MidLifeCrisis

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Rebound Sex

Submitted by on Thursday, 19 January 2017, 02:05 AM (13 hours ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Mature, One Night Stand | Tags:

My boyfriend broke up with me.

My bestfriend lied to me.

I was alone.

And it was raining outside.

Parang nakiramay pati ang langit sa makulimlim kong sitwasyon.

Gusto ko ng umuwi. Ilang oras na ba akong paikot-ikot sa mall? 3 hours? 4?

Hindi ako sanay na pumupuntang mall mag-isa pero sa kadahilanang gusto kong maglibang baka-sakaling maibsan ng konti ang bigat sa dibdib na dinadala ko ay gumala ako sa mall kahit wala akong kasama.

On the bright side, nai-treat ko naman ang sarili ko ng pizza at mango shrimp salad. At katatapos ko lang magpagupit. At sabi ng inner self ko I looked nice sa bago kong hair style, layered daw tawag nito sabi nung hairdresser. Sabi kasi nila kapag broken-hearted daw ang babae, kalimitan nagpapagupit. Ewan kung anong konek ng buhok sa puso pero I guess it is for us to feel good about ourselves. Parang redeeming factor sa nalugmok na puso.

And speaking of my puso, ewan ba bakit mas matigas pa ito sa ulo ko. Kung makatibok dun pa sa may sabit na. Meron naman sanang walang sabit na pwedeng jowain. Doon pa ako sa alam kong wala naman talagang future na relasyon.

Tangina lang! Ang sakit, 'yong iiwan ka sa ere na hindi mo alam kung anong mali ang nagawa mo.

Binigay mo na lahat, buong puso mo at hubad mong katawan. Pati kaluluwa mo, tapos sa isang iglap lang ayaw ka na kausapin. Yong tipong nagising nalang sya isang umaga at naalalang may pamilya p...

How Far Would You Go For A Fuck?

Submitted by on January 11, 2017 (8 days ago)
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

A while ago kausap ko ang isa kong friend sa Viber and we were talking about my planned trip papuntang kabihasnan.

Plan palang naman pero who knows baka topakin ako bukas at magpabook ng pa-Manila na flight.

Purpose of the trip:  To experience that mind-blowing, earth-shattering fuck again.

Medyo taglibog at matagal na din namang di ako napasok.  Namiss ko na din ang titi.

Nakakasawa na din kung si daliri at vibe nalang ang lagi kong kaulayaw sa mga sandaling sumasakit ang aking puson at namamasa ang aking puke.

Newiz, the conversation went with me saying "Langyang arrangement na to. Dadayuhin ang kantot, kalayo.

At napaisip ako: Ilang beses ko  na nga bang ginawa 'to? Once? Twice? 

Though hindi naman yong sex per se ang pinuntahan ko nung mga nakaraan.  Gusto ko lang gumala nun and it was more like "sabit" lang ang sex part dun.  

Isa pa, gusto ko din talaga syang makasama kahit sandali lang. Makipagkwentuhan, hindi lang sa mundong virtual.

Eh, kayo ba nagawa nyo na bang dumayo sa ibang lugar para lang makipag-make love sa taong nasa malayo?  

Or nagawa nyo na bang lumipad or sumakay ng barko para lang sa kantot?

Ayokong itanong how far would you go for love, medyo pang-Valentine's day na tanong yan. 

Mas gusto kong itanong ang - how far would you go for a fuck?...

Pinagbigyan Ang Init Ng Katawan

Submitted by on April 10, 2016 (9 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Tagalog | Categories: Fetish, First Time, Mature | Tags:

This happened way back during one of my short vacays sa Manila nung ako'y isang OFW pa.

Pagdating ko ng airport nagtext ako kaagad kay ex. Siguro out of habit lang na everytime na nasa Manila ako ay tinitext ko siya just to let him know na nakauwi na naman ako. Parang unspoken agreement.

