Writings about heater (8)
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Jade's Theme. . . conclusion

Submitted by on September 22, 2014 (2 years ago)
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Napatayo ako sa narinig ko.

Me :
Julianna Amanda Dy Eulogio! If you're practicing your comedic skills, let me tell you this,you're so off the target. I am not laughing.

Jade: Chill! Chill! Nagbibiro lang. *Tumayo siya sa couch, sabay gaya sa drama ni Chichay*
Sorry po!

Sa totoo lang, nag-iinit yung buong katawan ko sa bwiset sa kanya ng sandaling yun. Sarap unatin at i-digiperm yung buhok ng paulit-ulit. She probably realized how furious I was dahil nakita ko kung paanong nagrehistro sa mukha niya yung takot at worry.

Jade: Sorry... seryoso, sorry talaga. *bumaba siya sa upuan, sabay yakap sa akin*

Hindi ako nagsalita. Kinakalma ko yung sarili ko. Ayaw kong may masabi o magawang pagsisihan ko. I think I counted twenty sheeps, no i think reached counting to fifty fucking sheeps bago ko nakarecover.

Jade : Okay ka na? Bes, sorry.

Me: Okay na ko, pero utang na loob kapatid, wag mo na ulit pagtangkaan hawakan hello kitty ko. Hindi yan para sa babae. Lalo ng hindi para sa iyo.

Jade: Sure? Di nga. Grabe ka, kung di talaga yan para sa babae, at lalong hindi para sa akin, bakit ang stiff stiff pa rin aber? Paki-explain in details...And correction, its far from being a hello kitty right now. More like an angry bird, yung red. And a very angry one.

Saka ko n...

Jade's Theme ...continuation

Submitted by on September 21, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Gay Male | Tags:

The bar we went to was relatively new. Maganda ang ambiance. Masarap ang food. Pati ang crowd, masasarap sa mata. Tipikal na tambayan ng mga yuppiness, yung legit na yuppies ha. Alam niyo naman sa generation natin, karami ng mapagpanggap na tosyal. Gash! It feels like heaven and I'm so happy to be young! So kami ng lola Jade, drink-drink-dance-dance ang peg. Bump ditech, brush shoulders doon. Eye contact, devilish smiles ang giveaway. Jusme, pag magkasama kami talaga ni Jade, ang inner diva namin out and unleashed. Ang motto namin sa buhay, pag nasa mood maging happy, all out! Hindi araw-araw ang high. Bukas kahit masaya ka pa, iba pa rin ung moment. Sa sobrang enjoy ng gabing yun, maniwala kayo sa hindi, si Jade, nawala sa dance floor. Nakita ko na lang sa may couch area namin, may ka-liplock na ang gaga. At yummy si bro.   

Malaki na si Jade, hindi ako kunsintidor na kaibigan, pero alam ko naman na alam niya yung ginagawa niya. Kaya habang busy si bakla mag tongue fencing dun, nagpakabusy rin akong magfishing ng boylet.

Alam nio kung anong tawag ni Jade sa kin? Tender choosy hotdog. Softie ako oo, pero manhood ko lang ang tinalikuran ko, hindi ang pagiging classy. So pagdating sa parter, mejo maarte talaga ko sa pagpili. Nung college may long time partner ako (mga apat na sem hehe). Kaso naghanap ng greener pasture sa Land of milk and honey. Di ko karir ang LDR so kiss and break up kami before he left. And when I said kiss, I meant kiss sa l...

Jade's Theme

Submitted by on September 20, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Gay Male | Tags:

Meet my roommate/bestfriend/sister from another mother, Jade.

Nagkakilala kami ni Jade college ako, boarder ako ng tiyahin ni Jade. Si Jade pinanganak sa amerika ng nanay niya na kapatid ni Tiyang Sally. Pero dito na siya sa pilipinas lumaki at nagkaisip. Umuwi sila when her mother was diagnosed with the Big C. Elementary pa lang daw si Jade nung mag goodbye si mother. Tapos nung highschool, father got in accident which took his life too. So yun, date na sila forever ni mother sa heaven. Kaya si Jade, kay Tiyang Sally na rin halos lumaki.  

