MidLifeCrisisJoined: September 7, 2013 (4 years old)
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Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: strangers again
It's funny how two people who used to say I-love-you to each other could actually become total strangers once the fires of that supposedly burning desire had died down.
I remember a quote I came across while I was having a date with Google - "My ex and I, we're not friends, we're not enemies. We're just two strangers who shared some memories." Yes! That's all it's gonna be, memories. Memories of your sweet moments, of your petty quarrels, of your intense lovemaking and of just about anything you had done together and/or done for each other.
Breaking up is really never easy. Kahit pa nga sabihing it was a mutual agreement between the two parties pero at some point before that mutual agreement ay dumaan ang dalawang tao na yan sa isang unsavory encounter, which then led them to that mutual agreement to go on their separate ways.
If I could really have my way I'd opt to remain friends with my ex. Dahil malay natin baka pwede pang sindihan uli ang apoy na akala natin ay namatay na, di ba?
Seriously, hindi kasi ako yong tipo ng taong nagtatanim ng galit sa dibdib. Maybe there were instances na matagal akong nagpatawad but those rare cases didn't involve any of my exes. Mas matagal kasi mag-move on kapag may galit pa tayong nararamdaman.
Meron din akong nabasa somewhere na - "Friends can be lovers, but lovers can never be friends." Somehow, I do believe na ganun na nga (...
Posted in Poem: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags: dahil ako'y taglibog
Sa isang taong tayo'y magkasama ako'y nagpapasalamat
Sakit na naramdaman noon ay sa puso ko'y hindi na masasalat
Sa halip, ngayon ang diwa ko'y iba na ang isinambulat
Kundi ang kapayapaan at kasiyahan ng bawat pepe at burat
Mga alituntuning masakit sa unang tingin
Sana'y atin nalang sundin at 'wag ng suwayin
Wala naman etong ibang pakay at hangarin
Kundi ang ikauunlad ng bahay na tinatawag nating atin
Tayo'y magkaisa sana sa isang adhikain
Na puksain ang sino mang salarin
Huwag magpaniwala sa mga salitang ipinain
At sariling huwisyo ang pairalin at sundin
Sa ngayon ay ayoko ng isipin at basahin
Bangayan ng bawat isang may kakaibang suliranin
Mga oras ko dito'y sa kalibugan nalang muling ibaling
Mga kwentong babasahin tyak ako'y mapapahalinghing
Pagpapaligaya sa sarili ay di ko na napapansin
Panahon na para pekpek ko naman ang asikasuhin
Laruin, painitin at walang sawang pakakatasin
Hanggang ang daliri'y sa mainit na likido'y muling babalutin
Mga ilang buwan pa ang aking titiisin
Sandatang gusto kong hawakan at patigasin
Sana'y pag-uwi ko'y nag-aantay at muling maangkin
Lakas at katas ay walang sawang sipsipin
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Erotic | Tags: Pussy show
Simula nung marinig ko ang "live show" dito ay sinabi ko sa aking sarili that one day I'm gonna watch it. (By "live show" I mean 'yong actual na pakikipag-sex ng babae at lalaki.) Sabi kasi ng boss ko (and take note NBSB si boss and she's 4 years older than me) nag-init daw siya nung minsan silang nanood noon.
So when I had the chance to finally go to that specific place where "naked pussies and dicks" abound, I was so excited. Kaya lang, we didn't get to watch the actual live show kasi my two naive friends insisted that we watch the pussy show instead. I was disappointed but then I didn't insist baka naman kasi mapahamak pa kami kasi we were all girls. Wala kaming nahilang lalaki kaya tapang-tapangan kami when we finally decided to go inside that one "pussy bar".
After negotiating for only 300 bucks each for the entrance fee (it was supposed to be 500 for foreigners but maybe there were not so many patrons yet so the floor manager agreed on the 200 bucks discount), we went inside that dimly lit room na parang boxing arena na maliit kasi nasa gitna ang "stage" where the semi-naked girls, I think 6 or 7 of them, were dancing to a slow music. Semi-naked kasi lahat sila except for the two were wearing only bras ('yong dalawa kasi naka-panty at bra).
A few sips of our free juice later, nag-start na ang show. (BTW, bawal mag-take ng video or pictures habang nasa loob ng "pussy arena" kaya pinu...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Erotic | Tags: just because na-miss ko na naman ang kulitan
Okay! Since nasagot na natin ang first 5 questions ko (salamat sa mga sumagot at salamat sa mga nagbasa at napangiti ;)),
Here's my next 5:
1.) How old were you when you had your first real sex (and by real sex, I mean 'yong "naipasok ang titi sa pekpek") and how did it happen?
2.) Was your first sexperience a blast or a bam?
3.) What is your favorite sex position? Why?
4.) Paano ang gusto mong kantot: mabagal, mabilis or a little of both? Why?
5.) Kelan 'yong last time na matindi o wild sex o pinakamasarap na pakikipag-sex mo?
O ayan! Let's walk down that horny lane once more and fire away our answers.
Katuwaan lang naman, mga ka-FSS ;)...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Erotic | Tags: Just because namiss ko ang kulitan
Eto katuwaan lang at namiss ko din ang kulitan. Parang hotseat questions lang to pero lima lang muna para hindi tayo mahirapang mag-isip ng isasagot.
1.) Spit or Swallow? Why?
2.) Bareback or Condom? Why?
3.) FuBu or Real-Love Relationship? Why?
4.) Shaved, Trimmed or Bushy? Why?
5.) Coffee, Tea or Me? Why?
And oh! Don't take the 5th question on its face value. It means would you go on a date muna or diretso na sa apat na sulok ng isang malamig na kwarto?...
