MidLifeCrisis

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Abutin Natin Ang Langit

Submitted by on June 26, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Tagalog | Categories: First Time | Tags:

Flight PR731
13:30hrs

"Cabin crew, take off stations please."

Eto ang bumasag sa aking pagmumuni-muni, hudyat na ilang minuto nalang kami ay lilipad na paalis sa Suvarnabumi International Airport.

It was a sunny afternoon where I was at sabi ng nakausap ko mga ilang minuto bago ang boarding ay maaliwalas naman daw ang kalangitan sa Manila. Kaya panatag ang loob kong inihilig ang aking ulo sa may bintana gamit ang maliit na in-flight pillow.

Namumungay ang aking mga mata senyales sa napipintong pagkaidlip nung napansin ko ang aking katabi. Yakap nito ang maliit na unan at nakayuko, nakapikit at mukhang nasa dreamland na.

Ano ba 'yan, hindi pa man kami nag-take off tulog na.

Pakialam mo, eh sa antok sya.

As usual kinakausap ko na naman ang aking sarili. What else was new anyway? Kapag mga ganitong sitwasyon na nag-iisa lang ako ay nakasanayan ko ng sinasagot ang sariling mga tanong.

So I was peeking at this guy who was wearing a yellow t-shirt paired with machine-washed jeans and a black baseball cap. He looked to me like he was a seaman by profession. Napansin ko kasi madaming semen errr seamen akong nakasabay sa eroplano at ina-assume ko lang na isa sya sa mga 'yon.

Bahagya akong humarap sa kanya para mapagmasdang mabuti ang kanyang anyo.

May itsura ang naturang lalaki, moreno at kahit nakatagilid eto sa akin ay napansin ko ang kanyang maka...

"Oist! Bumaba Ka Naman"

Submitted by on June 15, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance, One Night Stand | Tags:

"Oist! Bumaba ka naman sa lupa ;)"

"Lolz, mas magandang panoorin ka dito sa taas :D"

"Hmpf! Sige ka kapag ako nagsawa kakaantay sa 'yo sa baba ako na ang aakyat dyan."
Napangiti ako habang minamasdan ko ang maamo niyang mukha na kanina pa himbing sa pagtulog. Naglakbay ang aking alaala sa mga nangyari.

Paano nga ba kami magkasama ngayon?

I remember it was a typical Friday morning for me. I woke up around 5am tapos kahit nakapikit pa ang aking isang mata ay kinuha ko kaagad ang aking cellphone sa tabi ng aking unan at nag-login sa FSS.

Hindi masyadong nakakaintriga ang mga recent comments at wala ding mga new posts kaya naisipan kong pumasok sa chatroom para tingnan kung sino ang mga naka-online. At andun ang hindi ko inaasahang mag-online ng ganung oras, si crush!

Napangiti ako habang tinitigan ko ang name niya. At bigla kong naisipan ang isang kapilyahan.

Nag-compose ako ng isang maigsing mensahe. And....

          Successfully sent to recipient: _ _ _ _ _ _

It was 5am when I sent him that one-liner message but it took him almost 8 hours to reply! Although one-liner lang din ang sagot niya pero kinilig ako, at dahil dun buong maghapon akong parang lumulutang sa cloud 9. Ang babaw nga naman ng kaligayahan ko. Ni-reply lang ni crush sumaya na agad ang araw.

Pero ang akala ko'y simula ng magandang palitan ng private mes...

Happy Father's Day

Submitted by on June 14, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags:

Sa lahat ng tatay lalo na sa mga tatay na at the same ay siya ring tumayong nanay sa kanyang mga anak ----

Happy fathers day sa inyo....

Sana'y ipagpatuloy ninyo ang inyong pagiging ulirang ama.  

Some of you may not be good husbands or boyfriends but I know when it comes to your kids you are the best dads they could ever have.  

Here's a song to all of you.  Another fave from my collection of emo songs.



And here's another cute video.  Share ko lang as a tribute to all the dads out there :)

Enjoy your special day, guys ;)

...

Top 3 na taga-FSS na gustong maka-date

Submitted by on May 19, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Natanong na 'to sa chatroom kagabi.  I think si babe (boobsy) ang nagbato ng tanong na 'to. (babe, pahiram muna ng tanong ha? ;))

So taga-FSS, 

Sino ang top three (na taga-FSS) on your list na gusto nyong maka-date "one on one"?

