Writings about Emotional (3)
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To The One Who Owns My Heart

Submitted by on October 10, 2016 (2 months ago)
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , , ,

To The One Who Owns My HeartI love you and you know that. I have loved no one as much as I love you. At this moment, I am not in my right mind as it is clouded by alcohol: alcohol that I have been taking since yesterday. I tried to take my life but I was such a coward. I felt the pain of the blade cutting my flesh and I couldn’t go through it. It hurt. Or maybe, I wasn’t drunk enough to not feel the pain.

Hey, don’t cry. I’m not worth it. I could never compare to your one great love who has resurfaced. She still is the one your heart cries and long for. As for me, what can I do? Though in appearance I am the prettiest among the girls you’ve had but your eyes find her prettier than me. Though I have been with you for the past years, yet your heart has remained true to her.

It’s such a sad reality when I realize your heart never truly belonged to me. All those years, those times when you professed your love for me, suddenly, all felt like a lie now. At this moment, I want to remove myself from the equation and leave you and her to continue what could have been, should have been and would have been. That’ll remove all the what if’s in your mind.

As for me, I’m not sure how I’ll do that but you know, I’m willing to help you. It’s weird that even if I am hurting, I still want to help you. Maybe I’ve finally realized what true love is all about. That even if you’re hurting, you would do your be...

Dear Father, Dear Daughter

Submitted by on September 21, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Exhibitionist and Voyeur, Fetish, First Time, Group Sex, Mature, One Night Stand | Tags: , , , , , , , , , , ,

Dear Father, Dear Daughter(Note: this story is an original work that was written and originally posted by me as the author under the username backpfeifengesicht on another sites and is being reposted here for me to be able to share it with a wider audience. All the bylines of the below story used in different sites pertain to one and the same author, which is myself. Enjoy!)

Mga kapwa ka-FSS, nais kong ihalintulad sa inyo ang isang obra na muling pinapageksperimentahan ko ang mga limitasyon ng aking pagsusulat. Ito ay isang kwentong hango sa totoong buhay, nagbunga mula sa kwento sa akin ng isa kong kaibigan tungkol sa kaniyang pinsan na nagkaroon ng isang conflict sa loob ng kanilang pamilya.

Ineexplore nito ang konsepto ng mga lenguahe ng pagmamahal – ang ideya na karamihan ng mga pagtatalo sa pagitan ng dalawang taong nagmamahalan ay nagbubunga mula sa hindi nagkakaintindihan ng paraan kung paano ipinapakita ng mga tao ang kanilang pagmamahal sa isa’t-isa. Hindi unibersal ang lenguahe ng pagmamahal. Iba’t-ibang tao ay may iba’t-ibang paraan kung paano nila ipinapahiwatig sa kanilang minamahal na tunay nga nilang minamahal ang mga ito.

Mas “emotionally charged” itong gawa kong kumpara sa iba kong mga obra. Gayunpaman ay sana magustuhan niyo ang aking akda.

Ang dahilan kung bakit nasa English ang gawa ko na ito ay dahil English ibinahagi sa akin ng kaniyang pinsan tungkol sa kanilang kuwento, at ayaw kong ma-dilute ang mensahe at impact ng kani...

I just want to make you proud

Submitted by on June 28, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: , ,

I just want to make you proud

               I'm sorry if I'm such a failure, I'm sorry if I'm not perfect, you may see me as a care free

person ike I don't mind if what will happen to me in the future, but your wrong actually I'm afraid that

I might end up as a failure, well I think I always am a failure in the way you see me. I've learned my

lessons from everything I've done wrong, I'm careless, selfless and a woman in love who did not

think twice before doing those things that might affect my future. Sorry is not enough for all the

things I've done, how can I move on and be a better person if you always remind me things

whenever I fail you? It's not easy, I wish I can do things in your way, the way you want me to be,

But I can't because that's not what I want. I love you and I want to make you proud of me even if

what I achieve is not what you wanted, I wish I can do it in one snap of my fingers, I know you are

concern in my future so am I, you just have to trust me with this, But trust is gone long time ago, I'm

doing my best with this life but how can I be achieve the success if you will not trust me.

                You don’t know how it feels like when the people you expected to understand you is the

oneWho will actually doubted you it’s so depressing, it hurts, it lessen your confidence to fight and
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