Ako naman, laking province, bunso sa 3 magkakapatid. Naswertehan maging scholar ng isang kilalang kolehiyo sa Maynila, kaya gorabels ang bakla - alsa balutan sa province and flylalu sa Manila! Of course ang mga mudrakels and pudrakels and 2 elder brothers worried at baka mapahamak ang unica hija. Buti na lang hindi naligaw ang aking landas. Swerte ko na rin at kina Tiyang Sally ako nakatira. Mabait sila sa mga border.

Dahil kaedad ko si Jade, vibes kami ni gurl. Sempre bet na bet namin ang magwindow shopping ng mga damit at make-up. Sightseeing ng boys. Pero good girls kami eversince. Magkalapit lang school namin kaya minsan pag swak ang sked, bonding din. Dami na namin pinagsamahan ni Jade. Pinakamahirap siguro na nalagpasan namin, mag-away sa lalake. Trualalu. Aba excuse me. Babae si Jade. Proud beki ako. Natural parehas kami ng gusto. Yung ibang nag-iisip na bagay kami , hibang. Di naman kas...

repost : mara's music

Submitted by on September 7, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: First Time | Tags:

repost upon request :)

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I've known Mara for quite sometime already. But i really don't know her that much.
Kung ano man yung alam ko sa kanya, karamihan dun may kinalaman sa kama.

She is my regular buddy. Someone who shares my bed and warms my cold nights.

Una kong nakita si Mara sa gym/studio na pinupuntahan ko. Pawisan habang sumasayaw sa saliw ng musika. Hindi ko naiwasan tumigil para mapanood kung paano umindayog ang katawan niya. Kung paano sumunod ang mga kamay,balikat, bewang at mga binti niya sa tugtog. Para kang hinihigop. Kasalanan maituturing ang hindi paghanga sa kanyang ginagawa. Ilang minuto rin siguro akong nakatayo dun habang pinanood siya. Ang init sa pakiramdam. Unang beses akong nakaramdam ng ganito dahil lang sa sayaw. Parang di naman niya ko napapansin. Ganun siya ka-focus dun sa ginagawa niya. Paalis na sana ko nung bigla siyang napalingon kung saan ako nakatayo. Nagsalubong yung mga mata namin. Ngingiti sana ko pero mas pinili kong tumango na lang. Siya naman, ni hindi ngumiti ang labi o kahit mata man lang. Walang reaksyon. kaya iniwan ko na lang siya, baka nga naman nakaistorbo ako.

Saglit siyang nawala sa isip ko ng araw na iyon. Tinuon ko ang atensyon ko sa training. Pauwi na ko nung mapansin ko siya sa coffeeshop malapit dun sa gym. Nagdalawang isip akong lapitan. Kaya hindi ko na tinuloy. Umasa na lang ako na sana makita ko siya ulit.

Two days after, bumalik ako sa gym...

looking back

Submitted by on August 31, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags:

on cigarettes, walls and promises

3 years ago, here in this same place, hours after midnight.
i smoked the last cigarette i lit 
your walls partly crumbled down
and tears fell from the sky

lost touch and connection
both got busy to lead lives in motion
fast forward three years later
we definitely are better

we both at the crest
you defintely are at your best
and me finally at peace with the past
we have what we needed, at last 

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heater 8/31/2014
2 minutes before mindnight

...

in memory of...

