Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Patience will always be a virtue.
4 years na kami ng bf ko. He courted me when I was still in 4th year high school. sinagot ko siya a day after my debut.
He is already 36 and presently working as an engineer abroad.
A month after our first anniversary, nag-abroad na siya. So basically, 3 years na kaming hindi nagkakasama.
Long distance it is. But we are surviving. Constant communication is what matters.
Alam mo yung kahis sobrang miss nyo na isat isa, you always find a way.
I miss him. He misses me. But what can we do? Patience and patience and patience lang talaga. Mahal namin ang isa't isa.
Tiis tiis lang siya kay Mariang Palad at tiis tiis din naman ako kay Lady's finger.
Isa pang taon, uuwi na siya. Uuwi for a vacation.
Ganun talaga. LDR is life.....
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
In my long years of being online, (oo na andito na ako may MIRC pa) I have observed quite a number of rhetorical questions. I have tried finding answers for them, but sadly I am still at a loss. Maybe your comments can help me find closure to these existential questions of mine:
a. If you're chatting online, isn't privacy waived? I mean, you put yourself out there to meet other people on this medium, then why answer questions with "That is privacy" (oo, mali pa ang english)
b. If you operate social media accounts, is there a rule on not sharing them for again, privacy reasons? I mean, you have them but you don't share them with everyone. Then, what's the use?
c. Can you love someone without trusting them? Shouldn't one be part of the other?
d. Will the past be ever done with you? I mean shouldn't the future be the main purpose rather than the what has been?
e. This I heard from one of the chatters a couple of day back. Bakit masarap ang bawal?
Just asking the questions. Care to share an answer?...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Wet, panghi
Girls, tanong lang. Bakit mas nakakalibog kapag may amoy something sa inyo lalo na kapag naghalo yung wetness at panghi? Thank you sa sasagot!...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: gifts, tokens, souvenirs
Feeling senti lang...
Ano ang mga naitago mong may sentimental value and ano ang story behind it. nakatago pa din ba or nawala na?
Some of mine are:
- 3 white roses as big as my closed fist. I hate roses, ayaw ko ng amoy for some reason pero when my dance partner gave it to me during my sr.prom, i pressed it between books to preserve it. sadly, binaha yung pinagtaguan kong box kaya lost it about a decade ago.
- an insulting caricature of me one night during a camp by my crush during college years. my nose was too big and my ears too hahaha. i still have it with me somewhere in my things sa bodega...well last i checked. hopefully it is still there.
- a pillow of one of my fave cartoon character. the only gift i received from my 2nd boyfriend in my 20s. still have it and nilalabhan ko para di gusgusin masyado. should i throw it away na?...
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
Today had been purdy rough. We had to go back to basics as our server was down (since Monday); work flow was just so slow. Sloth did not succumb me tho, but almost. Lol I have realized how I have relied too much on the convenience of technology ang just forgot how to do stuff manually.
Boss: Hindi ka kasi sanay.
Lol True! You do not have to rub it on to my face baws. :p
Anyway, good thing however, that I am taking things lightly these days. I am generally happy and calm and at peace in everything so I just shrug the negatives off and just work as usual. Nobody or nothing could ever ruin my mood just like that unlike before. I feel so detached from anything bad for my mind and emotions. Deadma! So far.
In a snap things changed from "I can see myself crumbling down right before my very eyes" to "things are falling into place". Most importantly I stopped dwelling on things that I have no control of which I could just do so much about. I keep on moving on. Splendid! Prayer is so powerful. I still have so much work to do tho but yeahh, great start. Teehee
I watched all the episodes of Th1rteen R3asons Why, Season 2 in one sitting (seating? dude this is tough, educate moi lol). Binged it! Worth it imho tho some might not agree with me but yep. It's one of the very very few series (that and Metantei Conan) that I am hyping for. Great lessons and values about friend...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: random, Point of views
Di dalawin ng antok kaya nagsulat nalang. Wala naman pumapasok na idea for a story so I came up with some random rumblings.
Bakit nga ba laging magkaiba ang Point Of Views ng babae at lalaki? When it comes to perspective, may it be in life.. love.. sex or just simple things, magkakontra o kundi man total opposite.. malayo ang diprensya. Sabi nga, Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. Dyan palang, worlds apart na, literally, nasa gitna ang Earth.
To illustrate the difference, here are some jokes and analogies I gather.. feel free to comment and lets start the battle. Round 1... fight!
Groom POV vs. Bride's:
The groom is smiling while his bride is walking down the aisle. His Bestman ask him why he is so happy and this is what he said... "Im marrying the one who gave me the best blowjob ever.."
The Bride is also having a blast.. so happy that one of her Bridesmaids ask her why she is very happy that she answered with... "Why wouldn't I? I have given my last blowjob!" :))
Ang lalaki pag bibili ng sapatos, pag-uwi ang dala.., sapatos!
