MidLifeCrisis

Joined: September 7, 2013 (3 years old)
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Ikaw Pa Rin - Chapter 2

Submitted by on April 14, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

“Hon, wait for me at Bay 18. I am almost at the airport already. Car’s a black Fortuner , XEG 212

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang iisipin ko after I read Edward’s message.

Bakit? And tanging natanong ko sa aking sarili.

Hindi ako nag-reply sa text ni Edward, instead I put my cellphone back inside my back pocket and waited for my baggage. Ilang minuto pa’y hila-hila ko na eto palabas ng airport.

Habang naglalakad ay iniisip ko kung aantayin ko ba si Edward o hindi.

Kung aantayin ko siya para ano pa? Di ba wala na kami dapat? Di ba natanggap ko na naman ‘yon na wala na siya sa buhay ko? Niloloko ko lang ba ang sarili ko nung sinabi ko ditong tanggap ko ng wala na si Edward?

“Hon?”

I was so deep in my own thoughts that I didn’t notice a dark-tinted black Fortuner pulled up. And there he was standing in front of me wearing a red polo shirt, faded blue jeans and dark shades. Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng aking puso.  

Nakatayo lang ako habang nakatitig kay Edward. Hindi ko alam kung paano mag-react.  Like barely four hours ago I was crying because he broke my heart by sending me that fateful text. And now here he was, standing in front of me, smiling with his sweet face that could melt any woman's heart.

Nung nakita niyang nakatulala lang...

Ikaw Pa Rin - Chapter 1

Submitted by on April 12, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

"Hon, I'm sorry. I love you, but ..... I love her more...."
Nasa gate G-5 ako ng Changi Airport waiting for my flight to be called for boarding when I received that text message from Edward, my online boyfriend of one month.

Hindi ako makapaniwalang he ended "us" just when the waiting was almost over. I only had to take the three-hour flight to Manila and we could have been together, we could have done all those crazy things we talked about every day for the past month since we "met" sa isang adult site where we both were members.

Para akong sinakluban ng langit at lupa nung nabasa ko ang text niya na 'yon. I fucking loved him and he said he loved me too, not just once but so many times since we started talking and texting sa Viber.

Hindi ko namalayan ang paglabas ng aking mga luha, and everything became a blur from that moment on until I found myself on seat 73L inside Flight PR780.

"Ang sakit!"

Para akong namatayan ng kamag-anak habang walang tigil ang impit na pag-iyak sa loob ng eroplano.

Alam kong mahirap paniwalaan na ganun ko kamahal si Edward kasi hindi pa naman kami nagkita sa personal pero talagang sobrang sakit ang naramdaman ko nung mga oras na yon.

Ang dami kong tanong sa sarili na alam kong hindi na masasagot kasi there was no point in asking them anyway. Edward decided for both of us at hindi ako pwed...

A Week That Was .... My First FSS GEB Memoirs

Submitted by on March 30, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags:

10:08 am

My flight was finally airborne which means I was inevitably leaving the place where I spent the last eight nights. I was also leaving behind the people who had added another chapter to my book of happy and erotic memories.

I remember it was sometime in October of last year when a "meet-up" was discussed in whispers until it became a full-blown discussion in the chatroom and in the blogs/comments. It was, then, called the first FSS GEB.

The date of the GEB as initially discussed was sometime in February.

It was during the initial planning stage when I fell for one of my "crushes" and because I was so into the said event, I wrote my first story/confession na GEB-inspired at si "crush" ang bida doon.

Then the group which was later on called the ExeCom moved the date to March 29. Since we already had the date, I booked my flight as early as November 5 (yeah, I know what you're saying under your breath right now, "hindi ako masyadong excited" :D).

Well, actually, it was more of para makamura ako sa airfare and also para I won't change my mind kasi knowing me, sabog-sabog ang utak ko when it comes to planning. Sa sobrang spontaneous kong tao, I could change my mind in a heartbeat, depende sa mood ko yan. So para mafix yong mindset ko to attend the GEB I had to ensure my booking. Kasi kapag may ticket na, syempre, I would b...

Carnal Thoughts of You

Submitted by on March 2, 2014 (2 years ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Everytime I see you my heart races
You had eased the pain that was haunting me in ages
The anguish, the misery, the loneliness everything eases
But what can I do when we are in different places?