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Bakit? (dapat kasi may reason kung bakit, wag random :P)

(Bahala na kayo kung anong klaseng date yan at kung saan :D... at pwede din namang lumagpas sa 3 basta andun 'yong top 3..)

...

Squirting - Paano Nga Ba?

Submitted by on May 11, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Just wanna share something that I "discovered" recently.  Although it was not the first time that I squirted, but it definitely made another first in my book of erotic adventures.

Bakit? Kasi it was my first time na sobrang nabasa 'yong likod ng shorts ko I really thought I peed on it.

Sabi nga nila, 'yon ang tinatawag na female ejaculation, and I squirted a healthy amount at that, like akala ko it all came from my bladder which was practically empty at that time kasi katatapos ko lang umihi before doing the deed.

So here was what happened...

I started with the usual gentle touch on my bud down there tapos sinabayan ko lang ng laro sa nips.  I was not really wet sa simula pero knowing me kapag nag-start na akong maglaro (lalo na sasabayan ng uneven breathing at mumunting pagsinghap ng isang guy from the other side of the globe) madali akong mag-init at mag-wet. (Though depende na rin sa guy how he handles the session, or maybe sabi nila, it takes two to tango.

So I was into rubbing my clit with my middle finger and pinching my nips when I remembered what my ka-SOP told me a few nights before, "ang hirap humabol sa 'yo. pero masarap pa din naman.. kaya lang ang hirap humabol.." (Ang hirap humabol kasi ambilis kong labasan lalo na kung lalakeng-lalake ang boses ng guy at masarap siyang mag-moan :D)

With his words in mind, I diverted the directio...

Taglibog .... Na Naman ....

Submitted by on April 27, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Confession: Taglish | Categories: Toys and Masturbation | Tags:

Naranasan nyo na ba 'yong feeling na sobrang libog nyo na at gusto nyong manghila ng kung sino nalang because you wanted more than what masturbation could offer? Effing frustrating dba? Lalo na kung umiiral pa din 'yong morals mo over your libog!

I have this abdominal cramps again since Tuesday night and I thought baka magkakarun lang ako kaya masakit puson ko. When I woke up the following day I still had the cramps but no period came so I said to myself, "makapag-DIY nga, baka libog lang 'to".

So while nakababad ang likod ko sa maligamgam na tubig from the shower ay pumikit na ako at nilaro ang aking clit and nips. But after a few minutes of rubbing and pinching ay di pa din ako nilabasan kaya tinapos ko nalang ang aking pagligo then I went to the office with the discomfort in my belly still there.

I had a busy morning and while I was doing my "rounds", I could feel my clit rubbing against my panty and the wetness starting to soak the fabric. It felt agonizingly nice and I had to let out a few soft moans to ease the discomfort. I desperately wanted to touch my wet pussy. And I was seconds away from grabbing my crush who happens to be one of my officemates. If only he's not married and if only his wife is not a friend, I could have seduced him a long time ago.

So I had to endure that tormenting feeling for like an hour, kasi andami pang tinanong 'yong isa kong kaofficemate and when I finally had the chance to sit down, na-feel ko n...

Ikaw Pa Rin - Chapter 3

Submitted by on April 15, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

"How did it taste, hon? My cum, I mean.."
Bungad sa akin ni Edward nung nasa loob na kami ng kwarto. Tama nga ako, nasa isang motel nga kami sa may Pasay.

"Hmmm... I didn't have the chance to taste it eh.  Nag-shoot kasi sa throat ko kaya nilunok ko agad.  'Yon namang natira eh nahalo na sa laway ko so I dunno... Pero wala naman akong naamoy and wala ding after taste." Pag-eexplain ko habang tinanggal ko ang aking suot na 3-inch wedge.

"Kasi first time ko nga na may lumunok sa cum ko kaya I was thinking kung may amoy ba or may ibang lasa bakit ayaw lunukin ni Angela or kahit 'yong ibang mga babaeng naikama ko."

"Ahhhh, ewan ko pero wala namang amoy.  Baka ayaw lang nila. Or baka love lang kitang talaga." Pagtatapos ko sabay pasok ko sa banyo dala ang maliit kong mouthwash.

Pagkatapos kong magmumog ay bumalik na ako sa kama at humiga.  Si Edward naman ay hawak ang remote control ng TV at naghanap ng magandang palabas. Nag-stop siya sa isang local channel at lumapit na sa kama.  Umusog ako sa may gitna ng bed to give Edward his space.  He took off his shoes at humiga na din siya sa aking tabi.