Submitted by on December 20, 2013 (2 years ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: First Time | Tags:

4 years ago,  when i got  ****** . it was something unplanned, not even thought of. kaso andun na eh, sayang naman kung ipapaalis ko. at first it was an odd feeling. 2 weeks din akong hindi nakakain ng maayos. but sempre walang choice but to adjust. things were doing fine after.

fast forward to december 2013

he just had an operation. biglaan din. sabi kasi ni doktora, we've done all that we can. there has been great improvements, kaya lang, we need to take it out if we want to pull everything in.
he was doing fine. i can choose not to do it. sabi ko nga, dun din naman pala pupunta, eh bakit hindi pa noon. but i guess we were all hoping it will be okay kahit na hindi operahan.

so after the operation, nanghina talaga ako. i felt drained. sabi ko sana everything will be worth it.
and then on my way home, i was able to reflect on things.

''everything has a perfect timing, not too early not too late''

we could have opted to have the operation done way back, but we choose not to. kasi we were hopeful. parang relationships, you just don't give up dahil yun lang yung option. you choose to see if there is a chance. but at some point, when all efforts have been exhausted, you'll know when.

''not everyone needs to know''

i didn't tell my mom about the operation. not even the doctor knew i was gonna go for it. check up day rin kasi that day, although tinanong na niya...

connecting flights.

Submitted by on December 14, 2013 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings | Tags:

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It took another 7 hours before I landed in Texas. 4-hour layover sa LAX and another 3-hour flight. Nakaka-drain din kahit papano. Good thing the hotel provided pick-up service sa airport. Hindi na hassle. Pagdating ko ng hotel, checking in was quick.Inspect konti sa room and threw myself sa bed and rest. I called my onsite boss and informed that I've arrived safely. Tapos tawag agad kay Jasper.

"love, hotel na ko"
"hi love! Good to know you arrived safely. Tired?"
"mejo, weird pero ganun pala noh? Mas kapagod pa kesa jogging haha"
"haha ganun talaga, jetlag yan. Pahinga ka na muna. Wait di ka ba gutom?"
"love, sa dami ng kinain ko, bukas ko pa yan maramdaman"
"hahaha. Sige na love, pahinga ka  na muna. Let’s talk later pag gising mo"
"okay love. Hay wish you were here with me."
"okay lang yan. Ilan days na lang naman. Saka mas malapit ka na hahaha"
"i know right. Sige na, I’ll rest na"
"miss you love, can’t wait for the weekend"

The entire week in Texas was full packed. Dumating ako ng saturday , went out shopping ng sunday. And my weekdays were so tiring sa dami ng meetings. Di naman ako nagcocomplain, in the first place, I came for work I reminded myself.  Buti na lang Jasper eased out the stress kahit papano. Jasper's wake up calls start my day. Work whole day.

 And his voice would cap the day. Hay! Gusto ko ng hilahin yung araw para magfriday na!

Nung sabihin s...

connecting flights

Submitted by on November 30, 2013 (3 years ago)
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''love! got a surprise for you :D''

''hmmm, nu un?''

''am coming there, in 2 weeks time ;) ''

''really? :D''

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after the meeting with my boss informing me that am flying to US, all i thought was the stars have aligned. I immediately texted him and told him about the good news. He did seem excited. Atleast di na siya magiipon ng pambili ng ticket ko hahaha. And I was too. With the short notice, I got busy preparing my agenda sa work, schedules and which things to bring. Next, I had spend time on was planning my personal itinerary. I don't have the luxury of time to go visit places around and to see him dahil weekend lang ako pinayagan to cross states. Pwede na rin. Kaya dapat masulit ang oras. I was pressed for time. But I’ll make things happen. I always do.

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''love, nabook ko na roundtrip flight mo papunta dito, still looking for a hotel pero madali na yun. i'll pick you up sa airport okay?''

''yey! all set then :). tawagan kita when i arrive sa TX, see you in 3 weeks :D''

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Day of my flight

 Before I left the house, tinawagan pa niya ako. Reminding me what to do sa immigration, to be nice and all that. First time flyer wag daw ako tatanga tanga hehe. Told me what to bring since its gonna be cold and chilly pagdating ko dun. I was like a child being told all those reminders by a parent on her first day of school. Partly annoying...

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