Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: love, True love, Emotional, alcohol inspired
I love you and you know that. I have loved no one as much as I love you. At this moment, I am not in my right mind as it is clouded by alcohol: alcohol that I have been taking since yesterday. I tried to take my life but I was such a coward. I felt the pain of the blade cutting my flesh and I couldn’t go through it. It hurt. Or maybe, I wasn’t drunk enough to not feel the pain.
Hey, don’t cry. I’m not worth it. I could never compare to your one great love who has resurfaced. She still is the one your heart cries and long for. As for me, what can I do? Though in appearance I am the prettiest among the girls you’ve had but your eyes find her prettier than me. Though I have been with you for the past years, yet your heart has remained true to her.
It’s such a sad reality when I realize your heart never truly belonged to me. All those years, those times when you professed your love for me, suddenly, all felt like a lie now. At this moment, I want to remove myself from the equation and leave you and her to continue what could have been, should have been and would have been. That’ll remove all the what if’s in your mind.
As for me, I’m not sure how I’ll do that but you know, I’m willing to help you. It’s weird that even if I am hurting, I still want to help you. Maybe I’ve finally realized what true love is all about. That even if you’re hurting, you would do your be...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: sex, Big Boobs, Trip, BDSM, Lyrics, Fun, joke, sorry, Lol, sabog, lutang, baliw, I, will, stop, now
So.... yeah... now what? xD I suppose I should start with the infamous "apple". First of all, I didn't even called her that in the last blog. Second, I don't deny nor confirm your hunch kasi mamaya isipin niyo I deny it kasi siya nga. Third, walang third xD.
I don't know why I said that... Ilang araw palang naman nung nakilala ko siya, and it was too soon to say something like that. A tip for the bois out there, try not to say thing's too soon, you might end up knowing that it won't go your way. AGAIN mga ate't kuya, walang hidden meaning to, at wala akong pinapatamaan. Just food for thought.
Anyways, fortunately... she is very charming (no visual contact yet? Maybe? but I just know) she's pleasant but still have a hint of cleverness to her. Refined but still clumsy... and I'm sure a whole lot more. I get the feeling na the more I get to know of her, good or bad, I'm sure I'd like her for who and what she is.
Enough about her hahaha xD So 15 days went so fast. Barely noticed. Fisnished my very first series today. Light up those fireworks and celebrate me B) (as if nigga) Every episode got more than a thousand views (which is awesome) hindi ko nalang iisipin na baka hindi big deal ang quality, I'll just consider myself a freakin Shakesphere (as if nigga)
Have you seen em yet? No? Go check em out. I think it's in a nice spot in the novice level. (Says who?)
Know where the line is and don't ever forget it. Off limits so back o...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Weird, real, Meh, Rubbish, Crap
Boredom makes you do weird things, well, this is one of mine. Almost haven't slept for a day while writing this rubbish. Reasons? Nothing, I just don't feel like sleeping.
Made this account 11 days ago, but been here even waaay back. Couldn't make an account for some legality reasons. I'm not really into reading that much. No novels and such. Just here and some other sites, all erotic.
Met a lot of nice people, well, I guess if you consider talking to them for a few minutes counts. I started visiting the chat room on my 2nd day of signing up. It's neat. I could definitely compare it to a classroom. Except it's as if everyone else knows everyone else. Except for newbies. At first I was a bit skeptic about their inside jokes and such. Terms, nicknames, and what not. It's actually fascinating. Like a classroom full of students, I noticed who were obviously the main players, usuals. Then there's those who are incredibly nice. If there are nice, so there are... hmm... not nice (perhaps?) but I don't really know anyone so I won't judge.
One thing I noticed, it's a bit frustrating to get noticed by the ones who you want to notice you. You just can't say "Notice me! Senpai!" like a flirty japanese chick with a high pitched voice. Or maybe it's just me. Lol.
Between you and me reader... I got my eye on this one woman. (Whom shall not be named) She's nice... like really nice, or perhaps I just misunderstood. Men always have a hard time differenti...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: office, fantasy, boss, straight
I need to get this off my chest kasi it's been bothering me for a year now.
