To The One Who Owns My Heart

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Date: October 10, 2016 (1 year ago)


I love you and you know that. I have loved no one as much as I love you. At this moment, I am not in my right mind as it is clouded by alcohol: alcohol that I have been taking since yesterday. I tried to take my life but I was such a coward. I felt the pain of the blade cutting my flesh and I couldn’t go through it. It hurt. Or maybe, I wasn’t drunk enough to not feel the pain.

Hey, don’t cry. I’m not worth it. I could never compare to your one great love who has resurfaced. She still is the one your heart cries and long for. As for me, what can I do? Though in appearance I am the prettiest among the girls you’ve had but your eyes find her prettier than me. Though I have been with you for the past years, yet your heart has remained true to her.

It’s such a sad reality when I realize your heart never truly belonged to me. All those years, those times when you professed your love for me, suddenly, all felt like a lie now. At this moment, I want to remove myself from the equation and leave you and her to continue what could have been, should have been and would have been. That’ll remove all the what if’s in your mind.

As for me, I’m not sure how I’ll do that but you know, I’m willing to help you. It’s weird that even if I am hurting, I still want to help you. Maybe I’ve finally realized what true love is all about. That even if you’re hurting, you would do your best to make the one you love happy. And by removing myself from your sight, your life, then maybe, you’d both be happy. I am hurting a lot. So much.

I know that some people might think that I deserve what I’m getting. And I guess, I do. I have loved with all of me, gave my heart and soul to you, but well, it’s not enough. You have been searching for someone else. Hey, she might still love you all these time. Go for it. You deserve to be happy, unfortunately, no...

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Jeck-69
October 10, 2016 (1 year ago)

It is sad but a reality that sometimes the one you truly love loves someone else he/she met before. Love sometimes is hard to explain. You have done the most but you lost to somebody. Good luck to you. May you find a better person.

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Crystalite
October 11, 2016 (1 year ago)

Yeah, Love is cruel and kind at the same time. Same thing with Fate. They make us dance in the palm of their hands. Thanks for reading.

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sexymom07
October 11, 2016 (1 year ago)

Sbi nga true love will exist if u found your self letting go for someone u love.  Yung magpaparaya for the sake of his/her happiness. Sadly to know na kht nasasaktan na, willing to be there  by their side. Hard to explain na tipong alam mong gnwa mo na yung lhat but not worth it a rin pla.  I hope to both of you find the  love n happiness what u deserve.  

Napa emote tuloy ako dito sa sinulat mo.... 😞

"that how i feel, it's for u to find out "

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Crystalite
October 11, 2016 (1 year ago)

Aga nyo po nag-emote. I apologize. It's been a while since I wrote and medyo rusty na nga. Thanks for reading

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dee27
October 12, 2016 (1 year ago)

salamat sa pagsulat nito crystallite, nakarelate ako, EVERY WORD..

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Crystalite
October 12, 2016 (1 year ago)

Dami nga siguro nakakarelate. Will be posting another one. Thank you

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dee27
October 13, 2016 (1 year ago)

sis binasa ko ulit... :'(..

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Crystalite
October 13, 2016 (1 year ago)

Uyyy...wag mo na pahirapan sarili mo. Kasi kahit ako, nahihirapan pag nababasa ko ulit. Di pa ako makasulat at nabusy.

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hardon
October 16, 2016 (1 year ago)

True love is the willingness to let go! Yan ang kasabihan but the reality is that it is also the most painful experience we ever have to go through! I too went through that but made the stupid mistake of trying to forget the pain by going with someone else. At nagbunga ang pagkakamaling iyon! Now, I'm stuck in this situation for life! Don't make that mistake.......

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Jed_davao
October 20, 2016 (1 year ago)

Pssssst, hoy ! Tama na yan, wag matigas ang skull.. Alam mo, been there pero i opted to fight for her.. Kesa do something stupid dba ? Eh kung kahit ano gawin mo at wala talaga, eh di move on.. Pero lumaban or rather ipaglaban mo muna.. Yun lang.. K bye

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