Matagal na kaming hiwalay ni ex but we remain friends, even up to this day. Sabi nya kasi I am one of those few people na ayaw nyang totally mawala sa buhay nya. At ako naman walang itinamin na galit sa kanya kahit sya 'yong nakipagbreak sa akin. I knew all along na mahal pa nya ang ex nya even during that time na naging kami na.

Nagreply naman agad si ex with a question kung hanggang kelan ako sa Manila and I replied back with my flight schedule pabalik kung saang bansa ako nagtrabaho nun.

"Pero may gala pa ako up north with my bff ngayong week na 'to so I'd be available next week pa." Dagdag ko pang text kay ex.

"Okay. Let me know when you're back and available. Laboy tayo."

Laboy, that's his term for gala.

And so that was agreed. Magkikita kami ni ex before matapos ang bakasyon ko. Kung kelan man 'yon ay hindi pa alam kasi hindi pa naka-fix kung ano itinerary ko pagbalik ko ng Manila after my gala up north.

After a week nakabalik kami ng Manila ng bestfriend ko at lumipad naman siya kaagad pauwi sa probinsya namin.

Normally, one week lang ang hi...

Happy Birthday, starst1949!

Submitted by on January 9, 2016 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Happy Birthday to one of the best writers here in FSS na sa tingin ko ay hindi lang matalino kundi yummy pa.

Lolo, dahil birthday mo, eto ang iaalay ko sa yo -

Sa mga panahong nagdaan
Gusto kong iyong malaman
Kung ilang ulit kitang pinagnasaan
Oh pantasya ng bayan!

Mga daing ko sana'y iyong marinig
At tayo sana'y magkaniig
Nang malaman mong gaano ako kahilig
Sa romansang sa aki'y nagpapakilig

Dila mo sana'y aking matikman
Laway mo't halik malasahan
Pangako ko sa yo di kita pagsawaan
Ilang beses man tayong magkantutan

At sa kaarawan mong eto
Katawan ko sana'y aking iregalo
Tanggapin mo sana ng buong-buo
Dahil iyong-iyo ako ngayon, lolo!

*

Happy beerde, lolo!!!!

Wag ka po tumawa. Impromptu yang regalo ko sa yo.

Enjoy your big day! Muahhh!
 ...

5 More Questions for the Day

Submitted by on November 26, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Salamat uli sa mga sumagot dun sa 10 questions ko. Medyo matagal-tagal na din yong dalawang blogs ko na yon kaya eto na naman ako, magtatanong ng panibagong 5 questions. Parang sequel lang.

Here goes:

1.) Sa mga mahilig mag-DIY*, have you done it during office hours na ba? If so, where exactly did you do it and how did it feel? Sa mga hindi pa 'to nagawa, naisip nyo bang gawin 'to? If so, what's stopping you from doing it? If not, simulan mo ng isipin ngayon. Exciting sya, pramis.

2.) Karamihan sa atin dumaan sa stage na nag-de-date sa sinehan. Dun sa mga naranasan ang movie dates, how far have you gone sa loob ng movie house? Nakapag-all the way na ba kayo or simpleng make out lang with matching blow job/kainan on the side? Sa mga hindi nakaranas, ay naku you missed the fun and the excitement kaya dapat i-try nyo. It's never too late.

3.) Aminin na natin, minsan iba ang sarap kapag kwiki lang. Ang tanong, saan yong mga lugar na pinagpantasyahan mong makapagkwiki kayo? Sa mga nakaranas na, saan nyo naman nagawang magkwiki? At paano nangyari yon?

4.) Naitanong na 'to dati pero gusto kong itanong uli. Naranasan nyo na bang lumabas ng bahay na walang undies? If so, ano ang pakiramdam? If not, have you ever thought about doing it?

5.) At eto medyo mahirap. Sino sa FSS ang pinagpantasyahan mong maikama? Ano-ano ang gusto mong gawin sa kanya?

