Writings about hurt (7)
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Mapaglarong Kapalaran 2

Submitted by on September 3, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags: ,

     Pasado alas otso ng gabi ng makauwi si Samantha. Nadatnan nya ang kuya Marko niya matanda sa kanya ng 5 taon. Hindi sila tunay na magkapatid. Anak ito ng matalik na kaibigan ng kanyang ina na iniwan na sa kanya para pumunta sa Saudi. Tatlong taong gulang pa lamang siya noon. Hindi na nagparamdam ang kanyang tunay na ina mula noon kaya si Aling Pasing na ang kanyang kinilalang ina. 

     Silang dalawa lang ang nakatira sa bahay dahil ang kanyang ina ay stay-in sa bahay ni Mayor at tuwing ikalawang linggo lamang kung bisitahin sila. 

     "O andyan ka na pala..kumain ka naba?" Hindi sila close pero makikita parin ang concern sa isa't-isa dahil magkapatid na nga ang turingan bagamat alam nila ang totoo na hind sila magkadugo. "Oo kuya kumain nako salamat" pagsisinungaling ni Samantha "magpapahinga na ko" sabay pasok sa kwarto nyang kurtina lang ang nagsisilbing pintuan. Nahiga sya sa papag at mabilis na nakatulog na hindi man lang nakapagpalit ng damit dahil sa nararamdamang sakit ng katawan. 

      Si Marko naman pagkatapos ng pinapanuod sa telebisyon ay nagpasya naring matulog dahil may pasok pa kinabukasan sa isang fastfood chain bilang manager. Napatigil sya ng mapadaan sa pinto ng kwarto ng kapatid at nakita nyang nakabukas ang tabing nito. Marahil ay hindi naisara ni Samantha ang kurtina. 

     Isasara nya na sana ito nang mapadako ang tingin nya sa kapatid na ngayon ay nakatihayang natutulog. Nakalilis ng...

Elusive . . .

Submitted by on October 10, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , ,

Elusive . . .
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“When we give ourselves in love we become our most vulnerable. We are never safe. We become open to disappointment and hurt.”
― Leo Buscaglia, Loving Each Other (1985)

This week, I went back to what I was normally doing before I met you ...
Everything I did this week became the usual routine ...
And yet I felt something was missing ...
Do you feel the same way too?

I lie in bed with all the lights off and it felt so eerie ... so lonely ...
I used to hear all the noises outside but lately, I hear them no more ...
It seemed as if they knew what I was going through, and they wanna leave me be ...
Is it the same with you?

My body felt so tired, my mind the same ...
and yet, when I closed my eyes - I see you ... Sitting and smiling ...
And when I woke up - - it was you again ...
Do you see me too?

Weekend is here for me and soon it would be another new week ...
I could not help but ask myself if it would still be the same as it was this week?
For my sanity, I hope it won't be ...

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Love, Shall Hello be Always A Prelude To Goodbye?

Submitted by on September 13, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , ,

Witnessed by the fading light on the distant horizon
My silhouette in soliloquy
Anguishing over a shattered paradise
And bitterly savoring the deafening silence of solitude.

Before I met you, I translated maturity to age
I equated responsibility to intelligence
I identified gentleness with professional ethics
I substituted emotion with mere logic.

I was blind to the magic of love
I was cynical to the statement “I Love You”
I was deaf to the melody of eternal promises
I was innocent to what they call a sweet and gentle caress.

Then you came
Before the summer dusk
I can see the reflections of my precious golden past
Where I fondly shared moments with you.

Reminiscence…
We met
You smiled
We talked and then shared.

gradually, changes ruled
Your presence, your enigmatic smile, your brilliant ideas
Your talking and tantalizing eyes
Showed me grandeur in things I considered nondescript.

With you, everything seemed to be magic
You ushered me to the threshold
Of infinite appreciation and realization
On the difference between the free flowing thoughts compared to the surge of human passion.

Suddenly you bid goodbye
Amid the haze of bitter tears
I saw you go, that very moment
Of such a sad and lonesome time of the parting day

Now within me are pure fond memories
Of tha...

Naaalala ko dati

Submitted by on September 13, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , , ,

Naaalala ko datimasaya tayo.
Naaalala ko datimahal kita, mahal mko.
Naaalala ko dati 6 years na tayo.
Naaalala ko dati pag naghaharutan tayo.
Naaalala ko dati lagi tayong magkasama.
Naaalala ko dati kasal nalang kulang.
Naaalala ko dati bigla ka nalang unti unting nawawala sakin.

