Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Song: I'll Say GoodBye For The Two Of us
"I'm gonna leave ......"That's what I've told you.I decide to leave everything.To be alone and not bother anyone. A long silence in the room then I looked at you there was nothing but amusement you thought it was just one of my joke. I did'nt talk there you realized I was serious..
"Why? What have I done?."
"Nothing........" that's what I said.
"What happened?Tell me."You hug me tight.So tight that all my insecurities vanish.Just one hug and everything seems ok.
I thought I can survive cause you're here with me.Standing by my side. Laughing and listening to whatever I say.
"Hey I had something to tell you."
"What? Is it important?Im busy now.Later ok.?"
"Ok."was all I could say.
You turn away and I smile bitterly.
"Im in pain" thats what I wanna say. But you were with them laughing and talking.
While Im here at the corner waiting for you. Hoping that you'll come back soon.
Days,weeks, months have passed and I was able to manage myself. You will come to talk, laugh and play and then you will go away. Not even asking if I'm okay. You laugh with them listen to their stories and do crazy things.
I could see that you're really happy. And I think you will never need me. Well it's a different thing with me.I need you, I need som...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: fss, criticisms, comments
Is It Just Me?
I continue to receive PMs for one reason or another. I always see to it that not one PM is left unanswered although sometimes, not as promptly as I wanted it to be. . I know the feeling of being ignored..or neglected...BUT, most of the time, my reply could not be sent mainly due to the SETTING of the sender’s account.
It is irritating to have made time and effort replying to PMS that could not be sent.
So guys, please see to it that your setting allows you to receive PMs. Unless , you are a bully who is brave enough to send unsavory PMs but too coward to read replies.
To the commenters, who are mainly readers.
The posted..stories, blogs, confessions, or even poems, are the pride and joy of the authors. We invested time and, effort racking our brains just to come up with what we would like to believe as our “Obra” . To some, it is too personal to them and as such, take it as a personal affront when unjustly bashed by foul and downright offensive comment/s.
We welcome comments, in fact , most of us writers consider your comments as the only reward for our pro-bono works. We really appreciate CONSIDERATE and THOUGHTFUL airing of views.
But make no mistake, we are open to criticism, constructive or otherwise, profound or inane, as long as they are well-meaning and contributory to t...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: celebrities, physical traits, athlete
I believe that in comparing a character's physical trait, one should sometimes give a clear example using a person, particularly one who is a celebrity e.g. "...Si Mang Rigor, who stands at five feet at may pagkakahawig kay Roi Vinzon is a bit shorter than me...")
I use this in my writing often and so far, I haven't encountered any problem until this one time when I compared a female character's body to an athlete because she, of course, has a great body (and a fit one too).
Then comes a reader commenting that it is not right for me to compare her physical traits because she has a wholesome reputation, that she is a role model to the youth...etc.etc.
Is there a limit in describing or comparing physical attributes using celebrities as examples? When is it appropriate to compare a character to celebrities with nice traits, at least in physical terms?...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
I met you for quite some time. Our convesation started with the usual hi and hello.
In a couple of weeks that we talked, I got to know you. I was impressed and got hooked into you.
Never thought I will find someone like you. And I felt sad when you suddenly disappear.
Months passed without any news about how you were doing. And then I started to think less and less about you.
Then one busy afternoon, you suddenly popped out and greeted me with a wink.
Made my heart beat fast.
And we got back to our old routine until suddenly, you gave me a warning about falling for you.
" WAG! Ayoko mahulog sayo. Mas mabuting kilalanin muna natin ang isa't isa. " were your exact words.
You wanted us to be JUST friends.
It hurts. And for some reason I agreed to be just your friend instead of walking away. But then you became a stranger. Our chit-chat became "hi.. hello" and then total silence.
I cried, a couple of times.
Now, the tears may not be visible, but I am crying inside.
It hurts. A lot.
Now you're gone again.
When you were gone the first time, I tried to forget about you.
And then you came back, I tried to ignore you to prevent myself from falling hard for you. I thought I could but how could I resist you when my heart longs for you?
So for the third time, I fall and...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: love, alcohol, confused, numb, senseless
(Music in the background: Out Of Reach by Gabrielle, Chasing Pavements by Adelle, Stay by Lisa Loeb, I Can’t Make You Love cover by Adelle, Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow, etc., etc.)
I think I have cried my eyes dry. Or so I thought. Lately, I have been feeling numb. I don’t know if it was the intensity of the emotions I feel or maybe I just don’t want to feel anymore so that when I have decided to say my goodbye, I won’t be affected as much. Yes, I am now torn into staying or letting go. And I think I have become attached to alcohol more than I would like to admit. I guess this is good so it will build up my tolerance for alcohol. And yes, it will also block any pain that comes my way.
It’s really heartbreaking to realize that I never truly had his heart as he claimed. Wherein I have come into terms with my past relationships and decided to move on, he hasn’t. And here I thought I was the one who helped him get through his darkest days, as he once told me. Unfortunately, I have come to realize that wasn’t so.
Yes, I love him but do you ever get that feeling that you also want to let go to make him happy? It's a risk I am not sure I am willing to make. Maybe not just yet. But I know you'd all say I should let go and move on.
