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This will be the last of my senti blogs...
I came home, went straight to my room, sat on the edge of the bed, kicked of my shoes and I had myself a good cry. I cried until my tears was running all over my blouse. I cried until my ears were hot; until my head was hurting so bad that I could hardly see the pile of soiled tissues lying on the floor at my feet. I want you to understand, I had myself a really good cry yesterday.
I cried for all the days that I was too busy or too tired or to mad to cry; for all the days and all the ways and all the times I had dishonored, disrespected and disconnected my self from myself, only to have it reflected back to me in the ways others did to me the same things that I had done to myself. I cried because there really does come a time when the only thing left for you to do is cry.
I cried because little boys get left by their daddies and little girls were forgotten by their mommies. I cried because I had a little boy and because I was a little girl and because I was a mommy who didn't know what to do.
I cried because I was hurt and that hurt has no place to go except deeper into the pain that caused it in the first place and when it gets there the hurt wakes you up.
I cried becaise it's too late. I cried because it was time. I cried a soulful cry yesterday and... Read More