Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: cheating wife, cheater, instinct
Meron akong problem na gusto iconsult sa inyo. I dunno if meron nang naka-experience nito. I'm a married guy and I think my instinct is telling that my wife is cheating on me. Are there instances sa inyo guys that you feel the same? and later on proved that your instinct is right....
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Alam mo ba nahihiya ako sa iyo. nahihiya ako lapitan ka at kausapin ng masinsinan kasi alam ko ipagtabuyan mo lang naman ako o iiwasan mo mga tanong ko. Gusto kitang tanungin,kumusta araw mo? Ang trabaho mo? Kaso ilang beses mo na na balewala ang mga tanong na yan kaya binubulong ko na lang sa hangin. Gusto kita makilala ng lubusan kaya lang natatakot ako kasi nararamdaman ko na ayaw mo naman akong papasukin sa buhay mo. masakit yun kaya lang wala din akong magagawa kundi umasa na lang na sana mapagbigyan mo ako ng hindi pa ako pagod maghintay at umasa.
Pag nagkukuwento ka tungkol sa pagnanasa mo sa akin, nakikinig ako at pilit na nilalagay sa isip ko na mahalaga din ako kasi gusto mo katawan ko. Pinapaligaya kita ng husto sa pamamagitan ng paniniig natin kasi dun lang sa oras na yun ako lamang ang nasa isip mo, kahit dun man lang akin ka kahit ilang sandali. Isang araw aalis na ako sa buhay mo, walang paalam. Kusa na akong aalis dahil pagod na ako. sagad na sa buto ang sakit at di ko na kaya.
Ayokong magmakaawa na pansinin mo naman ako. gaano man kasakit yung nararamdaman ko. yun ang ititira ko sa sarili ko. Darating din ang araw na yun na hahanapin mo ako pero wala na ako at di mo na makikita kahit kailan. Sa panahong yun, pilit kong palalayain ang sakit na dulot ng sobrang pagmamahal ko sa iyo, at kakayanin ko yun....
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: cheating
"We cheat on our girlfriends but we don't want them to cheat on us. Why? Because we know that cheating is wrong. We cheat for sex, just to fuck. But when a woman cheats, she cheats for love and affection. She cheats with a guy that can potentially replace you."
May naalala lang ako nung nabasa ko yan..
Remember jake na first boyfriend ko? 1 and a half din yung relasyon namin.
Then I cheated on him.
Busy sya lagi nun, wala na syang time saken. Kahit mag message di na nya minsan nagagawa. Bihira na kami magdate, tapos pag nagkita kami minsan nauuwi pa sa away, sa selosan.. In short naging malamig na yung dating mainit na relasyon namin.
Hindi ko pinlano. Bigla nalang ako nahulog sa isang guy, na sobrang sweet saken. Na lagi akong naaalala at nag eeffort kahit hindi ko sya boyfriend. Yung time na hinahanap ko kay jake, sya yung nagpifill nun.. Nung mga panahon na yun hindi nya alam na taken ako. Sinagot ko sya habang kami pa ni jake. Pero di nagtagal, nalaman ni jc (the second guy) na may boyfriend pala ako. Kung paano? Dahil sa bestfriend ko na may lihim na gusto saken.
Inamin saken ni niel,
Tanda ko pa yung sinabi nya nung mga araw na yun. Bumisita sya sa dorm.
Niel: Sorry ha, nasabi ko kay Jc na may boyfriend ka bukod sa kanya
Me: ha bakit? Saan?
Niel: wala, nayabangan kasi ako sa kanya. Minsa...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Song: I'll Say GoodBye For The Two Of us
"I'm gonna leave ......"That's what I've told you.I decide to leave everything.To be alone and not bother anyone. A long silence in the room then I looked at you there was nothing but amusement you thought it was just one of my joke. I did'nt talk there you realized I was serious..
"Why? What have I done?."
"Nothing........" that's what I said.
"What happened?Tell me."You hug me tight.So tight that all my insecurities vanish.Just one hug and everything seems ok.
I thought I can survive cause you're here with me.Standing by my side. Laughing and listening to whatever I say.
"Hey I had something to tell you."
"What? Is it important?Im busy now.Later ok.?"
"Ok."was all I could say.
You turn away and I smile bitterly.
"Im in pain" thats what I wanna say. But you were with them laughing and talking.
While Im here at the corner waiting for you. Hoping that you'll come back soon.
Days,weeks, months have passed and I was able to manage myself. You will come to talk, laugh and play and then you will go away. Not even asking if I'm okay. You laugh with them listen to their stories and do crazy things.
I could see that you're really happy. And I think you will never need me. Well it's a different thing with me.I need you, I need som...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: fss, criticisms, comments
Is It Just Me?
I continue to receive PMs for one reason or another. I always see to it that not one PM is left unanswered although sometimes, not as promptly as I wanted it to be. . I know the feeling of being ignored..or neglected...BUT, most of the time, my reply could not be sent mainly due to the SETTING of the sender’s account.
It is irritating to have made time and effort replying to PMS that could not be sent.
So guys, please see to it that your setting allows you to receive PMs. Unless , you are a bully who is brave enough to send unsavory PMs but too coward to read replies.
