Please Not Again

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Date: August 26, 2017 (11 months ago)


Here I am all alone,
In a room staring at nothing.
Pondering what else should I do,
Should I sleep or should I go out for a walk.

If I just stay here and do nothing,
What I fear might come back knocking.
I know he's just inside me,
Waiting for the right time to start crushing me.

I'm wishing I can win,
With this sickness that I'm having.
Please no! Not again,
Don't crush me from within.

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Shymalandi
August 27, 2017 (11 months ago)

Good to hear you were able to overcome depression.

Kaya pala middle part pa lang may kurot na kasi ramdam na ramdam ko yang mga naisulat mo nung mga nakaraang araw. Starting to stand up again, still waiting for the after effects of decisions made though.

Hope you wont mind me asking how you were able bounce back....any idea/help is welcome kasi im prone to this condition.

To love is a decision.

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Hellrush
August 27, 2017 (11 months ago)

Aww... Sana ma-overcome mo din yan... I know you can :)

Btw, sa akin kasi eh since nawala father ko almost a decade ago. Parang sinisisi ko sarili ko dahil di ako nakadalaw man lang habang nasa hospital pa lang sya dahil andito ako sa manila habang nasa province naman family ko... And kinimkim ko yun for almost a decade until it struck me...

Ginawa ko is pag inatake ako ng depression, idinadaan ko na lang sa pagsusulat... Then nung hindi ko na talaga kinaya, which is kahit walang reason eh bigla nalang ako makakaramdam ng sobrang lungkot and I don't want to do things that I'll regret eh ipinaalam ko na lang sa family ko... Right there and then, everyday eh kinakausap and kinukumusta nila ako and dahil dun, mejo nabawasan yung lungkot na nararamdaman ko...

So dapat ipaalam mo sa family mo about how you feel... Para matulungan ka nila sa karamdaman mo... Mahirap magkaroon ng ganitong sakit... May time na you'll be gasping for air, yung parang pakiramdam mo eh nalulunod ka sa tubig..

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