I am a straight woman, between 25-32 years old. I am working in the back office segment of a big BPO in Manila. I had a boyfriend when I was starting to notice these weird feelings towards my boss.
She's our director and my boss' boss. As far as I know straight din sya and married to a guy from another BPO. Wala silang kids.
Una pa lang naming pagkikita, I was drawn to her because she's smart, and genuine (at least to me). She's also a breath of fresh air because of her unconventional way of getting things done. May mga similarities din yung philosophies at napagdaanan namin sa buhay kaya mabilis napalagay loob ko sa kanya.
Nung una wala naman kami masyadong interaction but due to changes in organization, naging magkatrabaho kami in a project. Dito ko nalaman na appreciative sya kapag she sees that you are very competent in what you do.
Sa dalas din ng interactions namin, napansin ko na touchy sya. Kapag natatapos yung meetings namin, lagi syang umaakbay at habang tumatagal, dumadalas na yumayakap sya sa akin. Whether dahil masaya sya or stressed, napapansin ko na madalas nya kong niyayakap na tumatagal nang several minutes minsan. Minsan naman kapag informal meeting, bigla na lang nyang lalaruin yung buhok ko at minsan pa, inayos nya yung strap ng bra ko nung napansin nyang medyo lumalabas sa sleeveless dress ko. Madalas din syang nagcocommen...
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: love, Pain, my pain, country
You are sick, but I am far
You need me, but I'm in war
I can't stay for too long
so please, be strong!
I am a warrior who fight for the land
at the same time, a man who loves someone
I love my country, so I fight
I love you, so I must sacrife
This is to protect each one of you
I leave my home just to defend you
My love died without me in her side
I hurts but i must stand to fight
For my country, for my duty
For the people entrusted in me
I cry, I sobbed alone
bear the deepest pain on my own......
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Haist sama sa loob ko si crush my gf at loyal,gusto ko na sabhin sakanya kaso ntatakot naman ako mareject di ko naman gusto ng relasyon from him,gusto ko lang company niya.Di ko naman sya love talagang gusto ko lang yung lage sya nakakausap pasimple ako hinge ng advice skanya about it,sabe niya try ko daw sabhin. anu kaya the.best gawen nababaliw na ako...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Di na naman ako makatulog.
Ilang gabi na akong balisa.Sa ka isip sayo. Na di naman dapat kasi hindi naman ako sumasagi sa isipan mo ni minsan. Ang saklap lang. Bakit nga ba ako nag tyaga sa’yo gayong alam ko naman wala din akong mapapala say o.Tulad nila sasaktan mo lang ako. Tulad nila pa iyakin mo din ako. Minsan nga iniisip ko wala na bang ibang choice kundi ikaw? Meron namang iba kung tutuusin pero ang atribida kong puso, ayaw sa iba,gusto ikaw lang.Langya! Ikaw na halos di ako lingonin. Na kina kausap lang ako para tanungin kung anong oras na.Minsan tuloy gusto ko manging relo para kapit na lang lagi sa’yo eh kaso naging tao ako.Walang magawa kung hindi mahalin ka at nag ba kasali na matipuhan mo din ako.Waahhh hugot na!
Ang lakas ng kabog ng puso ko tuwing magka salubong tayo.Minsan akala ko himatayin na ako sa tuwa ng minsan binati mo ako. Feeling ko nun mas maganda pa ako kay Miss Universe. Maliit na bagay lang pero di mo alam maligaya na ako.
Kaya lang ngayon, sa ilang gabi at araw na rin akong nag muni muni,dapat nga bang mahalin ka ng ganito? Na alam ko naman kahit kalian wala talagang pag-asa na mahalin mo ako.Lagi na lang ako iiyak sa tuwing nakikita na may kausap o kasamang iba. At sa pag-iyak ko ni hindi yun maging dahilan na kilananin mo pa ako ng husto.Kasi nga hindi mo naman ako gusto talaga.
