she’s not someone new. She was his first love, and still is his love
“But that won't stop my loving you.
I just can't let you walk away,
Forget the love I had for you.”
I can’t just let you go without a fight. Will I win, though?
“Guess I could find somebody, too,
But I don't want no one but you.
How could you leave without regret?”
And you said that you’d have no one else after me. Now it makes me laugh bitterly.
“Am I that easy to forget?”
Seems the case, I can easily be replaced.
“Before you leave be sure you find
You want her love much more than mine.”
Though you say you both can’t have a relationship, you know that you’d jump into each other’s arms if no one was in the way.
“'Cause I'll just say we've never met,
If I'm that easy to forget.”
I’ll have to push all our memories at the back of my mind, my consciousness, until I have completely forgotten about you. Because no matter what I do, no matter how long we’ve been together and we’ve been through together, I can never compare to a decade of regret you have with h...
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: lost love
To Roan Of My Misspent Youth
wherever you are now,
i hope that life has been kind to you,
that you are blessed and happy
as I have always prayed for you to be.
oh how great is my sorrow for the great love that was once mine
the pain of realizing I threw away such a golden chance.
now, like stardust in the infinite galaxy,
only the residue of what might have been remain in my thoughts..
haunting my nights and my days.. after all these years,
after all the loves, after all the people and things that have touched my life,
nobody has loved me the way you did love me…..
nobody has gazed upon me with such loving eyes like you did…..
nobody has uttered my name with so much tenderness and endearment..
nobody has touched me with such warmth and gentleness…
our bodies-- skin to skin in our nakedness in the afterglow of shared passion.
and that smile…that smile,
it will linger in my mind for as long as I can remember….
wherever you are now
i hope you still remember, if only the sweet moments of our youthful embrace
and that you could forgive and forget the broken promises, the lies and all the pains I brought into our
love that broke your heart…that brought us apart.