Post Beerday Emo

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Date: June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)


I want to write something that would reflect my deepest emotions, my fears and pains, my sadness and regrets. But I don't know if my limited vocabulary would and could describe everything I feel inside. Besides, ayokong sakyan ang emo fever in a teary-eyed fashion. So isip ako. Ano nga ba pinakamagandang paraan to let go and let it out? Kaso pati utak ko nakisama sa puso ko, barado. Blanko.

Naalala ko yung PM sa kin dito kahapon, binati ako, happy beersex daw. Gusto ko sana sagutin, bigyan ng isang magandang sopla, kaso ultimo pangbasag-trip lang sa isang gustong mangmanyak wala pa ko maisip. Tinawanan lang ako ni Diesel nung sabihin ko yun kaninang bumati ang pogi ng magandang umaga. Talagang patulan daw ba. Oo naman sana, kaya lang sabi ko nga, lugaw ang utak ko ngayon, lutang.

Nakicomment na lang ako sa isa sa mga forever trending na blog ni sis Midz, nakitawa sa mga malupit na hirit at banat ni sis grasya, umoo sa mga pang-ookray ni Daff sa mga malanding lalake, nakisawsaw at naki-enumerate ng list of all-time fave romantic movies sa blog ni Sir FF, nagfollow up kay Sir Jason, my bro, tungkol sa isang tequila body shot invite ni inang, sinagot ang PM ni sis TPM.

And all the time na ginagawa ko mga yun, my eyes keep checking on my other cp, keeps loading my Tango app, willing it to produce even just a single message. Tsk. Nada. Log in sa FB, wala din. Ok. So wala. Fine.

I was thinking. Dapat ba d na lang ako naghintay? Dapat ba mas hinabaan ko na lang ang leeway ko? Dapat ba kinilig na lang ako sa paulit-ulit na I love you at I miss you? Dapat ba hindi na lang ako naglitanya ng sama ng loob ko at expectations sa kanya?

Iisa lang ang sagot ko sa sariling mga tanong ko. Hindi. So hindi na ko dapat nag-iemo ngayon kung andito ako, nganga. Naglalabas ng sama ng loob sa FSS. Na para namang may pakialam ang mga readers dito na mostly eh gusto lang magpainit ng kanilang katawan. Pero keri lang, minsan lang naman.

So anong bottomline? Yung kausapin ang sarili at sabihing it doesnt matter. Na lilipas din yan. Wag pa rin...

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User Not Found
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

hhhhuuuuugggssssss.be happy. kembot tayo maya gabi. at mag general hot seat

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inang.grasya
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

inuman na sissy. sana may magpadala ng lear jet dito para masakyan ko at makaluwas dyan. advance tequila party na tayo.

jtj, ihanda mo na ang bicol express mong walang bagoong pati na rin ang katawan mo para sa body shot. pati dila mo may latay. lol

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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jason_the_jackal
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Huwag mo naman akong halayin. Baka naman kalunos-lunos ang itsura pag uwi. :-)

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MidLifeCrisis
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ayyy sissssss :( lika i body shot na natin si jtj kahit di pa yan nababa ng bundok. Sana kung anjan lang kami physically kasama mo sasamahan ka na naming magcelebrate kahapon.  Di bale babawi tayo kapag nafinalize na yong bonding trip natin.

Hayzt! Mga lalake nga naman. Hirap espelingin :(

And.I.Care.Not.

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jason_the_jackal
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Relax. Birthday, me emo? hehe. Marami kaming nagmamahal sayo, and as of this writing nasa 110 members at 11 guests ang naka log in sa puso mo. Pagbibigyan na kita na gawing banyera ni inang grasya ang katawan ko, upang mag tequilla. Yun na lang imaginin mo, siguro matatawa ka naman kahit paano.

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daffodil
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

I'm actually thinking kung ano dapat sabihin, pero wala ako maisip.. Huggggggs na lang miss some.. I dunno if it would help, pero andami naming gustong makinig at makihati dyan sa dinadala mo.. At sa totoo lang talaga, malandi talaga mga lalaki.. :D
Basta huuuugss! Sa iyo na 'ung part ko ng footlong.. Bibigay ko na sau.. Sau na miss some, sau na... :))

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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MidLifeCrisis
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahahahaha daffffff! Lab na kita pramis! Ahhaha

Mamaya makigulo ako uli.. For now work muna at baka maging mainstay na talaga ako sa FSS kapag nasisante ako dito :((

And.I.Care.Not.

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daffodil
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha seryoso ako sa sinabi ate mids! At i love you na rin ayiiiiiiiiiiiii kilig pepe hahahaha :D
O sya gorabels... Wala tayong pambayad sa gigolo ate mids pag ikaw nasesante.. :D

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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ismaelhidalgo
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

hi midlifecris,taga san ka?

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Ray-Ban
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahahahahaha wrong move bro.