Kinabig niya ako palapit sa kanya at inakap.  Nakaunan ako sa braso niya habang nanonood kami ng TV. 

"Hon, I love you." Bulong ni Edward.

At naramdamanan kong...

Ikaw Pa Rin - Chapter 2

Submitted by on April 14, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

“Hon, wait for me at Bay 18. I am almost at the airport already. Car’s a black Fortuner , XEG 212

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang iisipin ko after I read Edward’s message.

Bakit? And tanging natanong ko sa aking sarili.

Hindi ako nag-reply sa text ni Edward, instead I put my cellphone back inside my back pocket and waited for my baggage. Ilang minuto pa’y hila-hila ko na eto palabas ng airport.

Habang naglalakad ay iniisip ko kung aantayin ko ba si Edward o hindi.

Kung aantayin ko siya para ano pa? Di ba wala na kami dapat? Di ba natanggap ko na naman ‘yon na wala na siya sa buhay ko? Niloloko ko lang ba ang sarili ko nung sinabi ko ditong tanggap ko ng wala na si Edward?

“Hon?”

I was so deep in my own thoughts that I didn’t notice a dark-tinted black Fortuner pulled up. And there he was standing in front of me wearing a red polo shirt, faded blue jeans and dark shades. Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng aking puso.  

Nakatayo lang ako habang nakatitig kay Edward. Hindi ko alam kung paano mag-react.  Like barely four hours ago I was crying because he broke my heart by sending me that fateful text. And now here he was, standing in front of me, smiling with his sweet face that could melt any woman's heart.

Nung nakita niyang nakatulala lang...

Ikaw Pa Rin - Chapter 1

Submitted by on April 12, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

"Hon, I'm sorry. I love you, but ..... I love her more...."
Nasa gate G-5 ako ng Changi Airport waiting for my flight to be called for boarding when I received that text message from Edward, my online boyfriend of one month.

Hindi ako makapaniwalang he ended "us" just when the waiting was almost over. I only had to take the three-hour flight to Manila and we could have been together, we could have done all those crazy things we talked about every day for the past month since we "met" sa isang adult site where we both were members.

Para akong sinakluban ng langit at lupa nung nabasa ko ang text niya na 'yon. I fucking loved him and he said he loved me too, not just once but so many times since we started talking and texting sa Viber.

Hindi ko namalayan ang paglabas ng aking mga luha, and everything became a blur from that moment on until I found myself on seat 73L inside Flight PR780.

"Ang sakit!"

Para akong namatayan ng kamag-anak habang walang tigil ang impit na pag-iyak sa loob ng eroplano.

Alam kong mahirap paniwalaan na ganun ko kamahal si Edward kasi hindi pa naman kami nagkita sa personal pero talagang sobrang sakit ang naramdaman ko nung mga oras na yon.

Ang dami kong tanong sa sarili na alam kong hindi na masasagot kasi there was no point in asking them anyway. Edward decided for both of us at hindi ako pwed...

A Week That Was .... My First FSS GEB Memoirs

Submitted by on March 30, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

10:08 am

My flight was finally airborne which means I was inevitably leaving the place where I spent the last eight nights. I was also leaving behind the people who had added another chapter to my book of happy and erotic memories.

I remember it was sometime in October of last year when a "meet-up" was discussed in whispers until it became a full-blown discussion in the chatroom and in the blogs/comments. It was, then, called the first FSS GEB.

The date of the GEB as initially discussed was sometime in February.

It was during the initial planning stage when I fell for one of my "crushes" and because I was so into the said event, I wrote my first story/confession na GEB-inspired at si "crush" ang bida doon.

Then the group which was later on called the ExeCom moved the date to March 29. Since we already had the date, I booked my flight as early as November 5 (yeah, I know what you're saying under your breath right now, "hindi ako masyadong excited" :D).

Well, actually, it was more of para makamura ako sa airfare and also para I won't change my mind kasi knowing me, sabog-sabog ang utak ko when it comes to planning. Sa sobrang spontaneous kong tao, I could change my mind in a heartbeat, depende sa mood ko yan. So para mafix yong mindset ko to attend the GEB I had to ensure my booking. Kasi kapag may ticket na, syempre, I would b...

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