Days and nights I've been wanting
To tease your lips until we're kissing
Bodies touching, two beings flirting
Cries and moans of pleasure so titillating

My heated body rising and falling
Unto your sturdy manhood I'm grinding
My nips are inviting, your mouth is sucking
Until my love juices are flowing

I oh-so missed the act of lovemaking
The pumping, the panting and the moaning
Till we climax and come bursting, seeds a-mixing
Oh what carnal pleasure when our bodies are mating...

Pagkasabik

Submitted by on February 26, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:


Puso ko'y kumakabog
Sa boses mong nakakalibog
Pekpek ko'y nagdadabog
Katas ay gustong sumabog

Konting tiis nalang sinta
Pasasa'at maikama din kita
Hubad na katawan ay makita
At matikman ang 'yong sandata

Mga halik na mapupusok
Init ng katawan ay umuusok
Habang titi mo'y labas-masok
Sa kweba kong sabik sa tusok

Lagusan ko'y namamasa
Sa naiipong pagnanasa
Kaya tayo'y magpakasasa
Hanggang katas ay rumagasa
 ...

Nag-aapoy na Umaga

Submitted by on February 9, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Tagalog | Categories: Toys and Masturbation | Tags:

"Brrrrrrrr..."

Nasa paanan ko na pala ang kumot kaya naramdaman ko ang sobrang lamig.

Checked the time on my cellphone, alas singko palang pala.

Bumangon ako para patayin ang aircon.

Went back to bed para subukang matulog uli.

Tumagilid sa kaliwa, tumihaya, tumagilid sa kanan.

"Arghhhh.... Ano ba antok, nasan ka na?"

"Hmpffff!"

After some more frustrated sighs I reached for my iPad na nasa gilid lang ng aking unan.

Nag-login agad sa FSS.

Read the new comments, nag-comment na din.

Pumasok sa chatroom, tahimik.

Ding! Ding!

Someone texted sa Viber.

"Hahaha! Paano mo alam na gising na ako ha?"Panimula kong sagot.

And the chika lasted for more than an hour. Then bumalik na ako sa FSS.

"Hmmmm... Tuloy ko kaya ang pagbabasa sa story na 'yon..."

I remember Chapter I -

"Bakit ako napaiyak sa kwentong 'to?"

Instead kasi na malibugan ay napaluha ako sa kwentong 'yon, ewan ko kung bakit. Siguro nakikita ko 'yong pagmamahalang nakabalot sa isang bawal na sitwasyon. It brought back painful memories, I guess. Or the hopeless romantic in me just kicked in. Or maybe both....

Bare All ... Or Maybe Not.... My Five Months of Being an FSS Member

Submitted by on February 7, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Confession: Taglish | Categories: First Time | Tags:

"Thank you for the broken heart...." ......goes the lyrics of a certain song.

Yes, five months ago today, MLC was born sa mundo ng FSS. Thanks to someone who broke my heart and made me cry hard all those countless days and nights not so long ago.

I can still remember those nights na bigla nalang akong bumangon para mag-open ng FB to check if he had replied to my messages, only to be disappointed. And before I knew it nag-bblur na naman ang paningin ko dahil sa mga luhang pumapatak galing sa aking pagod ng mga mata.

Those weekends na pinipilit kong iwasan ang lahat na mga "lugar" na dati "naming pinupuntahan".

And it was one of those weekends nung may nang-invite sa akin to join FSS. I was so desperate to find ways to divert myself from that nagging pain that was pushing me to the edge of my sanity kaya without any second thought, I clicked that link.

And so here I am, for five months, baring my soul to the people I haven't really met in person.

Before I joined FSS I was not really into reading Tagalog erotic stories. Paminsan-minsan lang kapag gusto kong magpainit and it was thru an erotic FB page "Masarap kung kainin, heaven ang mararating".

Yeah, you got me! Dyan ako napapasuko and hell ye...

Ang Pinsan Kong Si Paul - Part 2

Submitted by on January 26, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Taboo, Romance | Tags: ,

Habang nagtatalo ang aking isipan kung ano ang sasabihin mabasag lang ang katahimikan ay napansin kong nag-right turn ang sasakyan at pumasok kami sa isang nakaputing gate na compound.