To the commenters, who are mainly readers.
The posted..stories, blogs, confessions, or even poems, are the pride and joy of the authors. We invested time and, effort racking our brains just to come up with what we would like to believe as our “Obra” . To some, it is too personal to them and as such, take it as a personal affront when unjustly bashed by foul and downright offensive comment/s.
We welcome comments, in fact , most of us writers consider your comments as the only reward for our pro-bono works. We really appreciate CONSIDERATE and THOUGHTFUL airing of views.
But make no mistake, we are open to criticism, constructive or otherwise, profound or inane, as long as they are well-meaning and contributory to t...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: celebrities, physical traits, athlete
I believe that in comparing a character's physical trait, one should sometimes give a clear example using a person, particularly one who is a celebrity e.g. "...Si Mang Rigor, who stands at five feet at may pagkakahawig kay Roi Vinzon is a bit shorter than me...")
I use this in my writing often and so far, I haven't encountered any problem until this one time when I compared a female character's body to an athlete because she, of course, has a great body (and a fit one too).
Then comes a reader commenting that it is not right for me to compare her physical traits because she has a wholesome reputation, that she is a role model to the youth...etc.etc.
Is there a limit in describing or comparing physical attributes using celebrities as examples? When is it appropriate to compare a character to celebrities with nice traits, at least in physical terms?...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
I met you for quite some time. Our convesation started with the usual hi and hello.
In a couple of weeks that we talked, I got to know you. I was impressed and got hooked into you.
Never thought I will find someone like you. And I felt sad when you suddenly disappear.
Months passed without any news about how you were doing. And then I started to think less and less about you.
Then one busy afternoon, you suddenly popped out and greeted me with a wink.
Made my heart beat fast.
And we got back to our old routine until suddenly, you gave me a warning about falling for you.
" WAG! Ayoko mahulog sayo. Mas mabuting kilalanin muna natin ang isa't isa. " were your exact words.
You wanted us to be JUST friends.
It hurts. And for some reason I agreed to be just your friend instead of walking away. But then you became a stranger. Our chit-chat became "hi.. hello" and then total silence.
I cried, a couple of times.
Now, the tears may not be visible, but I am crying inside.
It hurts. A lot.
Now you're gone again.
When you were gone the first time, I tried to forget about you.
And then you came back, I tried to ignore you to prevent myself from falling hard for you. I thought I could but how could I resist you when my heart longs for you?
So for the third time, I fall and...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: love, alcohol, confused, numb, senseless
(Music in the background: Out Of Reach by Gabrielle, Chasing Pavements by Adelle, Stay by Lisa Loeb, I Can’t Make You Love cover by Adelle, Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow, etc., etc.)
I think I have cried my eyes dry. Or so I thought. Lately, I have been feeling numb. I don’t know if it was the intensity of the emotions I feel or maybe I just don’t want to feel anymore so that when I have decided to say my goodbye, I won’t be affected as much. Yes, I am now torn into staying or letting go. And I think I have become attached to alcohol more than I would like to admit. I guess this is good so it will build up my tolerance for alcohol. And yes, it will also block any pain that comes my way.
It’s really heartbreaking to realize that I never truly had his heart as he claimed. Wherein I have come into terms with my past relationships and decided to move on, he hasn’t. And here I thought I was the one who helped him get through his darkest days, as he once told me. Unfortunately, I have come to realize that wasn’t so.
Yes, I love him but do you ever get that feeling that you also want to let go to make him happy? It's a risk I am not sure I am willing to make. Maybe not just yet. But I know you'd all say I should let go and move on.
I really want to talk to the girl. But I don't know if that would be a good idea. I hate her. There, I've said it. I hate her for making him feel this way, for not shutting up when she could h...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: cheating wife
Ano magagandang kwento sa cheating wifes? Suggest naman po kayo :) wala na kong mabasa tungkol sa cheating wife masyado eh :D
Gusto ko reng story yung mga cheating wife, tapos incest (Father-Daughter) gusto ko daddy tawag nila :)
Kayo? Ano gusto nyong topic ng story? :)...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Pain, regret, lost love, replaceable
Inspired by the song Am I That Easy To Forget by Engelbert Humperdinck
“They say you've found somebody new,”
No she’s not someone new. She was his first love, and still is his love
“But that won't stop my loving you.
I just can't let you walk away,
Forget the love I had for you.”
I can’t just let you go without a fight. Will I win, though?
“Guess I could find somebody, too,
But I don't want no one but you.
How could you leave without regret?”
And you said that you’d have no one else after me. Now it makes me laugh bitterly.
“Am I that easy to forget?”
Seems the case, I can easily be replaced.
“Before you leave be sure you find
You want her love much more than mine.”
Though you say you both can’t have a relationship, you know that you’d jump into each other’s arms if no one was in the way.
“'Cause I'll just say we've never met,
If I'm that easy to forget.”
I’ll have to push all our memories at the back of my mind, my consciousness, until I have completely forgotten about you. Because no matter what I do, no matter how long we’ve been together and we’ve been through together, I can never compare to a decade of regret you have with h...