Have I?

September 13, 2015 (1 year ago)
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Well, this is just to post something out of nothingness that i'm feeling inside.
Damn, its raining and i hate this kind of weather, makes my feet wet and my shorts full of mud.
No choice but to plug-in my earphones, then this song played. as if its asking me something that till now i cant answer.

"If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late. Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Well, I already said my goodbyes. have I? atleast I have done my part. do I?

"Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past."

Have I really left them? or do I just keep em' boxed up? either way I don't have any idea.

"Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above, that you finally fall in love."

I guess the person that is staring back at me is my greatest enemy, maybe I can't forgive myself how I screw-up may times in my life. or maybe I found the one that I wanted yet I let her go. oh, let me correct that! I pushed her to the limits.

Shit! this song was spot on. This only happens when you woke up at the wrong side of your bed. All those shitty thing will come crawling back up to that box you hid upon that deep abyss of your heart. amd i hated it. I'd rather have those skeletons out of my closet than feel this crawlers up my throat.

so i pressed next.

"The older I get. Will I get over it? It's been way too long for the times we missed. I didn't know then it would hurt like this."

And I sang along. Yup, I can't believe this thing still hurt. I'm just getting older, I'm not getting over her yet I'm trying to. 

and this trend continues.

"What was I waiting for? I should've taken less and given you more. I should've weathered the storm

"Need to say so bad. What were you waiting for? This could have been the best we'd ever had."

I have taken too much out of her. Too much love, too much affection, too much atention, to much. 

This is too deep, i need another one.

"I didn't mean to break your heart. I was just lonely."

And everybody falls apart sometimes. I know you've found another one. But won't you just hold me tonight."

hahaha, you're not lonely dude. You're just plain stupid, thats all.

"So here's to the both of us. Here's to our story tonight"

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