My Greatest "What IF"

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Date: July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)


Dear You,
Yung friendship natin ang isang bagay na hindi ko inasahan. I hoped for it, yes, but I never expected it would happen.

I remember, bagong salta pa lang ako sa FSS noon. Walang kakilala. Walang kaibigan. Walang balak makipagkaibigan. Ang gusto ko lang noon, magbasa. Ni magcomment nga, gusto ko sanang iwasan. Pero habang nagtatagal, nagbabago yung kung ano lang ang gusto kong gawin kapag naglo-log in ako sa site. Gradually, I started to post my comments, may natatanggap na rin akong PMs.

Pero even before I started being visible sa comments section, napansin na kita. Natutuwa akong basahin ang mga kulitan ninyo sa comments. Aliw akong sundan ang thread ninyo sa chatroom. But most of all, gustong-gusto kong basahin ang mga posts mo that I know describe you as the person that you are.

Oo naman, fan mo ako.

Pero I never had the guts to initiate any convo with you. Ok na ko maging silent fan mo.

Pero nung mag-post ako ng stories ko and you've graced it with your comments, it was a high for me. Yung sabi nga eh abot hanggang tenga ang ngiti ko. Pero hanggang ganun na lang yun.

Until that one comment. It started the friendship.

Yung friendship natin hindi naman classic. Uso nga ngayon yun eh. Yung friendship na may kasamang landian. May kasamang malisya (konti lang naman). Mahihiya nga si Plato eh. Pero in denial ka. Magsi-send ka ng sticker na magka-lip lock, magka-spoon, magka kung ano-ano pa, pero ang lagi mong press release sa akin: "WALANG MALISYA YAN."

I also lost count of the sticker roses you've sent me. Pero I kept it in mind, your promise, that if given the chance, you'd give me real ones.

But what I like most about it is the honesty. From Day One, di ko naman itinago na fan mo ako. Na minsan, I was wishing I'd get to know you better. And it flattered me no end to know na gusto mo rin akong makilala, maging kaibigan.

I admitted to you things about me that not even my closest friend know. Siguro kasi, virtual, mas madali sa akin mag-open up sayo. Virtual stranger. Virtual friend. That's what you are. Pero I know, hindi yun ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ako natakot sabihin sayo kung ano ba ako, kung ano ba yung nasa isip ko. O kung ano ang nasa puso ko.

As days turned into weeks since our first conversation, I found myself often thinking about you. Pero minsan, muntik na ko malaglag sa upuan nang sabihin mo out of the blue na mas madalas mo na kong iniisip. Na mas madalas mo na akong nami-miss. Siempre, yung kilig factor wagas.

Pero alam ko din, when you said it, you were simply being honest.

Kasi from Day One too, I was made aware na hindi ka pupwedeng magmahal ng higit pa bilang kaibigan. You've let me know what are your rules when it comes to relationships. Not that we are ever going to have one. At least not more than friendship. You know Im into a relationship as well.

One conversation stuck in my mind though.

You told me if Im willing to let him go, you could handle me. That you wont let me fall for you. But you would help me to get out of my relationship that you think is useless as it is hopeless. It was nice to know that you think I am smart enough to know where the boundaries should lie. But it made me wonder why you want to do that. Why you have to do that.

I dont know what caused it. What started it. But I felt the sudden aloofness. The distance that you've put. And much as I wanted to ask questions, I held myself. Sa sandaling panahon na itinuring kitang kaibigan, a very special friend if I may say so, somehow, I know, asking questions wont give me the answers I want. So I just let you be.

Until we've had that chance to talk again. Talking to you, asking questions was like testing the waters. Ang hirap ilabas kung ano ba talaga ang gusto kong sabihin. Ang gusto kong itanong. Kasi baka mali. Baka hindi naman kailangang itanong. But I took the risk. And I didnt expect you'd still be as honest as you were before. And yeah, some questions have been answered. Some I didnt take the risk to ask anymore. Sabi nga, there are words better left unsaid. Questions better left unanswered.

For now, I'm just glad to know that there's someone out there in a virtual world who has become a wonderful reality for me, a special friend who has made me feel good about myself again.

At kahit nga gusto ko mang halayin ka pa rin, sabi mo nga, somehow you can se thru me, alam mo I would never be someone who would go into one time big time trysts, or one night stands. Somehow you know, it would alwa...

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somebodyuused2know
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

This is non-erotic. Pano yun eh wala naman category for non-ero confessions?

