Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: letting go, goodbye, journey, mga tula ni beano, tear
Salinity starts to fill my eyes,
As you try to say your goodbyes;
And how quickly it fills up,
When you said you're giving up.
I close my eyes one last time,
Did i committed a crime?
Raging thoughts made me frown;
'Cause im starting to drown.
My eyes began to swell,
You could tell i'm not doin well;
And bitter tears roll out,
On my face in a pout.
As the tears roll down my cheek,
It shows that i am weak;
May it be a catalyst,
And erase mem'ries on my list.
As they pass by my lip,
Oh you're such a pip!
'Cause you made them quiver,
And it'll never stop to shiver.
Down to my chin,
I'll count this as your sin;
No use wiping it now,
Its something you'd allow.
And as the tear let go,
I hope they'd be a bit slow
On falling to the ground,
To cherish what I have found.
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Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: love, letting go, moving on, acceptance, Happy, Reminisce
This evening while I was driving back to work, this song played in my selections and it brought me back to where I was 9 months ago. The time, where I had to let go of a man I thought I would end up with ..
And the song I mentioned in the first part is entitled BREAKEVEN and is from the band, The Script ... I swear the first 6 months after that break up, I played the song LITERALLY every day.. over and over until it sank to me to forgive, forget, move on and get a life ..
But that journey?? It was one of the most painful realization I went through .. And if not for the time and compassion of my friends, support of my family - - I could say, I would still probably be caught in that moment ...
Know that everyone goes through a stage where their loved one hurts them.. A stage where your dreams, your hopes go down the drain as if they were nothing..
And if you are in this stage as I write this, know that it is a - - "stage" ..
You have to go through the pain, the denial part, the ifs, the buts, the why and how.
Take it ... Cry if you have to ... Shout if you have to .. Be bitter if you have to ...
Hate the world if you have to.
But do not stay in that stage for long ... You have to rise to the occasion .
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: letting go, memories, Realization, break up, reminiscing, acceptance
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My mobile phone kept on beeping while I was about to sleep .. When I looked at it, I saw my bestfriends several messages. One of them that stood out was a message that said, "check your FB, I sent you a message .." ..
So I did, thinking that it might be extremely important or else, she wouldn't even bother sending me messages at 4am!!
Typical reaction of a woman who would have read her bestfriend's message would have been that of elation.
But when I saw what she sent, I felt sadness and mused over the fact, that not so long ago, I too was in that situation.
My bestfriend - - knowing that I do not check my Euro ex's FB & his "present" lovelife, - -was very "obliging" enough to share what she found out from his "current" girl.
"I just want a man who will love me more than i love my self...
Honest, loyal and respect me,
And what she found out from my ex's relationship status was - - - single . . .
I wrote her back and said to her that I appreciated her gesture and her good intentions. But reminded her that when I let him go, I also let go of my emotions that came with him ... In fact, it was almost 4 years overdue ...
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: letting go, goodbye, heart
And I am bidding you goodbye,
One last teardrop rollin down,
One last embrace for the times gone by,
And 'thou this heart maybe broken,
One day I know, it would still be mending....
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: letting go, layo, anino, bitaw, hiwalay, ayaw na, midlife, requested
Kailangan ko ng bumitaw-
Sa isang relasyon na hilaw.
Pagka't nawala na ang ilaw,
Heto't ibigay na ang pataw.
Ilang panahon ang binigay,
Parang inialay ang buhay.
Ngunit nawalan din ng saysay,
Ako nga ay parang namatay.
Bakit ba hindi pinapansin?
Kahit ano pa aking gawin.
Ako'y nagmistulang alipin,
Ginawa lahat ng sabihin.
Ako nga'y mawawala sayo,
Nawa ay iyong mapagtanto,
Na di ako isang anino-
Ako'y taong nagmahal syo....
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: letting go
And it ended just like that. No tears for a change and it felt good in a way.
I just had to do it.To save myself from being hurt once again for I know it’s going to happen sooner or later. I needed to give myself a breathing space from all these.
I will miss the arguments. It made me see myself in a way I haven’t seen Me for a time. I was willing to fight back to what I know is right for me. And he respects that. Though with some coaxing I would gave in which is natural. Arguing can be tiring at times.
He wanted to teach me things. For me to be brave enough to face life’s cruelty. And i would tell him I’ve been thru my own highs and lows. I think I’ve come prepared. But he thinks otherwise. That I was still hiding in my own lil shell. And when we go on our way I would wonder about it.Why are you so afraid of your own sensuality he would asked and i pondered on about that question for days..Am i really afraid? Why are you so afraid of people seeing you? Why are you hiding out there? Endless questions.
If was falling? Almost. But I think when you go through so much in life, you will see the signs, and you will know when to stop, you have to stop, if you don’t want to be in the same cycle over and over.T hats what I’ve learned this time around.
And I hope to be ‘braver’ when the next come along..hahahaha talagang looking forward sa next ang Manang.....