Writings about ex with benefits (6)
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Closure Sex or Make Up Sex? 2

Submitted by on March 2, 2017 (22 days ago)
Posted in Story: True Story, Tagalog | Categories: Romance | Tags:

Continuation

Tumayo lang ako sa may bandang pintuan at pinagmasdan muna ang buong kwarto. Nauna syang naupo sa kama sabay bato ng card key sa may side table at humiga ng nakalapad ang mga kamay sa kama. Pinagmasdan ko sya. Nakatingin lang sya sa kisame. Di ko alam kung anong tumatakbo sa utak nya. Di ko alam kung nagmamatigas rin ba gaya ko. 'E bat sya pumayag kung magpapabebe rin pala sya? Ganito lang kami buong magdamag? Ayos a. Sya pa pala may ganang umarte ng ganyan,' sa isip-isip ko.

Nakakaimbyerna sa totoo lang. Di ko alam na kaya pala gusto nya kong i-meet dahil nakikipagpaligsahan sya sa pagmamatigas. Nyeta, pinaghandaan ko 'to tapos eto lang kahahantungan? Pabebe contest ba ito? Okey, I need to think kung ano ba dapat gawin. Syempre kahit naman bwisit na bwisit ako sa taong 'to ayoko pa rin mag-end ng ganito ang araw na 'to.

Umupo muna ako sa may upuan sa gilid ng kama. Tumalikod ako sa kanya dahil di ko alam kung maganda pa rin ba composure ko o halata nang badtrip ako sa ginagawa nya. Pumikit ako at mahinang huminga ng malalim. 'Ano nang gagawin ko? Dapat ba ako unang magsalita? E bakit ako? Di naman ako may kasalanan saming dalawa? Pero ako may gusto nito diba? ' Nyeta, daming umiikot na tanong sa utak ko. I can't think ng tamang next move para ma-maintain ko itong pagmamatigas kuno ko sa kanya. Di ko inaasahan na ganito pala kahirap itong pinasok ko. Pucha, kung one night stand lang ito o ka-Fubu ko lang, baka sa pinto pa lang e n...

Closure Sex or Make Up Sex? 1

Submitted by on February 11, 2017 (1 month ago)
Posted in Story: True Story, Tagalog | Categories: Romance | Tags:

Hi! I'm back. Just wanna share my latest sexperience. It happened last month.

I was very busy this past weeks dahil bago lang ako sa work ko. Wala na ako halos oras para sa iba pang ganap like gala with friends, social media, etc. Kain-ligo-pasok-uwi-kain-tulog lang ang routine ko magmula ng magstart ako magwork ulit. Happy naman ako sa trabaho ko kahit na nakakapagod.

One evening, di ako makatulog, nagcheck ako ng fb account ko. May friend request. Actually, matagal na yun nagpop as notif sa phone ko pero kinlear ko lang at di ko nakita kung sino nag-add saken. Pagclick ko ng friend request icon, si ex. Halong emotions nanaig saken. Eto kasing si ex ang masasabi kong one great love ko kahit na ginawa nya kong parausan lang sa tuwing nag-aaway sila ng long-time jowa nya.  Di ako aware na ganun pala role ko, kabit bang matatawag yun? Haha. Sa clan lang kasi kami nagkakilala at dalawang linggo lang kaming nagligawan. Ambilis, yes. Pero wala e, ginalingan nya kaya yun, umuwi akong luhaan. Yun bang dumaan lang para pakiligin ka tapos iiwan at sasaktan ka rin pala. Saklap bes..

Back to reality, syempre di ko sya inaccept. Bakit ko naman sya ia-add? For what reason diba? So deadma lang pero di ko naman inignore. Ilan days din lumipas after that day, may ka-chat ako sa messenger. Aba biglang may message request ako. Pagcheck ko, si ex na naman. Sa isip-isip ko, 'kulit neto. Trip kaya neto?'. Di ko binuksan yung message nya. Yung name lang nakita ko,...

Irreplaceable - Finale

Submitted by on February 7, 2016 (1 year ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Mature, Romance | Tags: ,

I realized that this story has been hanging on for so long, due to the fact that I don't know how to end this back then.  Apologies for the delay. 