"Red what happened to us?" I asked him with a soft voice.
"Wala naman nangyari ha?"
"Anong wala? You're slowly slipping away"

Naaalala ko dati nung naghiwalay na tayo, iyak ako ng iyak tapus niyakap mo pa rin ako.
Naaalala ko dati kahit break na tayo tumatawag ka pa rin sakin.
Naaalala ko dati ang daming nagbago.
Naaalala ko 8 months na tayong wala.
Naaalala ko dati halos wala na tayong text or tawag.
Naaalala ko dati Birthday mo, tinawagan kita tapus nag usap tayo ng matagal. Heaven!
Naaalala ko yung time na...

"Atee! kami na ulit! matutulog nako kasi excited ako, magkikita kami ni Red bukas! para maganda ako."

Naaalala ko dati tayo nga pero wala ng spark.
Naaalala ko lagi nalang tayo nag aaway wala ng masaya.
Naaalala ko nung bigla ka nanaman nawala. bakit ba lagi ka nlang nawawala. :(
Naaalala ko, Naaalala ko yung araw na nasaktan ako ng todo. iyak ako ng iyak.
Naaalala ko yung sabi ni ate na...

"Shi, kinasal na si Red"

Naaalala ko halos gumuho mundo ko nun.
Naaalala ko dati yung sob...

Duke,2

Submitted by on September 11, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , ,


Wish I could lie
And say I didn’t hurt
But your silence assaulted my life
And your absence tortured my soul.

Wish I could lie
And say you haven’t changed
But you’re almost a stranger now
Like I am to you.

Wish I could lie
And say things haven’t changed

Maybe they haven’t

You weren’t mine
You’ll never be…...

Tears start falling

Submitted by on August 27, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags:

Sacrifices made for love are fine, unless the sacrifice is you.

Bakit kailangan umabot sa ganito? Namimiss ko siya. Bakit kailangan ako nalang lagi umiintindi? Hindi ko maintindihan. Paintindi mo sakin. :( Alam ko naman na may iba ka na e. pero pwd ka naman magpretend kahit na love mo parin ako diba? can you babe? What happened to us? What did i do? Babe, i miss you so much. ;)

Hanggang ngaun ramdam ko pa rin. Hanggang ngaun naalala ko parin. Nung una tayo nagkakilala nung 2nd yr HS tayo. Nung niligawan mo ko. Nung naging tayo na. First kiss, First Holding hands, First Hug. One week, 1st month, 6 months, 1 year, 2 years, 3 years, 4 years. Happy memories, Lokohan, Tampuhan, Sapakan, Away natin. Hindi mo ba naaalala yun? Kahit konti? Di ko alam. Alam mo bang hirap kalimutan? ANG HIRAP MONG KALIMUTAN! 3 months na puro memories nalang iniwan mo sakin. Ang sakit sakit na babe. :( palagi ka naman ganyan e. lagi mokong sinasaktan. Pero kahit na. Mahal na mahal naman kita e. I miss you Babe. Sayo lang tong puso ko. Hihintayin kita. :) Promise mo sakin diba papakasal pa tayo? Naman e. ;( Tuparin mo yun! SOBRANG MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA BABE. ;((((

Haaay. 8:42 na beb oh. Di mo nanaman ako pinatulog! ts.

Kailangan ko lang mailabas. :( di na kaya e....

SULAT PARA KAY EX...

Submitted by on August 3, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: ,

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Dear Ex,

Kamusta ka na? Ano nang bago sayo? Simula nung naghiwalay tayo dati, hindi na kita nakausap uli. Naisipan kong sumulat sayo dahil gusto kong ikwento ang lahat. Alam kong hindi mo naman papansinin ‘to dahil may bago ka nang mahal. Alam mo ba, nung nawala ka sa buhay ko, sumaya ulit ako. Pero hindi kasing saya nung tayo pa. Namimiss na kita, alam mo ba yun? Araw araw akong nasasaktan kasi nakikita na kitang masaya, samantalang ako, mahal parin kita. Ang tanga tanga ko dahil iniwan kita, pinagpalit sa iba. Pero ngayon anong napala ko? Wala. Sa dinami rami ng taong dumaan sakin, ikaw parin eh. Ikaw lang. Alam kong matagal na tayong nag-break, pero ikaw parin hinahanap ng puso ko eh. Hindi kita makalimutan. Namimiss ko yung buong ikaw. Yung ikaw na nagpasaya, nagpakilig at nagparamdam sakin na mahalaga ako. Kaso ngayon, mukhang malabo na. Malabo ng maging tayo ulit. Sana kapag nabasa mo ‘to, naka-move on na ko. Hayaan mong mahalin parin kita hanggang sa tuluyan na kong mapagod at unti unting malimutan ka. Mahal kita, patawad dahil nagkamali ako dati. Nagsisisi nako. Sana tayo na lang ulit. Pero mukhang huli na ang lahat.:(

Nagmamahal sayo,

Ang iyong Ex.

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