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MidLifeCrisis
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ahha okie lang yan, sissss, basta confession ;)

Teka, basahin ko muna :D nauna sa comment eh di oa binasa ;)

And.I.Care.Not.

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inang.grasya
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sissy kahit virtual, may makikila kang tunay na kaibigan. Di lang puro kalibugan na di basta bastang naipapakita sa mapanghusgang mata ng mga iprokito't iprokitang nasa paligid natin

Amazona kung tagurian pero malambing naman.

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sis, that  Ive proven true.

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daffodil
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

"She never had a chance. He never gave her a chance." Shoot... Atchara, parang masakit..
Char char.. Tara i-body shot na yan moms :))

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

No, bawal ka sa body shot. Taga-nood ka lang. May footlong na may body shot pa, abaaa, abuso ka na ineng! -:D

D naman masakit eh, slight lang, lols.

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daffodil
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Ang strict naman ng parent ko. Body shot lang di pa mapagbigyan! Hahaha pag nahulaan ko ba 'to moms, pwede na? ;)

"I prefer to be crazy and happy rather than normal and bitter" -Paulo Coelho

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hehe, di naman to guessing game, hihirit pa talaga. Yaan mo na sina sis midz at inang sa body shot na yan. Kung talagang gusto mo, kaw taga-piga ng lemon.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha! Juskong body shot na yan. Dapat mangyari yan next week or next year pagbalik ko jan ;) Sa daming pwedeng i-body shot walang nangyaring ganun nung umuwi ako :( Naglalaway pa naman sana ako sa tequila with ginseng :D

And.I.Care.Not.

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pilyangpasaway
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

sabi nga bawal mainlove lol! pero siguro naman pwede siyang gawing inspirasyon just to keep the smile on our face :D

You never know how Strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sis, eto ang isang natutunan ko dito sa fss -- if you don't want to lose someone don't fall in love with them.  

Naalala ko nung newbie pa ako nagka crush ako kay casanova (nang dahil lang sa mga comments) pero sinabihan nya ako na hindi tama na ganun ang maramdaman ko sa kanya.  Nalungkot ako at iniwan ang fss ng isang linggo. Pati sa Viber di ko din sya kinausap. Then when I came back ok na ako.  Di ko na sya crush ;) And from that time on naging best buddy ko na sya.  Typical example of someone na ayaw kong mawala sa buhay ko ;)

And.I.Care.Not.

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pilyangpasaway
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

korek! kaya mas ok pa ang friendzone lagi :D... waaaahhhh pero kakaingit ung mga lovers dyan ahehehe..... toinks!

You never know how Strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

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MidLifeCrisis
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahahahaha Pp, friends with benefits nalang kaya para di mainlab :D Pero tama ka nga kakainggit yong merong pwedeng landiin paminsan minsan ;)

And.I.Care.Not.

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sis yup, eto yung classic example ng choosing friendship over other things. Kaya nga pumasok yung "what if" hehe.

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Bebeko
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

"Friendship over things". I like that coz it lasts.

Good job!

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User Not Found
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

May mga ganyan talagang lalaki, Ate somebodyuused2know. Nakaka-relate ako kay Sir (na I think I know) kasi ganyan din ako. :) Medyo tinamaan lang ako sa may dulo, yung "what if" mo. Ahaha. Napaisip tuloy ako bigla kung ganun din yung mga nararamdaman ng mga na-encounter ko both real and virtual. LOL.

At least, Ate somebodyuused2know, you've got a friend kahit virtual lang. :))

They said my head is big. I asked them back, "Which HEAD?"

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graccubus
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

a knife on your chest can kill you...

but hurt you no more...

than a sweet arrow to the heart...

that's about to bleed forever.



[  ooops!  i'm not the culprit here...]

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sir Grac nah, you're not the culprit but I hope we could be friends. :-D

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graccubus
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

why not?..

if you frequent fss...you have less time for sex...unless, you're in it now...

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

:-)

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antoinette
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

What a nice and loving confession!

i wanna run to you... ohhhh

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HONEY_7
July 4, 2014 (4 years ago)

What a nice confession. It can happen pala yung ganyan na friendship na nakikita yung importance ng isa't isa. Nakikita ko na yung FSS site ay nakabuo ng isang magandang samahan sa virtual word. Yung special friend mo na yan nakikita ko yung respect nya sayo.

I hope someday makilala ko rin sya.

If you do not know where you are going, you will probably end up somewhere else.