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User Not Found
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Awwts, sis some... isang mahigpit na Powerhug na rin for you, papa LBC ko na sa iyo, ay hindi, baka madelay pa iyon, papa teleport ko na lang, papahatid ko kay Mateo Do, hehe... (pag dumating  siya, wag mo na lang paalisin agad para me instant date ka na rin, lol)... : )

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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Reason2Smile
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

TPM sama mo na ako sa dadaanan ni Mateo Do, kinikilig ako sa kanya.. hehe

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User Not Found
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

hehe, r2s, hamo at papa schedule rin tayo ng delivery for you... ; )

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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MidLifeCrisis
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

At sino naman yan si Mateo Do? Hahaha tamad ako o gogel :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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User Not Found
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

haha mid, si Mateo o Matteo Do ang poging alien sa Korean tv show na My Love from the Star na love ng movie star na si Steffie Cheon...

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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MidLifeCrisis
June 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Teee, at ako'y maggogel na mamaya... Mas lalong nagulo ang utak ko sino sila :D Isang Koreanobela lang kaso fave ko yong Endless Love...

And.I.Care.Not.

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starst1949
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

isang mahigpit  na yakap ang palubong ko sa iyo mula sa Quezon. If its in my power to lift you out of your    emo mode, I really would do everything to make it happen. Meantime,  accept these three virtual yellow tulips from Amsterdam.   Cheer up. Life is short. It may not always be kind to you but it is still  beautiful. As the French say "Cest la vie" .... that's life.  TC  .smile

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inang.grasya
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

wow super sweet pala si star.... wink wink wink

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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somebodyuused2know
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Got the flowers and kept in my heart Sir. Thank you.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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Padr3
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

kung mahilig ka sa kape yayain sana kita sa baywok, den lalakad tayo holding hands..pra samahan kita sa kalungkutan mo..den pag nagutom ka me mami dun at tinapay na me palaman pinat bater...
pag madilim na...bibili ako ng plastic panglatag sa may ccp..titingnan natin un bituin habang kinakantahan kita ng totoy bibo...mag iiport ako ng todo mawala lang kalungkutan mo...dahil ang babae kagaya mo dapat di pinapaluha ang mata..un ibaba lang niya pinaiiyak

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mikaela
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

dami ko tawa padz basta ikaw talaga nag comment hehehhee
im sure napatawa mo si sis some dito hahaha

learn to love your self before you love others...

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User Not Found
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

nyahahaha, padre... umamin ka, pari ka ba o payaso? lol

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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inang.grasya
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

hanep pads. gulong ako sa katatawa sa mga banat mo.

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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Aboitiz
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Pano yun pads pupunasan mo rin ng panyo pag umiyak yung ibaba... Haha lolz...

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Fiction-Factory
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

(T,T)
kung sino man sya, tanga sya!
Moment mo 'to Sumb, moment of truth.

"Mas gugustuhin ko pang magMOVE-ON sa isang relasyong alam kong wala na,
kesa magHOLD-ON sa isang relasyong alam kong wala nang patutunguan."
-JMGS

To be honest, i'm a liar. ♥♞♬♂⚄☜†∇

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mikaela
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

hugssssss sis some kaya mo yan malalagpasa mo din ang kalungkutan na nararamdaman mo lahat nang sad and pain may kapalit na kaligayahan cheersssss sis some

learn to love your self before you love others...

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somebodyuused2know
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Salamuch mga kampi. Kakalabas ko lang po sa bat cave, sensha na di agad nakapagpa tenk yu. Ayaw na emo, push na lang yang body shot na yan at yung date namin ni Padr3 sa baywok at CCP.

Group hug!

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MidLifeCrisis
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Naalala ko yang bat cave, sis.... Mga nerds daw may man-cave :D or siguro lahat ng lalake may mga man-cave moments :)

Tara nakaready na isang baldeng tequila ni sisg eh para sa body shot session ;) tequila with ginseng pa yan ha?

Captcha = bro (patay alam talaga ni captcha sino ang ibobody shot :D)

And.I.Care.Not.

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inang.grasya
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahahahaha... Alam na alam talaga ha

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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MidLifeCrisis
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Kinakabahan at nanginginig na nga ang ibobody shot eh sisg :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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daffodil
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ano meron sa bat cave??? Hahaha :D

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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BBKfss
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Eh di bat saka cave.., bwahahahaha

Wag seseryosohin!

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MidLifeCrisis
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ahhahahahaha! Waaahh! Mga baliw! Pero siguro nga tama, bat saka cave :D

Captcha = rasure (sure daw na tama)

And.I.Care.Not.

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daffodil
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ang korni tatang... Tuwad!!! Hahahahaha malay ko kung si batman...

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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somebodyuused2know
June 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Errr kala ko close na comments nasundan pa pala??? Mga adik! :-))

O captcha: sleeps. Matulog na daw tayo.

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User Not Found
June 14, 2014 (4 years ago)

parang ako lang nagsulat neto.. :( kung pwede lang sana ako tumagay eh inaya na kita author..

Life's short. Have fun.

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