MidLifeCrisis

Joined: September 7, 2013 (3 years old)
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And I Miss IT So

Submitted by on November 21, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, English | Categories: Romance | Tags:

You smiled, I took a deep breath and a soft moan escaped my lips when your mouth claimed mine and our tongues dueled for control.

Your left hand pulled my body closer to you while your right was cupping my breast, doing traces along my nipples urging them to surrender to your touch. Those three motions combined sent a thousand shivers down my spine that I had to wrap my arms around your neck clinging for support.

Our breaths were ragged when you finally let go of my mouth. Then you eased down and planted kisses on my neck, my collarbone and my soft breasts. You tasted, nibbled and sucked my erect nips. I pushed you down to my belly and even further until I could feel your warm breath against my mound.

You buried your face between my thighs, licked me up and down, used your tongue to draw circles on my bud and finally sucked my core which opened the floodgates of my first orgasm.

Then you guided me to lie on my stomach and you positioned yourself on top of me. My body was tensed with anticipation for your every movement and I gasped when I felt your hard manhood gaining entrance into my dripping glory.

I bit my lips when the full length of you had finally invaded my soul.

With your left hand pinching my nipple and your right teasing my wet pea, you started rocking my body with your deep thrusts. Ahhhhhhh.... Why did it feel so right to be your mate?

I was totally lost in the music which our bodies
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Panunukso

Submitted by on November 15, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Nitong mga nakaraang araw
Ako'y laging dinadalaw
At iyong binubulahaw
Ang puso kong ayaw pagalaw

Kapag d mo ako tinigilan
Baka ako ay tatablan
At muling pagbibigyan
Ang tawag ng aking laman

Mga salita mong nang-aakit
Ay hindi mawawaglit
Sa isipan ko ay kumakapit
Lalo na kapag ako'y nakapikit

Mga daliri mo at dila
Sa gitna ng aking hiwa
Samahan pa ng iyong sandata
Tiyak ako'y lalabasan na

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Paglisan

Submitted by on November 10, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Ako'y nangungulila
Sa twing ika'y naaalala
Ang sugat ay lumalala
Hanggang ako'y nakapagpasya

Pagnanasa ko sayo
Ay dapat ko ng ihinto
Ako'y pansamantalang lalayo
Baka sakaling eto'y maglaho

Ngunit sa aking paglisan
Dadalhin ko sa aking isipan
Kung pano ako nilabasan
Sa twing ika'y pinagnasaan

At sana kahit minsan
Lagusan ko'y iyong pakialaman
At sa aki'y iparamdam
Ang rurok ng kaluwalhatian

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Pagkahumaling

Submitted by on November 6, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Hindi ko akalain
Ako'y maging alipin
Sa isang adhikain
Na ikaw ay maangkin

Pagnanasa ko sa 'yo
Ay hindi parang bagyo
Na kusang lumalayo
Pagkatapos nitong bumayo

Tanong ko sa aking sarili
Lagi nalang bang mga daliri
Ang syang yayari
Sa basa kong ari

Umbok ay hinihimas
Sa twing lalabas
Ang malagkit kong katas
Sa bukanang madulas

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Pantasya

Submitted by on November 3, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Nung ika'y nakilala
Puso ko'y natulala
Ano bang iyong ginawa?
Para mo akong ginayuma

Ang gabing madilim
Ay saksi ng aking lihim
Pano kitang pinatikim
Sa balak kong maitim

T'wing ako'y iidlip
Lagi kong naiisip
Ang iyong pagsisipsip
Sa bukanang masikip

Sa madaling salita
Ako ay namamasa
Sa gitna ng aking hiwa
May katas na rumagasa

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Pangarap

Submitted by on November 1, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Bakit sa twing ako'y nag-iisa
Pangalan mo ang naalala?
Pwede ba aking sinta
Ako'y wag ng pahirapan pa?

Habang ako'y nakahiga
Kamay ko ay nangangapa
Sa gitna ng aking hiwa
Sana ikaw ay nakadila

Mata ko ay ipinikit
Iniisip ang mga labing magkadikit
Kelan ko kaya makamit
Ang pagsasaluhan nating langit?

