MidLifeCrisis

Joined: September 7, 2013 (4 years old)
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Blowing You

Submitted by on October 30, 2017 (19 days ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Maintaining eye contact while I am sucking your cock
Admiring the naked glory that is for me to fuck
Not a single skin I leave untouched
Giving you pleasure makes me horny as much

Making you moan and curse and thrust your hips
Anal-licking, a rim job you love from my tongue and lips
Endless sucking, kissing and tongue-fucking
Libido is rising until your cum is spurting...

Haiku (Or Maybe Not)

Submitted by on October 19, 2017 (30 days ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

Promises not made
Obscure emotions were shown
Persistent I was
Of proving to you my love
Yearning to have you
That was my everyday wish
At times I was lost
Not fully seeing your heart
Knew I could get hurt
Even then, I was falling....

Dark Mocha

Submitted by on June 29, 2017 (4 months ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

The first time we met
I will never forget
It was a date that was set
To repay someone I was in debt

Winning you took more than sweat
You were such a hard man to get
But all my efforts I will never regret
Damn! How wanting you made me so wet

Finally, you gave in to my yearning
Inside our sanctuary we were moaning
Tongues licking, mouths devouring
Panting, groaning and cursing
The smell of sex overpowering

Giving you head was my cup of tea
Swallowing your cum was my specialty
But riding your cock was such a glory
Sent me to the heavens countlessly
Oh man, I became a slave to your body

Now this I want to ask shamelessly 
When can I have a taste again of your little Johnny?...

Parang Tayo Pero Hindi

Submitted by on May 7, 2017 (6 months ago)
Posted in Story: Taglish | Categories: First Time, Romance | Tags:

Exactly three months since you became a constant sa buhay ko, you broke my heart.

Masakit.

Ayaw pa nga tumigil ng mga luha ko simula pa kagabi. Tingin ko nga magkaka-dehydrate na ako nito kapag di pa ako bumangon at uminom ng kahit anong pwedeng pang-replenish sa luhang inaksaya ko para sa 'yo.

Pero bakit nga ba ako umiiyak? Wala namang tayo. You made that clear, not just once but ilang beses na, sa tuwing nararamdaman mong nagseselos ako. Lagi mong sinasabing "Control yourself. Wag kang mahulog sa akin. I am a jerk."

Unfortunately for me, sa mga katulad mo ako nahuhulog. Sa mga katulad mong 'jerks'.

At ano nga ba ang iniiyakan ko?

Ahhh! May nabasa lang naman akong post sa FB wall mo. Conversation nyo ng isang babae. Halata sa flow ng convo na 'yon na nagpa-cute ka sa kanya. At sa kasamaang-palad, ang babaeng 'yon ay hindi ako.

Masakit.

Kasi akala ko ay ako lang ang babaeng kinakausap mo ng ganun. Kaso hindi lang pala ako. Pero bakit ba ako nagrereklamo? Para lang namang tayo, pero hindi. Ang gulo noh?

Alam ko madaming babaeng lumalandi sa 'yo dahil kinukwento mo sa akin kung sinu-sino sila. Hindi ko naman sila masisisi kasi ako nga ay minsan ng lumipad para lang makita at makasama ka.

Naalala ko nun, sabik tayong dalawa ng magpa-book ako ng round trip ticket papuntang Manila. Pagkatapos kong nagpabook ay nag-file ako agad ng three days leave sa office...

Friend With Benefits

Submitted by on April 2, 2017 (7 months ago)
Posted in Blog: Tagalog | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

"Tara sabay na tayong mag-shower." Aya ko sa kasama ko sa kwarto noon.

Mga isang oras na din ang lumipas matapos ko syang tsupain. Alam kong he enjoyed what I just did. Hindi man ako magaling sa pag-blow job pero base sa mga ungol at mura nya habang sinusubo at dinidilaan ko ang mataba nyang burat ay alam kong nasasarapan sya sa ginawa ko.