O sya, sa ngalan ng katuwaang mahalay, sumag...

Taglibog: Shower Selfie

Submitted by on November 17, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: First Time, Toys and Masturbation | Tags: ,

Wala naman etong ipinagkaiba sa nakagawian ko ng pagsasarili except for the fact that this time I recorded the whole thing. From taking off my clothes to my sweet release.

Bakit ko nga ba kinunan ng video yon? Ahhhh kasi I wanted to give it to someone para yon nalang ang parausan nya sa mga panahong sya'y taglibog at wala ako para pagbigyan ang tawag ng kanyang laman.

Sino nga ba si someone?

He was my boyfriend for less than two months and it was funny kasi ginawa ko ang video na yon nung hindi na kami.

After a month of not talking after the breakup, he came back unexpectedly. I didn't ask why out of the blue he sent me a message sa Viber, I was just so happy to welcome him back. Mahal ko pa sya noon eh.

Pero nung bumalik sya ay hindi na naging kami uli. Sa simula pa lang we talked about it na. I think ginamit naming pareho ang mga panahong yon para we could gradually move on kasi tingin ko pareho kaming nabigla dun sa breakup. I could feel din naman na mahal pa nya ako. May mga rason lang talaga kung bakit hindi pwedeng maging kami.

And that was when we became ex with benefits. Long distance ex with benefits, to be exact. Nakakatawa nga pero he chose me who was at the other side of the Pacific Ocean over those girls na pumupunta sa shop nya at nagpapa-cute sa kanya.

The benefits?

Well, bumalik yong daily routine namin, except yong pagsasabi ng "I love you" sa isa't-i...

Pwede Bang Hiramin Ang Katawan Mo?

Submitted by on September 4, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags: ,

Nagising akong mabigat ang puson. Not because my bladder was full but because of an almost-real wet dream. I could still feel the overflowing lust from his touch. Ugh! Nabitin nga lang kasi bigla na akong nagising. At kung bakit ay hindi ko alam. Dahil siguro my subconscious mind was telling me it was almost 6am and I needed to get up and prep myself for another working day.

Pagkagising ko mukha nya agad ang pumasok sa isip ko at habang lasing pa ako sa libog ay kinuha ko agad ang aking celphone na nasa tabi lang ng unan ko and I texted him with just one word, "Wahhhhhhhhh".

Arghhhh! I broke my promise again. How many times had I made a pact with my horny self not to initiate a convo with him but everytime my libido is on overdrive all I could think of is his naked body on top of me, underneath me and all over me doing sweet orgasmic wonders to my sex-starved soul.

It's been weeks since I denied myself the pleasure of a self-induced orgasm and I think that's what triggered the wet dream. Ayoko na ng DIY. I seriously wanna get laid, once and for all. And this is where my dilemma comes in.

So eto ang mga katanungan ko (sa hindi naman mag-jowa):

Paano mo ba sasabihing "Gusto kitang maikama?". Paano mo ba iparating na seryoso ka sa gusto mong mangyari? How do you propose a one night stand without sounding cheap and desperate?

Hindi pa naman siguro ako ganun ka desperate but I have to adm...

On Heartaches and Dark Secrets

Submitted by on May 23, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Toys and Masturbation | Tags:

Whenever I am really broken I tend to do weird things, random things I wouldn't normally do when my heart is in good hands.

Ten years ago, the guy I was with for four years broke my heart when he sent me a simple text saying, "Sorry, may kasalanan ako sa 'yo." My instinctive reply was, "Ilang months na ang tiyan nya?" And his text came back with, "Manganganak na sya sa December." That was September and I was away on a job overseas.

Masakit. But then I knew, we both knew that was coming. It was just a matter of time. We were not meant to be together from the start anyway.

