Posted in Confession: Taglish | Categories: Taboo, Wife Lovers, Mature, Romance | Tags: Confessions, affairs
I have a boyfriend but I'm also in a relationship with a married man. My fantasy is to have them both in bed but I don't think it will ever happen.haha. But I do fuck them both, my boyfriend is the gentle loving type while my married lover is the rough and passionate type. I met my boyfriend in College pero after graduation na naging kami, 3 years na kmi now and we are both 26. Si married lover naman is 35 years old with 2 kids. I met him sa isang tech group on Facebook, nagsimula sa chatting until later on naging flirtatious na, we decided to meet after about 5 to 6 months chatting, that time we already have mutual feelings for each other.
I'm attracted to him kasi he's very smart and mayabang haha. Kakaiba ang dating nya sakin, prang may kuryente, he's fit and basta ang hot ng dating nya. For a married guy, he looks good, hindi haggard! So we decided to meet, sa Paranaque, ang layo ng byahe ko from Marikina pko haha pero dahil nagtatago sympre sa malayo.. I admit, there was a sense of thrill kaya ako sobrang kinakabahan at hindi na nakakapag isip ng tama. Undeniable ang attraction namin sa isa't isa the first time we saw each other, sinundo nya ako sa isang mall and while stuck in traffic, we talked. Parang ang tagal na namin magkakilala.. Nakakatawa sha, he has a really good sense of humor and kapag may tumatawag sa phone nya agad nya itong ni rereject because of me being in the car.
That day may kelangan lang sha daanan sa office para maiuwi nya yung work at mag file ng leave to be with me, part owner sha ng office na yun and mas lalo akong naimpress. Una, naimpress nko sa Ford Everest nya na new model, now.. Part owner pa sha ng isang malaking finance firm. Iniwan nya ako sa parking to get his things. Sobrang kaba ko parin kasi what if he's a killer??? Di ba? Yung mga balita sa TV, mga namimeet sa Facebook? So natakot ako, pero no choice nasa isang building nko sa makati at ayoko naman lumabas ng parking ng walang sasakyan nasa Basement 3 kmi baka mamatay ako sa paghagdan pataas.. So I waited for him, feeling ko nman hindi sha masamang tao coz iniwan nya yung susi sa car at naka on, pwede kong carnapin ang sasakyan nya marunong din ako mag drive! So feeling ko may tiwala din sha sakin plus nandoon yung laptop nya at backpack.
He returned after mga 20 minutes at that time mejo may awkwardness, we're alone in the Parking lot and sympre being a "couple" .. Maybe he can make a move. He leaned over and tried to kiss me, pero bigla akong umilag, ewan ko ba.. Cguro nag hesitate din ako because of our situation, may boyfriend ako at married naman sha. Pero sympre what are we here for? Kung ayaw ko sa knya sana hindi nako nakipag meet.. So I must really like him. This time, ako na nag initiate... I leaned over and I kissed his lips. Dun ko lang na feel yung totoong passionate na halik, as in matagal at tlagang ramdam. May tongue agad! Haha.. After nun, sobrang kilig namin and I know binago ko ang buhay nya... I know na, totoong may feelings din sha for me but sympre nauna ang lust! Haha obvious naman yun, kapag committed na ang isang tao kagaya ko at kagaya nya, once maka tagpo ng iba, una ang lust. Wala pkong nalaman na nainlove agad kahit may jowa pa. Laging physical ang attraction. Nag decide kmi na mag motel agad, coz we felt na we needed to consume whatever it is na na feel namin in the car. He let me touch his pants and talagang matigas na matigas na. Ako naman, I'm naturally horny as in mabilis akong ma turn on, prang may switch! Haha
Inside the motel, prang magic.. 2 seconds plang yata nahubad na nya leggings ko and blouse, kasama panty at bra, grabe prang 75 years sha na walang sex! To think may asawa sha and he can fuck his wife anytime, pero hindi, talagang parang ngayon lang sha nakakita ng katawan ng babae. I don't know, cguro dahil wife nya lang ang nkaka sex nya kaya ng makita nya ako talagang sunggab! Kinain nya ang pussy ko which is never gnagawa ng BF ko, yung kain na tlagang hanggang kaloob looban parang may hinihigop na sabaw, first time ko makain sa pussy kaya tlagang di nko nkakapag isip, I don't care anymore. I just wanted him to fuck me. Yun nga lang dahil sa excitement nya, pagkapatong plang at ilang beses na bayo sa pussy ko, agad shang nilabasan. Wala pang 10 minutes! Tumawa talaga ako, tinawanan ko tlaga sha, grabe naman kasi.. Bitin. Nag sorry sha, di nya daw tlaga napigilan, sobrang hot daw kasi ng body ko at matagal na daw shang hindi na excite ng ganun. In fact, unang gf nya ang wife nya at sha lang ang nakaka sex nya till nangyari yung samin. Ako naman I told him na BF ko rin nakauna sakin and tho' 3 years na kami, madalang din kami mag sex, at marami pang hindi na-eexplore.
At that time, prang malinaw na samin ang magiging takbo ng relationship namin. We like each other, physically attracted kmi sa isa't isa... Unspoken rule na yun, na mag ssex kmi each time we have a chance, to make up for our urges. Kaso, late on... I found out na mabait tlaga sha and caring, lagi ako napapatawa and I confide in him. Ganun din sha, he confides in me.. So nagkaroon na ng feelings, we don't just have sex anymore.. We make love. Passionately, roughly.
Meanwhile, di ko naman pwede iwanan ang BF ko, mahal ko sha.. At alam ko na sha ang tamang mahalin. We have a future together while kay married lover, wala. More of bestfriend:fuckfriend kmi. I don't want to leave my BF, di ko magagawa. I know I'm being unfair pero that's life. Masama ba to want it all? To feed the wants of my body and to have love at the same time? Pano if hindi ko sha nakita sa iisang tao? Pano kung dalawa sila na magkaiba ang purpose sa buhay ko? One to satisfy me sexually? And one to satisfy me emotionally? Heartless bitch nga cguro ako, twisted. I want nothing but sex and the attention my married lover gives me, minsan he buys me things, pero hindi ko hinihingi, never ako humingi ng kahit ano, he would give me things pag birthday ko or because nag travel sha...
I don't feel remorse as all, I don't want him to be mine. I just want to be his whore. Ayoko maging asawa nya or maging kami eventually... While sha, he used to think na kaya nya iwanan ang wife nya for me, to move to another province and start a new life. Balak nyang magka baby kmi at magsisimula shang muli ng bagong company, matagal nya akong kino convince na gawin namin yun pero ayoko, I don... Read More