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Submitted by on May 10, 2014 (4 years ago)
Posted in Confession: Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags: , , ,

COPIED "IN TOTO" FROM A MESSAGE SENT TO ME. . . . . just want to share this with you guys and isipin nyo kaya kung ano ang naramdaman ko pagkatapos kong mabasa ito!!!!

Dear Darl,

By the time you read this you are probably back in Manila. Happy to be home again but probably dreading going back to your old routine. I wish I was there to welcome you home, to hug you tight and show you how much I miss you. 

To think we just “met” each other few weeks ago. Looking at the calendar, I can’t believe that it was more than a month since we started sending PMs and emails. Almost a month when we both admitted that we have feelings for each other. And to be honest, I still can’t believe we are in a relationship. 

It still feels strange sometimes. But the good kind of strange. The kind that gives me energy to get up in the morning and finish all I need to do just so I’ll be free to talk to you. The kind that inspires me to become a better version of me. The kind that gives me courage to have faith that we have is real and worth fighting for. 

So thank you Darl for making me feel so special and for your patience and perseverance in breaking down the walls around me. Without you I’ll probably continue to exist in my own little bubble, safe but alone. Still convincing myself that I’m content in my life, ignoring a part of me that longs to belong to someone. You may not be what I want, but you are what I need.