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User Not Found
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

takte, sis, bakit ba ako napaluha dito sa post mo? ewan ko ba..  haha... siguro kaninang 5 am ko to nabasa at kakatapos ko lang sa mga liham ni JTJ pero di naman yun relate dito? cguro namiss lang kita o cguro nakurot ako somewhere ng iyong confession... para tuloy na inspired akong ipursue na yung pending blog ko about my nearing 6 mos dito sa fss (in the tradition of mid's candid blogs).... teka, isipin ko muna kung meron din akong 'what ifs' dito, nyahahaha

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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MidLifeCrisis
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha! Teee, uu nga hanggang 7 months lang yong confession ko eh.. I think meron akong ipopost sa month na 'to, pang 10th ko na kasi and beerde month ko din ;) Sana lang hindi sya katulad nung mga nakaraang beerdes ko na lagi nalang akong nagluluksa :)

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User Not Found
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

cge mid, abangan ko yan haha

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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MidLifeCrisis
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

At wag ng magpatumpik-tumpik pa... I-post na yan on your 6th monthsary ;)

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User Not Found
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

haha mid, dami ko nang papel nasayang sa drafts e, then, sabi wag na nga lang... until i read this post haha, basta within this month... :D

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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User Not Found
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

**sabi ko

"The erotic is rarely nudity. It is subtle, a feeling, a gesture, mood, a story frozen in the moment that holds you breathless waiting for the next moment. Understand this & you understand erotic."

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Misyu too sis. Ewan ko ba what made me write this. I wasn't even on emo mode at the time pero yung thoughts nagja-jumble sa isip ko and my fingers seem to have a mind of their own. This was in fact meant to be a very light admission of what I had been thinking for a few weeks now. Nagulat lang ako sa mga feedback na nakuha nitong post nato. Dami talaga relate basta mga unreciprocated feelings or if not totally unreciprocated, yung mga feelings na inilagay na lang sa baul.

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heater
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

*** ang sweet :D

=====

what's cool with open letters as the writer , it gives you an outlet to blurt out all those emotions without identifying the recipient and people would start to guess who its for, and some even relate to the whole situation (prolly because they have similar experience or something they are very familiar with)

open letters are usually ''addressed'' by the recipient like these :

1) no reply: as the recipient is not aware that such open letter exists
2) no reply : but aware the letter exist but would not reply publicly
3) no reply : but aware the letter exist but just would not reply at all

what's so nice about open letters is that as a reader, you get an access to the backstage, behind the scenes, and all those stuff. intriga mode trying to guess who its for. and waiting if the recipient would do anything

i'm not trying to be fit to be your fantasy, i just want to fit in my dress

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heater
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

ay kaloka bakit putol

4) with reply : but not say anything that would ''reveal'' it was for them - play innocent
5) with reply : and admit they are touched , hence naming themselves as the anonymous recipient
6) with reply : but sent privately to the letter sender


and of course , there will always be those who'd reply and claim its for them just for the heck of it lol (kahit na never pa nila nakachikahan ang sender)


there :D

i'm not trying to be fit to be your fantasy, i just want to fit in my dress

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Heat ang dami kong tawa sa comment mo, sapul. Thanks for that insight. Muahs!

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User Not Found
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

some, kung sino man sya, haba ng hair nya.. ang sweet

Life's short. Have fun.

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dropdeaddiva
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

My dearest Sister,

Teka... Teka... Teka... Hindi ko ata alam ito.

I believe this is something worth discussing over chicken and coffee, and we must do it soon with MamiK.

We need details... details... details...

But reading what you have written, I can say I can relate.  Alam mo na yun kung sino siya and you know the story.

(Pause muna.  Grab ng isang box ng tissue.  Parang maiiyak ako dito.  Hinga ng malalim.  Type ulit.)

Minsan talaga may mga unexpected connections na hindi mo inaasahan na mangyayari (hello? unexpected nga di ba?).  And what you would think as just a regular virtual hi-hello-it's-nice-to-meet-you-i'm-a-fan-of-your-writings kind of thing, it actually isn't.  It becomes something else when you start swapping stories.  It turns into something more when you start opening your heart up.  And new doors are opened pag nagsimula na ang landi.

--- may part 2 ---

Let there be pleasure on earth and let it begin with me.

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dropdeaddiva
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Suddenly you’re more excited waking up every day.  You look forward to reading an offline message from him or a status post sa Facebook na patungkol sayo.  MU daw eh.  “Mag-Un.”  May “mutual understanding.”  But reality comes and bursts all your bubbles.  MU nga.  Malabong ugnayan pala.  Madugong usapan.

