Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: work, metamorphosis, sanity
I don't owe anyone an explanation. Nevertheless, I think that it's high time for me to lay the cards down the table even if none of my officemates will ever be able to read this. At least I owe my other half self who questions the sanity, yes of the other half why I love working at nigh.
Regular office hours turn me into a fluster ball rolled into a plate of desiccated confusion. My boss asks me to do almost every bit of action that he has to do. I am like his body parts dettached from the main body in itself. If I could only chew, pee, take a potty and procreate (among other biological functions) for him, there's a huge chance for me to be doing those as well (yes exagge!). Not to mention the heavy phone calls, overwhelming internal and external favors, paper works, filings, etc...etc...etc...
I do not have a brain and a body to do all of that at a single time, atleast not everyday. Tulad ng server, na da-down din naman ako. And to cope with the stress I get during day time, I try to finish everything before I go home in anticipation of a busy tomorrow, thus the late night over time.
At night, there's peace. I have focus, and there's no demanding boss who would ask me to hand him a glass of water that is just within his reach (among other things). I can easily finish a single task without any fear of being bothered by anything or anyone. At night, I know that I am sane, or at least, I can lead myself to believe so.
I am not being a kiss-ass. For the record, I would like to clear my intentions. I am not doing this for anyone or for the company or for a high PR or raise. I am doing this for *drum roll* my self! I do not want to end up scratching my head over a heap of piled up "to dos". I do not want to end up with a gawk because I know, otherwise, I am at the verge of a full mental break down. I am doing this, because I am so tired of always having the need to catch up with all the things.
Yep, I am not effecient. However, this is how my work, works for me and I am comfortable with it. Yes, I am selfish, you can call me that, and yes hungry, I am always hungry. Lol
I am not a hero. Di ko kailangan ng rebulto lalo na sa luneta. No, I have nothing against rizal. I just do not like the TDM a.k.a. national photo bomber, stealing my heroic view. Lel kidding aside, I do not need any recognitions, accolades whatsoever. I just want to get things done and sleep and rest an... Read More