But with that heartache came a major turnaround in my life, I started to hate men. Hated them to the point that I allowed myself to have a relationship with a woman. Yes, I was with a woman, in her arms, in her bed for more than a year or two until I decided to go back home.

Did I love her? I thought I did but looking back, I know I didn't. I was just really pissed off with men in general that I wanted them out of my skin, for a while and was also curious how it was to have sex with a woman. Sex-wise, I could say we had our moments of wild dry-humping that led to a couple of mind-blowing release.

But oh well, nothing compares to making love with a guy, that I can assure you. So guys out there, don't start raising those dark eyebrows. You still have the upperhand as far as bed issues...

Taglibog: Ka-threesome ang Aking Vibe

Submitted by on April 26, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Confession: True Story, Taglish | Categories: Toys and Masturbation | Tags: ,

Finally, nabilhan din ng battery ang vibe ko, after almost a year since binigay sa akin 'to ni Bebeko.

It was last year during the first FSS GEB nung nahawakan ko ang vibe na 'to pero nitong February lang nabilhan ng battery, courtesy of inang.grasya. Nagsawa na kasi sya sa kasasabi kong di ko magamit kasi walang battery. Ang matinding rason ko kung bakit hindi ko nabilhan ng battery was because nahihiya ako. Sa kapal ng mukha kong 'to hindi ko alam paano ipaliwanag sa mga kasamahan ko sa bahay kung anong gagawin ko sa double A na battery.

A few days after I put the battery in place, I had the usual chat conversation with someone. Then umabot sa point na tinamad na akong magtype kaya I asked him to call me na para pwede na akong pumikit habang nag-uusap kami.

"Anong ginagawa mo?" Bungad ko agad sa kanya after I answered his call.

"Eto naghihimas."

The moment I heard his voice, nag-somersault agad ang erotic veins ko. I don't know why but his voice has this intense effect on my carnal senses.

"Shit! Nakakalibog talaga ang boses mo. Pwede bang ako na ang maghihimas dyan?" Sabi ko sa kanya.

Hindi naman malandi ang boses nya pero ewan ko ba everytime na kausap ko sya parang ang sarap lang magpakasawa sa kanyang katawan.

"Make love tayo." Dagdag ko pa, my right hand already rubbing my mound. Tuluyan na a...

A Sexy Moaner, A Dirty Talker, A Screamer or A Silent Cummer?

Submitted by on April 15, 2015 (1 year ago)
Posted in Blog: Taglish | Categories: Erotic | Tags: , , ,

Naalala ko lang a few days ago magulo kami sa chatroom. Biruan, asaran. And then may pumasok na isang chatter, biglang natahimik ang mga barako. I was thinking baka nasisid na sila sa bagong pasok na 'yon. Yon pala umiwas sila, at least two of them did. Ang rason ng isa ay nakukulitan daw sya sa chatter na 'yon, panay daw kasi ang whisper. Ang isa mas matindi ang rason. Baka daw ayain na naman syang mag-SOP, ayaw na daw nya. 

Amft! May nalalaman pang iwas-moves 'tong mga lalake.

But then, naintriga ako kaya tinanong ko 'yong umiwas sa SOP, since it was kinda unusual for a guy na umayaw sa SOP unless he is really that committed to someone else. Ang sagot nya: "Ayoko kasi yong style nya sa SOP. 'Yong naka-detalye ang gagawin pati tunog kung paano nya ako tsusupain. Ang gusto ko kasi moans lang."

That got me thinking which led me to write this blog.

Iba-iba nga talaga ang gusto ng tao at iba-iba din ang behavior ng bawat isa pagdating sa acts of sex, be it real intercourse or simpleng SOP lang.

Merong:

Sexy moaner - 'yong tipong daanin ka lang sa mga ungol na nakakaulol o ungol pa lang nababaliw ka na.

Dirty talker - 'yong nakadetalye ano ang gagawin as if meron kang tutorial, with matching sound effects pa sa iba.

Silent cummer ...

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