But WHAT IF he’s the one?  Crap.  Ayan.  Na-in love na nga.  Eh hindi naman manhid ang puso mo, di ba?  Nakakaramdam ka eh.  Langyang puso yan.  Traydor!

But you’re halfly wrong there.  You think your heart’s a traitor for falling?  Your mind’s just as guilty.   Yung utak mo nag-envision ng mga what-ifs na yan.

Hay buhay...

Hanggang WHAT IF na nga lang siguro.  Things are better that way.

Until our next coffee-chicken session, my lovely Sis.

I miss you.

Love,

DDD

Let there be pleasure on earth and let it begin with me.

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dropdeaddiva
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

P.S.

Tanginang what-if yan, lalo ata akong nilagnat.

Let there be pleasure on earth and let it begin with me.

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

My dear sissy,

Hahaha natawa ako sa PS.

Nothing to talk about sis, or should I say it was what's written here that made koyah talk to you before. Although it wasn't what he was thinking.

There are still a lot in mind pero kung may nosebleed, may brainfreeze din. I got that now. One thing to say though, this phase tested not just my feelings but my loyalty as well, and I'd like to think I passed it, not with flying colors maybe, but passed it nonetheless.

Lets have that coffee and chicken time again soon with sis K. Aymisyu both.

Love,

Yumz

P.S.

Unblock the poor guy on your  FB will you? We were chatting yesterday and by god he's going nuts. Have pity.

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dropdeaddiva
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Lovely Sister,

I knew it! I knew he'd tell you I blocked him. Tattler. I couldn't sleep for days. It seemed like a good idea that time I did it. And I kept on telling myself, "Kaya mo to. This time, makakaya mo." Oh but who am I kidding? Kailangan ko ata ng malaking bato pang-pokpok sa ulo ko. Meron ka ba dyan? Peram naman. But anyway, I actually unblocked him a few minutes ago before I saw and read your reply on here. Coincidence? Ewan.

Teka, nalihis ako sa landas. This is about you and not about me. Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe it's not. Who can tell, really? Feelings can be really tricky, you know. We both could attest to that. But hey, alam mo naman ako... Supportive sister ever. Basta masaya ka, go lang. :) You know I love you.

Your cute not-so-little sister,

DDD

Let there be pleasure on earth and let it begin with me.

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Good. Then maybe you and him can talk. Para hindi naman pati ako inuulan ng tanong ng kawawang bata, lels.

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dropdeaddiva
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sorry sis. Nadamay ka. Alam ka nya na we're tight. I was actually hoping he'd sort of go after me. Stupid me, no?

Let there be pleasure on earth and let it begin with me.

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

He's thinking it would be best not to talk to you anymore, scared and confused I believe. Keri lang sis, dinadamay ka rin ni koyah minsan eh hehe, that's what friends are for. :-D

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dropdeaddiva
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

We talked na. A bit. Let me read something that he wrote for me. Damn guy. Wag na daw ako magalit.

Me ignoring him daw is hazardous to his physical and mental health.

Let there be pleasure on earth and let it begin with me.

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somebodyuused2know
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

Sa mga sisters at kay Sci, d ko na reply isa-isa kc your takes mirrored all that I still wanted to say and wasn't able to. Salamat kc madami pala relate hehe, kala ko alien ako eh (PP, pahiram).

This was not intended to be an emo kind of thing. For whatever reason, seemed like it turned out to be one. Tsk tsk, my other side did it again. Smile na lang tayo lahat.

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User Not Found
July 5, 2014 (4 years ago)

You made me think though on the consequences of my actions. Thanks din po. :))

They said my head is big. I asked them back, "Which HEAD?"

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Boy_Bastos12
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

...maganda ang pagkasulat, parang kilala ko tong otor na ito, pamilya ang lines eh!bashin ko nga ang mga iba mong ginawa! hihihihhi!...

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somebodyuused2know
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha, Ate Charut, yeah we're FB friends pero d ko sasabihin sino ako. Tamang duda ka dati kung BI ba ako lols.

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Boy_Bastos12
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

ahahaha! sabi na eh, may idea nako kya minarathon ko, pero konte pa, nakatatlo plang aku na solat mu, sigoro kelangan ko pang nitapos yong lahat ng solat mu, bago keta mabinggo! hihihih!