I really want to talk to the girl. But I don't know if that would be a good idea. I hate her. There, I've said it. I hate her for making him feel this way, for not shutting up when she could h...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: cheating wife
Ano magagandang kwento sa cheating wifes? Suggest naman po kayo :) wala na kong mabasa tungkol sa cheating wife masyado eh :D
Gusto ko reng story yung mga cheating wife, tapos incest (Father-Daughter) gusto ko daddy tawag nila :)
Kayo? Ano gusto nyong topic ng story? :)...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Pain, regret, lost love, replaceable
Inspired by the song Am I That Easy To Forget by Engelbert Humperdinck
“They say you've found somebody new,”
No she’s not someone new. She was his first love, and still is his love
“But that won't stop my loving you.
I just can't let you walk away,
Forget the love I had for you.”
I can’t just let you go without a fight. Will I win, though?
“Guess I could find somebody, too,
But I don't want no one but you.
How could you leave without regret?”
And you said that you’d have no one else after me. Now it makes me laugh bitterly.
“Am I that easy to forget?”
Seems the case, I can easily be replaced.
“Before you leave be sure you find
You want her love much more than mine.”
Though you say you both can’t have a relationship, you know that you’d jump into each other’s arms if no one was in the way.
“'Cause I'll just say we've never met,
If I'm that easy to forget.”
I’ll have to push all our memories at the back of my mind, my consciousness, until I have completely forgotten about you. Because no matter what I do, no matter how long we’ve been together and we’ve been through together, I can never compare to a decade of regret you have with h...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: love, True love, Emotional, alcohol inspired
I love you and you know that. I have loved no one as much as I love you. At this moment, I am not in my right mind as it is clouded by alcohol: alcohol that I have been taking since yesterday. I tried to take my life but I was such a coward. I felt the pain of the blade cutting my flesh and I couldn’t go through it. It hurt. Or maybe, I wasn’t drunk enough to not feel the pain.
Hey, don’t cry. I’m not worth it. I could never compare to your one great love who has resurfaced. She still is the one your heart cries and long for. As for me, what can I do? Though in appearance I am the prettiest among the girls you’ve had but your eyes find her prettier than me. Though I have been with you for the past years, yet your heart has remained true to her.
It’s such a sad reality when I realize your heart never truly belonged to me. All those years, those times when you professed your love for me, suddenly, all felt like a lie now. At this moment, I want to remove myself from the equation and leave you and her to continue what could have been, should have been and would have been. That’ll remove all the what if’s in your mind.
As for me, I’m not sure how I’ll do that but you know, I’m willing to help you. It’s weird that even if I am hurting, I still want to help you. Maybe I’ve finally realized what true love is all about. That even if you’re hurting, you would do your be...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: sex, Big Boobs, Trip, BDSM, Lyrics, Fun, joke, sorry, Lol, sabog, lutang, baliw, I, will, stop, now
So.... yeah... now what? xD I suppose I should start with the infamous "apple". First of all, I didn't even called her that in the last blog. Second, I don't deny nor confirm your hunch kasi mamaya isipin niyo I deny it kasi siya nga. Third, walang third xD.
I don't know why I said that... Ilang araw palang naman nung nakilala ko siya, and it was too soon to say something like that. A tip for the bois out there, try not to say thing's too soon, you might end up knowing that it won't go your way. AGAIN mga ate't kuya, walang hidden meaning to, at wala akong pinapatamaan. Just food for thought.
Anyways, fortunately... she is very charming (no visual contact yet? Maybe? but I just know) she's pleasant but still have a hint of cleverness to her. Refined but still clumsy... and I'm sure a whole lot more. I get the feeling na the more I get to know of her, good or bad, I'm sure I'd like her for who and what she is.
Enough about her hahaha xD So 15 days went so fast. Barely noticed. Fisnished my very first series today. Light up those fireworks and celebrate me B) (as if nigga) Every episode got more than a thousand views (which is awesome) hindi ko nalang iisipin na baka hindi big deal ang quality, I'll just consider myself a freakin Shakesphere (as if nigga)
Have you seen em yet? No? Go check em out. I think it's in a nice spot in the novice level. (Says who?)
Know where the line is and don't ever forget it. Off limits so back o...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Weird, real, Meh, Rubbish, Crap
Boredom makes you do weird things, well, this is one of mine. Almost haven't slept for a day while writing this rubbish. Reasons? Nothing, I just don't feel like sleeping.
Made this account 11 days ago, but been here even waaay back. Couldn't make an account for some legality reasons. I'm not really into reading that much. No novels and such. Just here and some other sites, all erotic.
Met a lot of nice people, well, I guess if you consider talking to them for a few minutes counts. I started visiting the chat room on my 2nd day of signing up. It's neat. I could definitely compare it to a classroom. Except it's as if everyone else knows everyone else. Except for newbies. At first I was a bit skeptic about their inside jokes and such. Terms, nicknames, and what not. It's actually fascinating. Like a classroom full of students, I noticed who were obviously the main players, usuals. Then there's those who are incredibly nice. If there are nice, so there are... hmm... not nice (perhaps?) but I don't really know anyone so I won't judge.
One thing I noticed, it's a bit frustrating to get noticed by the ones who you want to notice you. You just can't say "Notice me! Senpai!" like a flirty japanese chick with a high pitched voice. Or maybe it's just me. Lol.
Between you and me reader... I got my eye on this one woman. (Whom shall not be named) She's nice... like really nice, or perhaps I just misunderstood. Men always have a hard time differenti...