Pag-angat ko ng aking mukha ay tatlong salitang nakasulat sa gilid ng gusaling aming pinasukan ang sumalubong sa aking mga mata --- BLUE MOON INN.
"Saglit lang tayo dito. May itatanong lang ako sayo." Pagsagot ni Paul sa nagtatanong kong mga mata.

Pumasok kami sa isang maliit na garahe na may karugtong na kwarto. Hindi na ako inosente sa mga ganitong lugar kasi nung bf ko pa lang ang aking ex-hubby ay nakailang beses din kaming pumasok sa motel.

Pagpasok ng kwarto binuksan ni Paul ang aircon at nagpunta sa cr. Ako naman ay umupo sa gilid ng kama. Mas lalong bumilis ang tibok ng aking puso.

Nag-iisip ako ng rason paano ko tatanggihan ang aking pinsan kung sakali mang gusto nitong makipag-sex sa akin. Naging matimbang kasi sa akin ang katotohanang magpinsan kami kaya sa loob ng mahabang panahon ay pinilit ko siyang iwasan at kalimutan ano man ang namagitan sa amin nung ako ay pansamantalang nakatira sa kanilang bahay.

Paglabas ng aking pinsan galing sa banyo ay humiga na eto at hinawakan ang aking braso.

"Pwede naman tayong sa sasakyan mo nalang mag-usap ah! Bakit kelangan pa nating pumasok dito.? Gagastos ka pa." May halong kabang sabi ko sa aking pinsan.

"Kulang ako sa t...

Ang Pinsan Kong Si Paul - Part 1

Submitted by on January 26, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Taboo, Romance | Tags: ,


"Uhmmmmmm..."


Nagising ako sa kakaibang kiliting aking naramdaman. Parang may kung anong dumapo sa aking dibdib kaya pinilit kong idinilat ang antok ko pang mga mata. Kahit medyo madilim ay nakita kong hinihimas ng lalakeng nakahiga sa kabilang kama ang umbok ng aking kanang suso sa ibabaw ng aking suot na t-shirt.

Nakadapa ang naturang lalake at pasimpleng inabot ang aking dibdib at patuloy etong nilalaro, pinaikot-ikot ang daliri sa nakausling utong. Hindi ko napigilan ang pagsinghap nang dahan-dahang pinisil ng lalake ang naninigas kong korona.

I knew then na alam ng lalakeng nagising ako dahil sa aking munting pagsinghap.

Siguro naisip ng lalake na nasarapan ako sa kanyang ginagawa kaya gumapang eto ng konti pababa ng kama at pangahas na ipinasok ang kanyang kamay sa loob ng aking shorts. Maluwag eto kaya hindi siya nahirapang ipasok ang kanyang kamay sa loob ng aking panty at kinapa ang umbok ng aking kaselanan.

Hinagod ng lalake ang aking hiwa, dahan-dahan na para bang tinatantiya ang bawat kilos. Pinaghiwalay ng mapangahas na mga daliri ang magkabilang labi ng aking puke at pagkatapos ay pinisil ang aking tinggil, kanya etong hinagod pataas-pababa, pataas-pababa. May ilang segundo ding nilalaro ng lalake ang aking umbok hanggang sa dumulas ang bahaging 'yon ng aking katawan.

Napakagat-labi ako sa sarap ng nag-fi-finger ng lalake sa akin.

Bahagyang kumilos an...

Pagmumuni-muni

Submitted by on January 23, 2014 (3 years ago)
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Paglalakbay ng aking isip
Supsop mo ang aking nip
Kinagat ko aking lower lip
Nung clit ko ay iyong sinipsip

Katawan ko'y nananabik
Sa napipintong pagtatalik
Inaasam ang yong mga halik
Hanggang mga mata ay tumirik

Oh aking mahal
Sana'y akin ng masalsal
At maisubo ng matagal
Ang titi mo na gabakal

Lagusan ko'y namamasa
Sa tindi ng pagnanasa
Gusto ko ng magpakasasa
Sa tamod mong rumagasa

Pagsisiping na nalalapit
Sa diwa ko'y kumakapit
Hubad na katawang magkadikit
Magkahalong katas na malagkit

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