Posted in Story: Fiction, Tagalog | Categories: One Night Stand | Tags: Sex with a younger guy, Just because I missed writing something erotic
"Hon, asan ka na po? Baka ma-traffic tayo."
Hindi mapakali si Chai dahil medyo late na at wala pa rin si Edward kaya nag-send na eto ng text message sa lalaki.
It was almost 4 pm and Chai was waiting for Edward to fetch her sa bahay ng kanyang tita sa Makati para sabay silang pumunta ng airport. Susunduin nila si Gracia, ang kaibigan ni Chai na taga-Palawan na pupunta din ng Manila at kasama niyang aattend ng isang seminar.
"Hon, I'm sorry I can't go with you to the airport. Ae found out about us and she's freaking out. I don't know how she found out but I need to go home before this gets out of hand. I'll try if I can find a way to see you before you leave."
Medyo kinabahan si Chai nung nabasa niya ang reply ni Edward.
"Okie, hon. No worries. I am just a call away. You know my schedule naman while I'm here in Manila. I love you and I’m sorry." Buong pag-alalang sagot ni Chai sa text ni Edward.
Nakilala ni Chai si Edward sa isang adult site kung saan pareho silang nagsusulat ng mga kwentong nakakalibog. May asawa ang lalaki sa edad nitong trenta’y-otso at may isang anak na lalaki na nasa ikatlong taon na sa elementarya. Taga Cavite si Edward at isa syang negosyante.
Tatlong buwan ng magkakilala ang dalawa at sa loob ng panahong iyon ay lagi silang magkausap sa telepono at hindi nagtagal ay natutunan din nila...
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Non-Erotic | Tags: music video, Emo Friday
LSS sa umagang mainit...
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags: May-December, just because there are no new posts so I am reposting this
December 24, 2013.... alas sais ng umaga.
“Hon, gising na. Maaga pa tayo aalis.” Paggising sa akin ng bestfriend kong si Trisha.
“Hmmmm….” Igsi kong sagot sabay dilat ng aking mga mata.
Then, kinuha ko ang aking cellphone sa ilalim ng aking unan.
Four missed calls sa Viber from an unregistered number, +63917718xxxx.
“Sino kaya ‘to?” Tanong ko sa aking sarili.
“Hmmmm…” I typed in and pressed send.
“Dude ” Came the reply.
Nagulat ako at kinabahan.
“Dudeeeeeeeee!” I literally shouted while I was typing my message.
“Miss na kita ah!”
Halos magkasabay naming text.
Naramdaman ko ang kakaibang kaba nung nabasa kong namiss din pala niya ako. Totoong namiss ko din kasi siya. Ewan ko ba, parang may ibang kiliti akong naramdaman sa kaibuturan ng aking puso nung nabasa ko ang message ni Rey, isang lalakeng na-meet ko sa isang adult site.
Si Rey ay 21 anyos pa lamang pero sa mahigit dalawang buwan naming pagpapalitan ng mga messages sa adult site na ‘yon ay napagtanto kong matured siyang mag-isip at madami siyang pangarap sa buhay. Base sa kanyang pag-de-describe sa kanyang sarili, siya ay mas taas na 5’5”, may timbang na 60 kilograms at may pagka-moreno. At sya ay nakapagtapos sa kursong Mechanical Engineering.
Nagsimula ang aming pagkakaibigan noong...
Posted in Story: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags: Boyfriend for a night, in love there is always pain
"Chai, are you sure you wanna do it?"That was a Wednesday, two days after he came back into my life, eighteen days after he said goodbye. And his name was Raiden Francis and this was the story of how he captured my heart, and of how he fired up my loins.
"Rai, ilang beses mo ba akong tatanungin nyan? At ilang beses ba kitang sasagutin na 'oo, sigurado akong kaya ko 'to at sigurado akong gusto ko 'to'"
"Ok, so see you on Friday then? At 'wag kang mag-shave."
"Yep, see you on Friday."
It all started with a simple comment that I made on his post in an adult site where we both were members. Aside kasi na nalibugan ako sa eksena nila sa sinehan nung bidang babae ay napaluha din ako sa nasabing kwento. Malungkot kasi how the story ended as it implied about his painful break-up with the woman in his story, his own love story.
Naintriga din kasi ako sa pseudonym na gamit niya sa adult site na 'yon, something that connotes music and madness. Hindi ko lang ma-explain but there was something in him that I wanted to explore, that I wanted to understand. And judging from the woman's age in the story, I had assumed he was in his early 30s (which I found out later I was wrong nung minsan ko siyang nai-hotseat sa chatroom ng nasabing adult site).
It was weeks after we exchanged replie...
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Romance | Tags: FSS 10th monthsary
Since I know I could not finish the story that was supposed to be my 10th monthsary "entry" I decided to write this confession instead while someone was singing me a lullaby, thinking I was slowly drifting off to dreamland. Little did he know I was writing this piece in my notepad.
So here goes my not-so-erotic confession.
I know I've said but a few words about my relationship with him. Maybe because for the past weeks I didn't know where we were headed until after we met a few days before I flew back to where I am right now.
But let's not get to that part... Not yet...
How did I meet him?
It's been 66 days exactly today since I first "saw" him when he posted his first story, his own painful past. A not-so-distant heartbreak. And the hopeless romantic in me was touched by the poignancy of his memories. I couldn't help not to leave a comment. After all it was not just my eyes that became wet, I was also wet down there. Their sex scene inside the movie house was just too hot for my carnal senses to ignore.
Three weeks or so after that first encounter, I saw him active in the chatroom. The naughty side of me kicked in, I subjected him to the traditional chatroom hot-seat coupled with some "teasing" which I hadn't done in a long while.
And that was how we became "friends".
Three days after our chatroom encounter, he sent...