and life goes on

July 7, 2014 (3 years ago)
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And it ended just like that. No tears for a change and it felt good in a way.
I just had to do it.To save myself from being hurt once again for I know it’s going to happen sooner or later. I needed to give myself a breathing space from all these.

I will miss the arguments. It made me see myself in a way I haven’t seen Me for a time. I was willing to fight back to what I know is right for me. And he respects that. Though with some coaxing I would gave in which is natural. Arguing can be tiring at times.

He wanted to teach me things. For me to be brave enough to face life’s cruelty. And i would tell him I’ve been thru my own highs and lows. I think I’ve come prepared. But he thinks otherwise. That I was still hiding in my own lil shell. And when we go on our way I would wonder about it.Why are you so afraid of your own sensuality he would asked and i pondered on about that question for days..Am i really afraid? Why are you so afraid of people seeing you? Why are you hiding out there? Endless questions.

If was falling? Almost. But I think when you go through so much in life, you will see the signs, and you will know when to stop, you have to stop, if you don’t want to be in the same cycle over and over.T hats what I’ve learned this... Read More

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