Tangina naman kasi ang titi nya. Natatakam ako sa sarap. Nakakalibog hawakan, nakakadarang ang amoy.

Ewan ba, siguro kasi alam kong mahal ko sya kaya lahat ng parte ng katawan nya'y nasasarapan ako. Sarap na sarap akong lunukin at simutin ang lahat ng tamod sa lumabas sa naghuhumindig nyang sandata.

Hindi ko man sinasabi sa kanya na mahal ko sya pero alam naming pareho kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.

Pero hanggang dun lang yon. We both know din naman na sex and friendship lang ang pwedeng mamagitan sa aming dalawa.

Bakit? Simple lang, may pamilya sya at tanggap kong hanggang friends with benefits lang talaga kami.

And I was okay with that setup. Hindi rin kasi ako tumatagal sa isang relasyon. May trust issues ako lalo na kapag nakakaramdam ako ng pagbabago sa kinikilos ng karelasyon ko. I tend to walk away hindi pa man makakapag-explain ang kabilang partido.

Anyway, back to the situation at hand.

Hinatak ko na si fren papasok ng banyo. He was in his white briefs nalang at ako nama'y nakatapis ng tuwalya. Hindi talag...

Ang Pagtatagpo

Submitted by on March 19, 2017 (7 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Erotic Couplings, Taboo | Tags: , ,

April 19, Wednesday 9pm.

Nakatitig ako sa aking cellphone. It's been a month since I last turned it on.

Bakit nga ba eto naka-off?

Ahhhh! Tanda ko na.

March 17 nung last syang nagsend ng i-Message.  "Good morninggggggg" was all he said.

Hindi ko sya nireply. Bakit nga ba?

Dahil nasaktan ako. May nabasa kasi akong isang sulat. May mahal sya, at hindi ako 'yon. Masakit. Pero wala akong karapatang i-confront sya. Walang kami. Kaibigan lang ang turing nya sa akin.

Samantalang ako? Ano nga ba ang turing ko sa kanya?

Hindi ko alam, basta ang alam ko lang masaya ako noon kapag kausap ko sya. Na-eexcite ako sa tuwing tumutunog na ang aking cellphone. Kabisado ko ang text tone na in-assign ko sa name nya. Sya ang nagturo sa akin ng i-Message, sya lang ang ka-i-Message ko. At sa loob ng halos dalawang buwan naming magkausap ay nahulog ako sa kanya.

I fell hard, kaya nung nabasa ko ang sulat na 'yon, masyado akong nasaktan. To the point na hindi ko sya kayang i-reply, hindi ko sya kayang kausapin.

I even had to deactivate my dummy FB account kung saan naka-add sya. Gusto ko lang malagpasan ang stage na "mahal ko sya". Alam ko namang magiging okay din ako pagdating ng panahon. Alam kong malagpasan ko 'yon.

Ang tanga ko lang noh? Nagmahal ng isang taong hindi ko pa n...

The First Time I Flew for a Fuck

Submitted by on February 5, 2017 (9 months ago)
Posted in Confession: Taglish | Categories: First Time, Mature, Romance | Tags: ,

Matagal ng nangyari 'to pero naaalala ko pa bawat sandaling magkasama kami. 

Siya si Rashid at isa syang IT administrator sa isang internet service provider. I have this thing kasi sa mga software nerds kaya madali akong mahulog sa kanila.

Four years ang tanda ko sa kanya and he was from down south. May girlfriend sya that time pero nasa Manila para asikasuhin ang papers nya going abroad.  I knew all along na may gf sya at seryoso sya dito pero go pa din ako sa place nya when he invited me to go there. Wala eh, masarap kasi syang kausap pero wala naman akong balak agawin sya sa gf nya. Nakikihiram lang ako ng katawan nun.

Ako naman that time ay mga ilang buwan na ding hiwalay sa ex ko.  Ex-hubby, I should say.