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Ikaw at ang Malikot Kong Imahinasyon

Submitted by on October 27, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: First Time, Toys and Masturbation | Tags:

Since the first time I saw your name sa chatbox, you have become a constant visitor sa malikot kong imahinasyon. Lagi na kitang naiisip, to think na mabibilang lang ng mga daliri sa kamay ang mga times na nakikita kitang mag-online.

I've been a daydreamer eversince I was young and truth is, I do it all my idle moments especially before going to bed at hindi lang isang simpleng daydream ang nagagawa ko kapag ikaw na ang sumasagi sa aking isipan.

And my imagination of you has become hotter ngayong kainitan ng discussion about sa FSS party.

Minsan...Pinag-usapan na naman sa chatroom ang tungkol sa party at 'yon ang naiwanan kong topic before ako nag-logout.

After saying goodnight to the imaginary you, the "events" of the planned party began to unfold infront of my closed eyes....

Venue: Isang private residence sa isang subdivision sa Paranaque. The place consisted of three connecting structures, the center being the main house where the master’s bedroom is located and one guest room, the left wing is where the entertainment room and two other guest rooms are housed and in the right wing are four more guest rooms. At the heart of the premises is the swimming pool where the “main” event of the party is going to be held.

Time:2pm
Date: February 7, 2014

The party starts at the entertainment room with the simple introduction of the guest...

Mark, My FuBu

Submitted by on October 19, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: First Time | Tags: ,

Luha... Tanduay Ice ... And Sex...

Yan ang mga karamay ko when my heart was broken the 2nd time around. Tatlong beses pa lang akong nasaktan ng todo ng dahil sa pag-ibig at sa pangalawang beses na eto nakilala ko ang salitang fubu or fuck buddy.

It was a sunny Friday in July, the day before my 42nd birthday and I was in the office working in silence when I received a text message from Bryan...

"I'm sorry. It's over. Please don't try to contact me again.."

It took more than a minute for the text message to sink in and when it did my whole body went numb. I felt like the world just caved in and I was gasping for breath. I stood up and just before the first bout of sobs broke I managed to ask my bff John to accompany me outside. Ang sakittttttttttt.... hiyaw ko nung nasa labas na kami ng office. Inalalayan lang ako ni John palabas ng building hanggang sa makarating kami sa sasakyan nya at doon na nya ako sinabihang to let it all out.

Taga Florida si Bryan and he was of German-Italian-Polish descent. He was 5'9", maputi, medium-built at halatang nag gy-gym and he was 13 years older than me. He was divorced and was one of our managers sa aming Florida office, so that was how we knew each other.

Naging boyfriend ko si Bryan for almost one year at sa panahong iyon sobra ko syang minahal. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ganun nalang...

Another Babe!

Submitted by on October 11, 2013 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Lesbian Sex | Tags: ,

Dati ang akala ko when you have sex with a lesbian eh dildo agad pumapasok sa isipan ko. Kasi pano ba lalabasan ang isang lesbian dba? Dko naman maisip na kung ako ung gf nung lesbian eh didilaan at sisipsipin ko din clit nya for her to cum. Parang kadiri. And I just couldn't see myself doing that to a woman like me. Mas masarap pa din isubo ang sandata ng lalaki. So all along that was what I thought --- Lesbian = Dildo.

Until.....

Her: Talaga? 35 ka na? Parang nasa mid 20s ka pa lang ah!
Me: Owsss? Wag na mambola, bilog na ako.
Her: D nga?
Me: Uu nga 35 na ako, mag 36 na next month.
Her: Yay! Birthday mo pala next month, ano gusto mong birthday gift?
Me: Ikaw!

And that was June 2006. Nine months after my worst heartache. I considered that as my worst heartache kasi sobrang minahal ko si Paul, ang tanging lalaking nakaukit sa puso at isipan ko sa mahabang panahon. June 1990 nung una ko syang minahal at September 2005 nung winasak nya ang lahat ng pangarap namin ng dahil lang sa isang babae. Isang babaeng binuntis nya habang ako'y nagtatrabaho sa ibang bansa.

Yeah, so, I was working abroad nung nangyari ang karanasan kong eto. Sa isang bansa kung saan accepted ang LGBT. Walang paki ang mga tao kahit mag PDA pa ung mga gay couples sa mall or anywhere public basta ba hindi lang mghuhubad sa harapan nila. And respected ang mga eto dito. Hindi tulad sa atin na kinakantyawan ang mga bading...

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