Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: musing about love
Since I had plenty of time to kill, I travelled to SG by bus ... along the way, i thought I almost made sense out of nothing. So I wrote it down so I can see it clearly.
If you want someone so much,
Sooner or later you want him to want you in the same intensity.
You longed for him to care deeply about you, you want him to be as expressive as you
but they always come short for they arent you
the moment that you knew he isnt the one
you build walls, so he will just leave on his own.
the search for love is like a matching puzzle.
you try to flip the cards to reveal what's inside
then sometimes you just let them pass you by
coz the packaging is not quite right that you dont even bother to give them a second glance
then suddenly one card stood out, inviting you to give it a try and you did.
you were stuck with it for a while coz you wanted to make it work even if it is so obvious that you are red and he is black.
to be with the wrong card is sad.
it gets lonelier even when he is just beside you and it pains him too cause you are just not giving him the right affection he deserves
so singing few tunes like 'i wish i could be the one.. the one who could give you love' in your mind you are letting the card go.
it gets messy sometimes coz he is comfortable with you.
to search for another card seemed like going into the wild.
the funny thing is you even volunteered to help him find her, hurting him even more.
if only people are holding an open card
then you will easily spot the perfect one for you
you need not hurt anybody or give false promises you cannot keep
coz to like him is as effortless and natural as breathing
he is perfect, but I am afraid i cant keep him interested long enough to stay forever. the culture and values were so different.
life moves in circles. now i understand Jack and his dilemma.
i also understand my own answer, back then.
love simply isn't enough. (i wa... Read More