Rashid and I were both chatters sa isang chat app na popular nung mga panahong yon. Naligaw lang ako sa chatroom nila at yon na ang simula ng ilang buwan naming relasyon. 

We were on our second month nung na-convince nya akong lumipad papunta sa lugar nila. An hour or so lang naman daw ang byahe so pwedeng overnight daw ako dun. And I could fly there over the weekend para di ko na kelangang mag-file ng leave sa office. 

Isang reason din kung bakit nya ako naconvince na pumunta ako sa kanila was never pa ako nakapunta dun. Kumakati talaga mga paa ko kapag ganyang first time akong pupunta sa isang lugar. At sabi nya din madami daw durian sa kanila. 

A new place to explore, a treat of...

Just Fucked Look

Submitted by on February 3, 2017 (9 months ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

If I could turn back time
I would choose not to have called you mine
Then I didn't have to whine
And wish things were not out of line

But what a pity indeed
When all I could think of is doing the deed
Licking your nipples and giving you head
Sucking your manhood and tasting your seed.  

Oh how I really miss your kisses!
But we haven’t talked in ages
We’re not friends, we’re not enemies
We’re just strangers who shared some memories

See what a fool I have become?
Wanting again to watch your face as you cum
To hear you moan my name and then some
This lust I feel for you is never gone...

When Boredom Strikes

Submitted by on January 28, 2017 (9 months ago)
Posted in Poem: English | Categories: Erotic | Tags:

When Boredom StrikesI hate the way you end things between us
I feel like for you there never was an "us"
But I don't wanna make it a big fuss
No matter how hurt I was I wanna cuss

Memories of your kisses, your thrusts, and your moan
Still make my senses awake with lust I can't help but groan
Making me wet and crave for your touch was your expert zone
You never fail to excite my erogenous zone

I have no regrets whatsoever
Loving you was one of my best decisions ever
I taught my heart to love you then
I am teaching her now to unlove you, my friend

My heart is kinda stubborn, I know
I've known her gradually as I grow
But soon she will fully understand
The love we had was not one to withstand

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A/N: Nabored sa meeting. Sumakabilang-dimension ang utak. Nagsulat ng tula....

Rebound Sex

Submitted by on January 19, 2017 (9 months ago)
Posted in Story: Fiction, Taglish | Categories: Mature, One Night Stand | Tags:

My boyfriend broke up with me.

My bestfriend lied to me.

I was alone.

And it was raining outside.

Parang nakiramay pati ang langit sa makulimlim kong sitwasyon.

Gusto ko ng umuwi. Ilang oras na ba akong paikot-ikot sa mall? 3 hours? 4?

Hindi ako sanay na pumupuntang mall mag-isa pero sa kadahilanang gusto kong maglibang baka-sakaling maibsan ng konti ang bigat sa dibdib na dinadala ko ay gumala ako sa mall kahit wala akong kasama.

On the bright side, nai-treat ko naman ang sarili ko ng pizza at mango shrimp salad. At katatapos ko lang magpagupit. At sabi ng inner self ko I looked nice sa bago kong hair style, layered daw tawag nito sabi nung hairdresser. Sabi kasi nila kapag broken-hearted daw ang babae, kalimitan nagpapagupit. Ewan kung anong konek ng buhok sa puso pero I guess it is for us to feel good about ourselves. Parang redeeming factor sa nalugmok na puso.

And speaking of my puso, ewan ba bakit mas matigas pa ito sa ulo ko. Kung makatibok dun pa sa may sabit na. Meron naman sanang walang sabit na pwedeng jowain. Doon pa ako sa alam kong wala naman talagang future na relasyon.

Tangina lang! Ang sakit, 'yong iiwan ka sa ere na hindi mo alam kung anong mali ang nagawa mo.

Binigay mo na lahat, buong puso mo at hubad mong katawan. Pati kaluluwa mo, tapos sa isang iglap lang ayaw ka na kausapin. Yong tipong nagising nalang sya isang umaga at naalalang may pamilya p...

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