Ang babae pag bibili ng sapatos, pag-uwi... may bag, may bagong blouse, may make up, may hikaw, bagong gupit at manicure.. pero nalimutan ang sapatos! :))
"Hon, malapit na ko. Sabayan mo ko.. ayan na Hon. Oooohhhhhhh!" at pinuno ng tamod niya ang puki ni babae. = Tr...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Incest
5:00 ng madaling araw ng magising ako sa tilaok ng mga tandang sa paligid. Nasa probinsya ako para sa isang bakasyon. Sumisilip sa silid na aking tinutuluyan ang liwanag ng ilaw na nagmumula sa kusina. Madilim pa ang paligid pero bumangon na ako. Binuksan ko ang bintana at huminga ng malalim. Ang sarap ng samyo ng hangin sa nayon. Nakakapagbigay ng kakaibang saya sa puso ng sinomang mula sa siudad na ang hangin ay halos usok na ang bumubuo. Lumabas na ako sa silid at tinungo ang kusina. Inabutan ko ang pinsan kong si Danielle. Nakaupo at kaharap ang isang mug na umuusok ang laman. Ang sarap ng halimuyak ng kape. Tumingin sa akin ang pinsan ko. Napatitig din ako. Nakasuot lang siya ng manipis na sandong puti at pajama.
"O kuya gising ka na pala" sabi nito.
"Oo insan" sagot ko naman. "Punta lang ako sa bathroom sandali" pahabol ko.
Pagbalik ko sa kusina nagulat ako. May nagsalita sa likod ko. Si Daniella.
"Halika kuya" sambit nito. "Kape tayo" dagdag niya sabay abot ng mug na may mainit na kape.
Pagkaabot nito sa mug ay inilapit nito ang bibig sa aking tenga at binulungan ako.
"Kuya Gex, PARA KANINO KA GUMIGISING?" tanong nito.
Napangiti ako sabay sagot ko, "PARA SA MAINIT NA KAPE."
Tumawa kaming dalawa.
"Kampay para sa mga adik sa kape" sigaw nito at sabay tawanan na naman. =)...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Incest, mature, Friend, help
Hi! May hinahanap akong story. I don't know if dito ko nabasa yun or what. Pero, please do help. Anyway, ito yung gist ng story.
Brother and sister sila, and may nangyari between them. Yung kaibigan ng guy ay nagkaroon ng encounter sa isang convenience store with his mom even before they met. After that, pumunta yung friend ni brother sa bahay nila para magbakasyon ata or something. Then, nagkagulatan sila nung mother. Makapal mukha nung friend ni brother so di niya tinigilan yung mother hanggang may mangyari sa kanila.
Sorry, ang gulo. But please reply if you know the title of the story. Thank you!...
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Thoughts
Naalala na naman kita. Tangina.
Iang linggo ba? Buwan? O 'wag mo sabihing taon ang aabutin na ganito ako? Grabe naman!
Ano? Araw araw nalang?
Araw araw nalang ako gigising na mabigat na agad yung loob ko?
Araw araw ko nalang uumpisahan yung araw ko na pilit yung mga ngiti ko?
Araw araw nalang na ang sikip sikip ng dibdib ko?
Araw araw ba talaga? Hindi ba pwedeng every other day?!
Ano?! Sagutin mo naman! Ayoko na sa'yo e!
Ayoko na. Ayoko na nito.
Ang sakit sakit kaya.
Ayaw ko na umiyak...
Ayaw na kita maalala. Ni amoy mo sa damit ng katabi ko sa jeep, ayoko malanghap. Nasasaktan ako kahit fabcon lang yon. Pucha.
Ayaw na kita mamiss. Nagtatrabaho ako ng maayos, tapos makikita ko mannerisms mo dun sa ka-officemate ko.
Literal, nabadtrip ako. Saya e. Ang saya, sobra.
Di ko na mabilang kung ilang buntung hininga na nagawa ko habang tinatype ko 'to.
Nakakatawa na ako yung #1 listener ng mga katrabaho o kaibigan ko sa mga lovelife nila, pero pag sa akin di ko ma-open sa kanila.
Naalala ko kasi palaging, walang tayo. Wala.
Napapagod na ko agad sa sarili ko.
Bakit kasi ginawa kitang source of happiness ko.
Bakit kasi tinotoo ko yung mga bagay na dapat biruan lang.
Bakit kasi ang landi mo!
At bakit naman kasi ang rupok ko! Naku naman!
Posted in Blog: English | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: Blog
I was triggered when I've read something in here and all the sarcasm and rudeness went thru my ears up to my head. Hahaha!
So just in case you haven't read this yet, let me share this to you with all the emphasis in every word. Let me repeat. In. Every. Word.
"Listen. Listen. Listen. If you are a virgin and waiting for marriage, that's wonderful and I celebrate and honor you for that. HOWEVER, that doesn't give you the right to turn your nose up to those of US who are not and are waiting for marriage. Purity is MORE THAN your legs being closed. It's a reflection of WHAT'S IN YOUR HEART. Turning your nose up like you are better than someone who did fall into pre-marital sex shows a self-righteous heart. Your Virginity is only as good as your heart towards others.
YOU CAN'T BE VIRTUOUS AND VICIOUS AT THE SAME TIME."...