Posted in Confession: True Story, English | Categories: Reluctance | Tags: Rejections, Expectations
I have a confession to made.
This happened few weeks back.
I have 2 contant textmate and callmate. A Single Mom and a Young One. Although i knew Young One first but i became close to Single Mom because im taking for granted the Young One.
I will first confess my experience with Single Mom and then with Persistent
I became close to Single Mom because im looking for a ladies perfective in my problem. Single Mom and i spend long hours talking on the phone and text. In between our calls and text and also reply to Young one's texts. In between those texts and calls shes teasing me if "Kaya pa ba? Baka hanggang salita ka lang." I answered back with "Its for you to find out."After 1 week of flirt calls and text Single Mom and I decided to meet. She said that she has to attend a seminar in a province to the north. When i said that i have a client there we decided to meet there but before our decided date to meet i told here that im not sure that we could meet because my client has not yet approved my job order.
When we meet she told me thats shes starving and wants to eat. She told me what are the foods to avoid. While we are eating i cant help myself staring at her. After finishing our food she gave me my bus ticket which she reserved. Out of nowhere something came up. Our plan has been cancelled due to some unavoidable circumstances.
Ever since we came back to Manila i never recieved calls or texts from her. In my mind severals questions pops out. Does she expecting that im a good looking person which im not. Did i do something wrong which offended her? Im not hoping to bring back her sweet text and calls, all i want is that she still text or call just like before since we are friend.
Persistent is a young blood looking for adventure. Shes also teasing like Single Mom. But i never heed to here tease. Shes almost my daugther if i flirted earlier. Because of my frustration i turn my to Persistent. When she asks we are going to meet, i told her that i have a tight schedule and we could meet a week after. She became sad of my answer. I rearrange my schedule. After a week me and Persistent decided to meet. On the said date im still hesistant to meet her because she could be like Single Mom. Inside the van on my way to our meeting place i tried to call her. When Persistent and I met we spend 3 hours in private room. Yes something happen to us.
When we part ways, me on my way home to Cavite and her on her way home. I recieved a text telling me "Ingat". My fear of shes like Single Mom banished in my mind.
One scenario, Two different outcome. When Single Mom didnt texted or call me after arriving in Manila i said to myself "IT HAPPENED TO ME AGAIN!!" and another addition to the list of person who is disappointed of her expectation on me . It saddened me why it has to happen to me again a... Read More