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My feet felt heavy. I could not move. It felt like my feet were glued on the ground. Her words echoed inside my head “I’m seeing somebody else. I have moved on.” Every word seems like a poison to my heart. It’s killing me.

I headed to my hotel room. Andrea’s words reverberated as I walked my way there. I know that visiting Andrea will be a big risk. All along, I thought that my main agenda was to get her back but now, I felt devastated when she told me that she is seeing somebody else.

All my hopes were shattered in an instant. I felt sorry for myself but I know that I will get her back. I will not let her go this time, for whatever’s worth. I immediately rushed to the desk where my laptop is. I turned it on and patiently waited for it to boot. Every second felt like minutes and I am getting anxious. I hurriedly logged in my email and swiftly composed a message to Andrea.

I sent her the name of the hotel together with my hotel room number and I included the “Looking forward to meet with you tomorrow.” statement. I stared at my laptop screen, hoping that Andrea would respond to my email right away. My feet dragged me to the bed and I lay down, my eyes staring into nothingness.

The wall clock says it is already 8:30 PM and even though I felt the pang...

Irreplaceable - Part 2

Submitted by on December 10, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Romance | Tags: , ,

Originally written by myself some two years ago. Part 1 was a repost from another site under a different user name. I just finished writing the part 2 today. 

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

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I didn’t know what to do. My heart was beating fast. I have anticipated that Andrea is angry at me, hate me, even. I know her, she’s as gentle as a lamb when she’s fine, but she can be a fire-breathing dragon when she’s mad. How many times I did cried when I was alone at home (fuck yeah, I do cry over Andrea) when we argued about something and I just can’t win over her. She’s just too stubborn and opinionated. She’s smart, she’s independent, she’s fun loving, and risk-taker. I could go on describing her until I run out of words to do so.

I paced around my room. I felt the need to do something about Andrea this time. Without thinking twice, I dialed her number again and she answered it right away. I immediately spoke before she could end the call again. “Listen, Andrea. I’m a jerk, I know…” I sighed and continued, “I was and am too afraid… too afraid.” Long silence. I could hear the noise from the background on Andrea’s end, yet she remained silent. “I need you.” I sounded pa...

Irreplaceable - Part 1

Submitted by on November 17, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Mature, Romance, Toys and Masturbation | Tags: ,

Originally written by myself some two years ago. Repost from another site under a different user name. 
I reposted this few weeks back and deleted it, for a simple reason na may topak ako. 

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

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Written in Josh's POV as part and parcel of my story "If We Ever Meet Again"

9AM. It was the same time I saw Andrea enter the coffee shop three months ago. I could still remember how she walked past me, put her bag on the empty chair next to her before she sat down. She smelled familiar, so I secretly glanced at her sideways. Damn! I could not see her face clearly. My curiosity grew stronger when she took out her phone.

And so I heard her voice, the voice that haunted me for the past three years. The voice that I longed to hear every time I am feeling down and depressed, the voice that I wanted to hear when I'm having sex with somebody else and wished that it was her I am with that time. My whole body froze. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to walk out of that coffee shop but my whole body was fixed there. 

She started the discussion with the guy she met up with. "Oh! A job interview. The guy was one lucky bastard for having her as his inter...

If We Ever Meet Again - Part 3

Submitted by on October 19, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, English | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Romance | Tags: , , ,

Originally written by myself some two years ago. Repost from another site under a different user name.

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
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It was almost 11:30pm when I finished showering; I wrapped myself with a bathrobe and folded my soiled clothes neatly. I was not expecting Josh to be there. In fact, I wished for him to leave while I was taking a shower; yet he was still there. Our eyes met, and I faked a smile on him. I went over to the dresser to get clean undies and a tank top. I went inside the bathroom to put on my stuff and wrapped myself with bathrobe again.

I grabbed the pack of cigars on my side table. I took one stick, tapped it on my lighter and then I flicked it for a light. I opened the veranda and stood there while I puffed my cigar. I finished it in less than 5 minutes and then I lighted one more. "You can’t stay here for tonight." I told Josh with a shaky voice. “Why not?” he asked. “Because I don’t want you to. I don’t want to fucking see you!” I said irritably. "I'd like to stay here with you, just for one night -- ” I did not wait for him to finish his sentence. "Stop patronizing me." I said after I puffed my cigar.

Josh joined me in the veranda. I kept...

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