Eto nga naiiyak na naman ako.Ilang beses ko na sinabi sa sarili ko di ka dapat iyakan at sayang lang luha k...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Romance, love hurts.
Ano ba ang ibig sabihin ng salitang pag-ibig?
May halaga pa ba ito kung sa isang relasyon winawalang bahala ito? Para bang ang nangyayari ay sa una lang ang pag-ibig at sa katagalan ay nawawala kung kaya't humahantong sa hiwalayan ang dalawang magkatipan. At sa iba naman ay hindi pag ibig ang nadarama,kundi pagnanasa.balot ang puso ng pagnanasang makalaman kung kaya't natatabunan ang tunay na kapangyarihan na maaaring ihatid ng tunay na pag-ibig..
PARA SA INYO ANO ANG PAG-IBIG.?ANO ANG HALAGA NITO AT ANO MALALIM NA PAGKAKAALAM NYO TUNGKOL DITO..
Lahat tayo ay pananaw tungkol dito. Pero magkakaiba, Ngayon subukan natin ang ating sarili pag aralan at bulayin kung ano ang kapangyarihan ng tunay na pag-ibig.
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: survey, truth, behind the lies
Lahat naman siguro ay dumaan na sa isang relasyon,.matagal man o panandalian ito parin ay matatawag na affair.
Kung kayo ay may kasalukuyang relasyon,ano ang status ng relasyon nyo ng bf/gf mo?masaya ba kayo?going strong?nasa healthy relationship ba kayo?.o nasa bangayan stage kayo,.o tampuhan,iringan,away dito at away dun..may gap na sa isa't-isa..o yung nasa critical stage na..yun bang malapit ng maghiwalay,..
Ngayon nais ko sanang malaman dito sa fss member kung sino nga ba ang unang gumagawa ng kataksilan sa isang relasyon,na siyang nagiging dahilan ng pag-aaway ng dalawang lovers at dahilan ng paghihiwalay..kung nais nyo pong maki sali sa talakayang ito,malaya po kayong ipahayag ang inyong saloobin.at para rin mabigyan natin ng daan ang bawat isa kung ano ba ang pananaw nila hinggil dito.kung ito ba'y dinanas nila o kaya sila ba'y nakaranas na sila yung unang nagtaksil sa kanilang karelasyon,.sige ngayon magpahayag na kayo ng saloobin nyo..
SINO BA ANG UNANG NAGTATAKSIL SA ISANG RELASYON?,.
...,.BABAE BA O LALAKE..,..
FEEL FREE TO COMMENT....THANKS.....
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: chat
For almost 2 months, I have been a member of this site, and syempre, naisipan ko din naman makijoin sa chatroom. Para kasing nagkakasiyahan ang mga tao, and okay din na makipag-chat sa mga tao dun. However, there are a few instances na ayaw kong makisali sa usapan, or hindi na lang ako tatambay sa chatroom.
It happened once, na tumambay ako sa chatroom, everything was well, until I experienced being trashtalked and insulted. Good thing someone out there stood up for me, pero at that time, natrauma talaga ako. 2 weeks din akong hindi nagsurface sa chat, dahil nga sa nangyaring yun.
Buti na lang at kahit papano, nakarecover ako. Pero still, fresh pa rin yung memory nun, at kapag may nangyayaring ganun sa chatroom, ayoko talagang tumambay.
Gusto ko ditong istress out yung rules and regulations sa chatroom na - DON'T BE A JERK.
Hindi man lahat ng sinasabi ng nasa chatroom ay dapat seryosohin, that doesn't mean you have the right to be an asshole. The chat room was made for socialization purposes, to have fun, to engage in good conversations with, and to get to talk with other members here. If you want to be an asshole, go find some place else. You are ruining the fun for everyone, and imbis na makapag-usap ng maayos ang members e nakakadisrupt ka.
Isa pa, if you are trying to pick a fight with people in the chatroom, take it somewhere else. Same with what I said on the previous paragraph.