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somebodyuused2know
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha, dami kong tawa. Alala ko Ate Charut, di ko alam kung nainsulto ka lang kc sa guapo mong yan yung piktyur ni wifey mo ang aking tinitingnan, na totoo namang diosa ng kagandahan.

Di po ako BI, fyi, after years na pinatanong mo yan sa isang mutual na kaibigan, ngayon ko lang matutuldukan. Lols. Nagandahan lang talaga ako sa wifey mo kaya di ko gano napansin gano ka pala kaguapo. Char! :-))

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Boy_Bastos12
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

ahahahah! hoy inietchos mo ako! ikaw ha, wag moko koleten, lande abot mo saken!

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somebodyuused2know
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha! D rin. :-)) mataas standard mo, out of ur league ako, hahaha. Alam namin nina DDD at Scorp ang mga type mo. Peace po!

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Boy_Bastos12
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

...hindi mo pa nga ako kilala! hihihihi! subra ka naman, hindi naman ganyan! kaw otor ha...

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somebodyuused2know
July 11, 2014 (4 years ago)

Hahaha, peace na nga po, peace be with you. Salamat sa tawa, tanggal stress ko.

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red...
July 19, 2014 (4 years ago)

a very similar experience, if i may say so...

...nagse-send na sticker na magka-lip lock, magka-spoon, magka kung ano-ano pa, pero ang laging press release ay "WALANG MALISYA YAN"...

...sasabihin sayong madalas ka nang iniisip, mas madalas ng nami-miss...

...ikaw yung first priority...he's doing his best for you...

...only to find out, marami pala kayong sinasabihan nya nito...

...haaaays, laro lang talaga lahat...

>>> nung nabasa ko 'to some, naisip ko indi kaya... :P

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somebodyuused2know
July 22, 2014 (3 years ago)

Red now ko lang nabasa comment mo. Hahaha, I think we're on the same page. Pero keri lang ako sis. Ikaw I hope keri lang din. Smile :-)

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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somebodyuused2know
July 23, 2014 (3 years ago)

I felt I should say something more lang. This letter was actually posted in good faith and in all sincerity when I said that Im ending this open letter with a smile. Kasi those similar things you said that has been done to you was in fact my treasured moments of my friendship with him. Please dont get me wrong. Or this post wrong. Im not delusional. And as I have emphasized very clearly here, he never promised anything than friendship. He didnt lead me on. And I wasn't led on. There was nothing ever between us except those virtual roses and kisses which of course would or could make or break our friendship had I decided to ignore his early warning signs. And most importantly the mutual respect we have for each other. That was the deciding factor that kept my friendship with him still going.

I hope Ive just made my self clear. Cheers.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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somebodyuused2know
July 23, 2014 (3 years ago)

Erratum: He didn't lead me on

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red...
July 23, 2014 (3 years ago)

ahahaha...at in-effort mo talaga magpaliwanag Some...don't worry, i don't get your post wrong...i think clear ka naman *wink* *wink*

sa tingin ko may mga bagay lang na talagang nagkaka-pareho pero hindi naman talaga sila iisa...tulad ng mga identical twins d b?.. kahit sobrang pareho sila tignan, indi pa rin sila iisa...sa bagay na 'to...pedeng "identical twin" yung experience natin...nagkataon...naka-relate "a very similar experience, if i may say so" nga...

keri lang gurl...stay happy...that's the best thing in life ;)

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red...
July 23, 2014 (3 years ago)

tara, buhayin natin ulet 'tong post mo...response pa tayo ng madami...biliiiisss...lolz

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yowyow143
February 1, 2015 (3 years ago)

Ate Sam!
Emeged. May crush din ako sa FSS through his comments niya and his works (di ko na sasabihin kung sino haha).
Silent fan din ako. XD
But unlike you, I was never given a chance to talk to him (ayoko naman magPM, shyabel aketch HAHA)

Hayy ate Sam! Swerte mo! Hihi
pwedeng pa-hug? *hugs*

reader lang ako. :)

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hotpilyo
August 18, 2015 (2 years ago)

WOW...that is all i can say...WOW :)

something naughty; something hot :)

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somebodyuused2know
August 19, 2015 (2 years ago)

Tagal na nito Sir, hehe, but thank you for reading and the comment.

I'M A NICE PERSON. JUST DON'T PRESS THE BITCH BUTTON.

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hotpilyo
August 19, 2015 (2 years ago)

Tagal na nga, nagback reading kasi ako at isa siya sa mga nabasa ko

something naughty; something hot :)

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dee27
November 28, 2016 (1 year ago)

sweet

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